Omg I can't stay away from this phone. It's like my everything. My little baby. I can access everything on this phone and this... it drives me crazy. Cause I'm constantly checking on my phone or using my phone in some capacity. That shit is crazy. Its like some false sense of security, every few seconds.. On the phone on the phone on the phone.
It could be for anything...
Listening to music
Talking on the phone
Checking emails
Sending emails
Posting on fb
Writing in my notepAd
Etc etc etc
Its like geez Jennifer ok put the phone down. I find something to do with it like every second. It's like I think something or want to know something and voila... Presto!! I pick up my phone to get everything I think I need. Fast too... In like seconds. Bam... Info is there.
But that's why it drives me crazy cause it's so addicting. And many people know what I mean (deny if u like lol) and i know there are the rare few who r not glued to their phone. (notice many that are have the iPhones, bbm, android & a whole list of those kind of phones) and these phones have people using them all the time. (and there are so many apps that are Wonderful whats not to love?) Lol
And then it becomes like this freaking nervous ball of energy that is frantic and it consumes my very being and causes me to find myself with my phone in my hand....
Most of the time!
And many times I am doing absolutely nothing with it but flicking the screen back and forth aimlessly. With no direction or purpose as to why i treasure this "materiAl substance" like if it were my child. Lol.
That must mean That I am bored. But wait I'm constantly doing stuff. And while I am doing my "stuff" my phone is being used in some capacity & always within reach. That is sheer madness. Ridiculous. I give the phone a lot to Olivia cause i cant i cant deal with it lol But as soon as its back in my hands I can't stop..
Once again
Addiction.
It takes constant restraint to just leave the phone alone. I've been practicing but u know i still have more work to do. but I am getting better lol
We can all relate somehow. It doesn't just have to be a phone. It could be anything u do that turns into OCD. Be wary! Lol
Believe it or not some people get mad at me because I do this Ok not some but 1 and They take it as I am Not paying attention or that I'm being rude. But I'm Not.
Ok yes sometimes I may not be paying attention but those times are when i am interrupted from whatever I was doing or thinking and at times it's hard for me to snap out of it and fully pay attention especially if i was engrossed in what i was originally doing before the intrusion. And its nothing personal but if u know me well then u know I'm like a little OCD when it comes to completions. I want whatever I was doing done or whatever I was thinking... Thought!
And when I'm off in my own little world. Sometimes it's just best to wait it out for a moment till I get back cause then and only then will u have my undivided attention. So I just need those few moments to finish up.
But I still hear u! I will just process what I am hearing from u in a few moments once I'm finished with what I was doing.
Now I sound mean. I don't do this all the time. I know when not to. Lol.
I am still not tired. Most of the time i have so much excess energy that I don't get tired or go to sleep as "regular" ppl do. But that does not mean I do not sleep... It just means i sleep when im tired or when i get the chance to sleep For me It doesn't matter the time. I love sleeping at any hour. Why does it only have to be at night?
As long as everything gets done that needs to be done I will always find my time for sleep and when that time comes no one bother me lol (seriously cause then I could become quite vicious and rip ur head off) lol
Ok so it's established I don't have "conventional" sleeping patterns but so what?
But I find talking to a variety of people and processing all of my life studies I have found many who are just like me. People who are night owls, vampires and children of the night (whatever u want to call it). Many of them are family too.... Its in the genes i guess and i love it cause I know I am not alone.
Vampires
Look at that... a frog just hopped by me.
Almost scared the shit out of me (good thing im not a screamer)
right now I'm sitting in front of my house
(in the dark)
at night
(neighbors sleeping)
crickets chirping
and the sound of silence is in the air. (did u know that silence has a sound... Seriously think about it the next time ur alone and it's quiet lol)
but anyway so please keep in mind that where I live raccoons roam freely in this neck of the woods.
and Here i am on my "phone" but of course... smoking my cigarette and out of no where out hops this frog chanting ribbit ribbit... violating my extremely sacred space... (my alone time).
And no the frog didn't say ribbit ribbit.
It doesn't mean that's not what I heard!
Well Who wouldn't naturally Get frazzled at least for a moment especially thinking ur alone? I did! Lol
But once I realized what it was I was like "awww look at the pretty froggy" lol I'm crazy
What i want to know is Where the hell are these frogs coming from? I do not live near any pond! At least I don't think I do!
Unless... They don't need a pond.....
I wonder...
Wait...
Do they need a pond?
Idk but can u see how I am???
Now because of this tiny little wonderment I need to find out this answer lol!
If I do not it will bother me to death... Tomorrow 1 of the things I will do is find out all about these dam frogs. Great!!! Lmao
Unless people are buying them as pets and then setting them free. Which if that is the case then that's cruel and super cruel! Setting them loose in a world that is not there natural habitat. They prob get eaten by the raccoons and the street cats. So sad
That's it no more assuming or jumping to conclusions I will find out later... Or who knows once I'm done writing in my notebook (on my phone)
Now I am tired... of writing or typing or whatever its called that i am doing while using this device from my phone. Is it called notepadding with what I am doing right now? Lol
Might check that out too!!!!
And now for even greater news... I am putting this phone down... I will not use my phone for the remainder of this duration!!!
Lies...
Gn ttyl
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Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Uncut Chant 4
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Thursday, September 9, 2010
Uncut chant 3 (I think) lol
I love words. Words make up any language spoken and in them a multitude of meanings. Words are indeed powerful and they evoke in us strong feelings. Emotions that no words could truly begin to express. BeCause "feeling" is the more powerful element. No amount of words could begin to convey the intensity of a certain emotion. A person may describe the action and even the feeling with words but if the persons words are not chosen "wisely" those exact words could be misinterpreted for something else and "boom" there goes an opposing affect. And sometimes the meaning behind which the words are spoken are not fully understood or taken in and creates something else I wish not to get into lol.
That's why I love words because "words" execute such authority when spoken. Explains why i love when words are sung... It could become euphoric if you find the right music that feeds your soul. I am always listening for the things that nourish my soul. Loving words that move me.
Is that weird that I love words? I am moved by genuine emotion too I am a sensitive creature and if someones words evoke a powerful sense of emotion in me I get tingly all over.Lol
Utter madness....
Music soothes me. I have been surprised in my time to have met people who do not enjoy music and I am still baffled by the concept. Idk how that's possible. But I'm always preaching anything is possible. So I guess this fits that category too. But for me when I get into my iPod zone that's it I am a goner. I create my playlists and they are all created based off of different moods that I have. Believe it or not I have a playlist for when I am happy, sad, angry, etc. There's a playlist for when I feel like dancing too. And there r different genres for too. There are the contemporary dances, hiphop (mixed with contemporary), 80's dance, Spanish lol everything i like arranged for when I need it. Is that OCD? I just hate having to go thru all the songs on shuffle and clicking skip skip skip constantly because that irks me and alters my mood and who knows what happens after that lol
Craziness...
I love that once words are delivered... They release an Affect! That's why I love this part of the blog uncut chant because it's my unedited version of talking my b.s. And it's honest. And I actually do not delete. If I thought it and wrote it so then it's there...
Exposed in a way...
Dangerous in many other ways... Because sometimes I think some wild far out shit and I am way too concealed to do something like that so on days like those I intentionally stay away completely from any form of writing devices except paper and pen (they are always my friends) Lol. The 1 thing I do is the spell check (sometimes I forget)but most of the time I do not cause u be surprised how many times you could forget how to spell a word and it's not that ur stupid there are just so many freakin words. Even when I actually write on paper I have a dictionary handy. Or when u spell a word right and it just looks wrong I impulsively have to check. If not and i dont check That shit would bother me. So I sometimes take longer then necessary. Lol. And u know what 2 words annoy the shit out of me "then" and "than" so I unfortunately can't get it so I am always reciting the rule in my head. Or "effect" and "affect" lol.
Silly...
Well if u read this much already I sincerely thank u and hoped u enjoyed! And thanks for showing some love. Positive thoughts reap positive rewards so always stay positive!!!! Don't forget to count ur blessings cause there r plenty to be found
Well peace out and ttyl
Coming to u straight from my iPhone uncut chant (I think it's 3 now) lol
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That's why I love words because "words" execute such authority when spoken. Explains why i love when words are sung... It could become euphoric if you find the right music that feeds your soul. I am always listening for the things that nourish my soul. Loving words that move me.
Is that weird that I love words? I am moved by genuine emotion too I am a sensitive creature and if someones words evoke a powerful sense of emotion in me I get tingly all over.Lol
Utter madness....
Music soothes me. I have been surprised in my time to have met people who do not enjoy music and I am still baffled by the concept. Idk how that's possible. But I'm always preaching anything is possible. So I guess this fits that category too. But for me when I get into my iPod zone that's it I am a goner. I create my playlists and they are all created based off of different moods that I have. Believe it or not I have a playlist for when I am happy, sad, angry, etc. There's a playlist for when I feel like dancing too. And there r different genres for too. There are the contemporary dances, hiphop (mixed with contemporary), 80's dance, Spanish lol everything i like arranged for when I need it. Is that OCD? I just hate having to go thru all the songs on shuffle and clicking skip skip skip constantly because that irks me and alters my mood and who knows what happens after that lol
Craziness...
I love that once words are delivered... They release an Affect! That's why I love this part of the blog uncut chant because it's my unedited version of talking my b.s. And it's honest. And I actually do not delete. If I thought it and wrote it so then it's there...
Exposed in a way...
Dangerous in many other ways... Because sometimes I think some wild far out shit and I am way too concealed to do something like that so on days like those I intentionally stay away completely from any form of writing devices except paper and pen (they are always my friends) Lol. The 1 thing I do is the spell check (sometimes I forget)but most of the time I do not cause u be surprised how many times you could forget how to spell a word and it's not that ur stupid there are just so many freakin words. Even when I actually write on paper I have a dictionary handy. Or when u spell a word right and it just looks wrong I impulsively have to check. If not and i dont check That shit would bother me. So I sometimes take longer then necessary. Lol. And u know what 2 words annoy the shit out of me "then" and "than" so I unfortunately can't get it so I am always reciting the rule in my head. Or "effect" and "affect" lol.
Silly...
Well if u read this much already I sincerely thank u and hoped u enjoyed! And thanks for showing some love. Positive thoughts reap positive rewards so always stay positive!!!! Don't forget to count ur blessings cause there r plenty to be found
Well peace out and ttyl
Coming to u straight from my iPhone uncut chant (I think it's 3 now) lol
Sent from my iPhone
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Thursday, September 09, 2010
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Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Ur trying to make me dizzy with ur spell
Selling me the dream but I can tell
Been down this road many time b4
And now ur kind returns asking me for some more
U come around I'm spellbound but I know ur full of smoke
It doesn't matter how I feel
Cause I know where this will go
Open doors closed doors
Tears and fears
Bloodshed and heartache
The pain...
The wasted years....
Do u know?
Nothing has changed
I'm still dizzy
Dizzy 4 u
Don't want to lose myself this way
Ur building a smoke screen and it's got to stop
don't want to drown
Don't want to drown
Ur love is not
Ur eyes sell me lies
U tell me all the things I long to hear
But I know better nothing has changed
The way I feel about u is only real
Everything else foggy but clear
And I won't lose myself again at the end of the day
So what is best for u to walk away
Cause this reality I'm in is not ur game
I'm unwilling to live in what u got
Turn around and just stop
Stop trying to sell me what ur not
A waste of breath a waste a time
Oh I can't take
I know I will lose myself if I allow u to stay
So I'm telling u I want u to go never mind all the pain
Just go away!
I don't want to live my life this way
Cause All i know is ur not what I want
Open doors closed doors
Tears and fears
Bloodshed and heartache
The pain...
The wasted years....
Do u know?
Nothing has changed
I'm still dizzy
Dizzy 4 u
Don't want to lose myself this way
Ur building a smoke screen and it's got to stop
don't want to drown
Don't want to drown
Ur Love is not
Selling me the dream but I can tell
Been down this road many time b4
And now ur kind returns asking me for some more
U come around I'm spellbound but I know ur full of smoke
It doesn't matter how I feel
Cause I know where this will go
Open doors closed doors
Tears and fears
Bloodshed and heartache
The pain...
The wasted years....
Do u know?
Nothing has changed
I'm still dizzy
Dizzy 4 u
Don't want to lose myself this way
Ur building a smoke screen and it's got to stop
don't want to drown
Don't want to drown
Ur love is not
Ur eyes sell me lies
U tell me all the things I long to hear
But I know better nothing has changed
The way I feel about u is only real
Everything else foggy but clear
And I won't lose myself again at the end of the day
So what is best for u to walk away
Cause this reality I'm in is not ur game
I'm unwilling to live in what u got
Turn around and just stop
Stop trying to sell me what ur not
A waste of breath a waste a time
Oh I can't take
I know I will lose myself if I allow u to stay
So I'm telling u I want u to go never mind all the pain
Just go away!
I don't want to live my life this way
Cause All i know is ur not what I want
Open doors closed doors
Tears and fears
Bloodshed and heartache
The pain...
The wasted years....
Do u know?
Nothing has changed
I'm still dizzy
Dizzy 4 u
Don't want to lose myself this way
Ur building a smoke screen and it's got to stop
don't want to drown
Don't want to drown
Ur Love is not
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Tuesday, September 07, 2010
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Saturday, September 4, 2010
I never knew how much hidden disgust
Still seeps within me when I see ur face
Ur smile irritates the shit out of me
The scent of u repulses me
I have to force myself to look away
Because the sight of u sickens me
In the very bottom pit of my stomach
The stench of u makes me vomit
that creepy crawling darkness
The one that penetrates deep within my veins
Wants to know and wants to see
Everything that there is to know about u because I feel I have that right!
Everything so bright...
I at one time blamed u for taking away my light
She shined so bright!
And now here u are
Smug, happy and ever so vibrant
And I thought that I would be ok
I felt that enough years had past that I am now ready and prepared to see ur fucking face again and u know what who would of known... I still can't! I cant stand the site of it... Ur face!
Then I find myself stuck and torn cause haven't I grown?
Didn't I move on past all this foolishness?
Could of fooled myself...
For the site of u still repulses me...
I had to shut u off...
Erase u... Delete u from existence...
I sent u to oblivion...
And now I send you again...
Torpedoing u out of this galaxy
Out of sight out of mind
Goodbye for u will never cross my mind never again...
Still seeps within me when I see ur face
Ur smile irritates the shit out of me
The scent of u repulses me
I have to force myself to look away
Because the sight of u sickens me
In the very bottom pit of my stomach
The stench of u makes me vomit
that creepy crawling darkness
The one that penetrates deep within my veins
Wants to know and wants to see
Everything that there is to know about u because I feel I have that right!
Everything so bright...
I at one time blamed u for taking away my light
She shined so bright!
And now here u are
Smug, happy and ever so vibrant
And I thought that I would be ok
I felt that enough years had past that I am now ready and prepared to see ur fucking face again and u know what who would of known... I still can't! I cant stand the site of it... Ur face!
Then I find myself stuck and torn cause haven't I grown?
Didn't I move on past all this foolishness?
Could of fooled myself...
For the site of u still repulses me...
I had to shut u off...
Erase u... Delete u from existence...
I sent u to oblivion...
And now I send you again...
Torpedoing u out of this galaxy
Out of sight out of mind
Goodbye for u will never cross my mind never again...
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Saturday, September 04, 2010
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Thursday, September 2, 2010
My world (short bio written for school)
Embracing life with arms wide open. My viewing of the world is like that of a child, pure innocent and sweet till tainted. Breathing in the air and taking it all in and smiling at all the marvels of this world. Forever A child of God and grateful for each blessing bestowed unto me.
Living each day one step at a time. Evolving physically, mentally, spiritually, humanly with each passing day. I wake up refreshed and reborn every morning.
The way I see it is that in life it doesn't matter today about anything that once was or about anything that already happened and can not be changed. The only thing that matters is the here and the now, Right now! While we continue to strive towards our futures that are forever in motion and constantly changing. But one important thing I try to never forget are all the things that have brought me to where i am now today. Because it is those very experiences that helped form and shape me into the kind of person I am right now. It doesn't mean the me I am today would necessarily be the me of tomorrow. I'm constantly evolving. I am a work of art constantly in progress.
I strongly believe Our lives set the path into making us who we are. And who we are is a CHOICE that we make based on how we allowed life to mold and form us. We choose who we become!
Some people believe in God some people don't. I myself can not understand how anyone can not believe in the existence of God. To each is own in my book but still although I can understand why some may feel that way but that inner part of me that lives, breathes, and feels knows that there is something much more and I refuse to deny.
I love Science and facts and I can be very skeptical at times about many things but I always keep an open mind Too. But I will not try to be convinced that just because scientifically God can not be proven for me that doesn't prove that God does not exist. It just means we are not smart enough or equipped enough to prove it and sell it as fact. Maybe we are just Not fully evolved to discover this yet. Nothing in life is impossible. Or maybe just maybe we are not meant to fully comprehend all matters of existence. In some way it will reveal itself to us at it's own time.
For someone to get to know me that person would eventually learn that my world is shared in bits and pieces and not everyone gets to know. It's like a puzzle. But I believe it's like that with absolutely everybody. We all have layers and layers and layers beyond ourselves. We are all unique beings and we are all very special. I really do believe that we are all very special and we all have the potential to contribute something wonderful and meaningful somewhere in this world. The trick is to find it and balance it with everything else you have to do in this world. No one ever said it would be easy. We all have our search, our dreams and our own realities but we all have the power to manifest anything into fruition in our own worlds.
Winter is my home, spring is my getaway, summer is my soul mate and fall is my friend. For all the seasons mean something to me and I embrace each new season with childlike curiosity and dreams for each new tomorrow.
Here is a glimpse into my world view on the way I try and approach each waking day. YImagine standing at the edge of a cliff and you're overlooking the mountains and the smell of the crisp fresh mountain water is seeping through your nostrils. The sky is the perfect shade of blue and the wind is whispering in your ears. The brisk breeze circulating through every inch of your body. The feeling overwhelming and euphoric. A sense of peace and tranquility quenching your very existence. A relaxing sanctuary created in your natural habitat. You are free! Your arms are extended in the air and you take this ineffable feeling in and you own it.
This is me and this is who I am. Although different from you we are much the same. For we think, breathe, feel, and live each day of our lives the best we know how.
This is my short bio my name is Jennifer Molina and welcome to my world!
Living each day one step at a time. Evolving physically, mentally, spiritually, humanly with each passing day. I wake up refreshed and reborn every morning.
The way I see it is that in life it doesn't matter today about anything that once was or about anything that already happened and can not be changed. The only thing that matters is the here and the now, Right now! While we continue to strive towards our futures that are forever in motion and constantly changing. But one important thing I try to never forget are all the things that have brought me to where i am now today. Because it is those very experiences that helped form and shape me into the kind of person I am right now. It doesn't mean the me I am today would necessarily be the me of tomorrow. I'm constantly evolving. I am a work of art constantly in progress.
I strongly believe Our lives set the path into making us who we are. And who we are is a CHOICE that we make based on how we allowed life to mold and form us. We choose who we become!
Some people believe in God some people don't. I myself can not understand how anyone can not believe in the existence of God. To each is own in my book but still although I can understand why some may feel that way but that inner part of me that lives, breathes, and feels knows that there is something much more and I refuse to deny.
I love Science and facts and I can be very skeptical at times about many things but I always keep an open mind Too. But I will not try to be convinced that just because scientifically God can not be proven for me that doesn't prove that God does not exist. It just means we are not smart enough or equipped enough to prove it and sell it as fact. Maybe we are just Not fully evolved to discover this yet. Nothing in life is impossible. Or maybe just maybe we are not meant to fully comprehend all matters of existence. In some way it will reveal itself to us at it's own time.
For someone to get to know me that person would eventually learn that my world is shared in bits and pieces and not everyone gets to know. It's like a puzzle. But I believe it's like that with absolutely everybody. We all have layers and layers and layers beyond ourselves. We are all unique beings and we are all very special. I really do believe that we are all very special and we all have the potential to contribute something wonderful and meaningful somewhere in this world. The trick is to find it and balance it with everything else you have to do in this world. No one ever said it would be easy. We all have our search, our dreams and our own realities but we all have the power to manifest anything into fruition in our own worlds.
Winter is my home, spring is my getaway, summer is my soul mate and fall is my friend. For all the seasons mean something to me and I embrace each new season with childlike curiosity and dreams for each new tomorrow.
Here is a glimpse into my world view on the way I try and approach each waking day. YImagine standing at the edge of a cliff and you're overlooking the mountains and the smell of the crisp fresh mountain water is seeping through your nostrils. The sky is the perfect shade of blue and the wind is whispering in your ears. The brisk breeze circulating through every inch of your body. The feeling overwhelming and euphoric. A sense of peace and tranquility quenching your very existence. A relaxing sanctuary created in your natural habitat. You are free! Your arms are extended in the air and you take this ineffable feeling in and you own it.
This is me and this is who I am. Although different from you we are much the same. For we think, breathe, feel, and live each day of our lives the best we know how.
This is my short bio my name is Jennifer Molina and welcome to my world!
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Thursday, September 02, 2010
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Friday, August 27, 2010
Cause with u it's like breathing in air
When I'm in ur arms
Nothing else is there
Everything about u takes away the scare
I believe it's true
Baby me and u
That thing we do
Each time we do
I'm so in love with u
Catch me cause I'm falling...
Ur love has me so emotional
I get lost in the times
Lost in my mind
I get lost in your face
Lost in this place
Lost beside u
There is no other way
But to hold u tight
Make love to u right
This thing we got
Makes me so dam hot
Catch me cause I'm falling...
never let go
Would have me out of control
This love dynamite
with u by my side
Every thing is so right
this may seem like it's too good to be
But u and me we complete this dream
Of our lives and our hearts
Can none tear apart
This love in my mind
Has me hypnotized
Catch me cause I'm falling....
I'm never letting go
This love soothes my soul
This aching for u
No spell can undo
This thing that u do
Has me falling over u
Catch me cause I'm falling....
When I'm in ur arms
Nothing else is there
Everything about u takes away the scare
I believe it's true
Baby me and u
That thing we do
Each time we do
I'm so in love with u
Catch me cause I'm falling...
Ur love has me so emotional
I get lost in the times
Lost in my mind
I get lost in your face
Lost in this place
Lost beside u
There is no other way
But to hold u tight
Make love to u right
This thing we got
Makes me so dam hot
Catch me cause I'm falling...
never let go
Would have me out of control
This love dynamite
with u by my side
Every thing is so right
this may seem like it's too good to be
But u and me we complete this dream
Of our lives and our hearts
Can none tear apart
This love in my mind
Has me hypnotized
Catch me cause I'm falling....
I'm never letting go
This love soothes my soul
This aching for u
No spell can undo
This thing that u do
Has me falling over u
Catch me cause I'm falling....
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Friday, August 27, 2010
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Monday, August 16, 2010
What was once there
No longer
That feeling swept under
Heartache and thunder
The tides have swallowed me whole
Rest assure the love that once was is no more
And u sit there with propositions
Of the next best thing
Trying to take me back in the ring
A heart gone mad
U do the math
It's best we keep on the path of going our separate ways
U claim u can now change
BecauSe shit is real
U see me out the door
Trying to gas me for some more
But I know u
and ur dragging me thru 1 more round when I believed u many a time b4
And yet here we still are
Round 50
I close my heart to u
Because if not u trample it with all u do
Telling me that is ur love
so strong and true
But my heart don't need a love like this
Feels like a daze a faze a diss
Who would want a crazy life like this?
With u
Empty promises of a tomorrow
Tomorrow never comes
1 more try 1 more cry
I would be just insane to go thru with this again
One wish..
My heart goes out to u
But what is no longer there can't be replaced
I sit and stare
The bewilderment
Of This chaotic affair
Forever enchanting
This can't be happening
As I sit and reminiscence
Of all the sweet tenderness
Wrapped up and tossed away
For u r to blame
Friend turned into foe
Can't take this no more
Watch me as I walk out the door
No rain can wash this pain away
For we both r insane
Believing we could live another day
Comforted by the fears
The tears
The years
Now losing what was thought as a lasting love
Singing a song
Of a love went wrong
As I contemplate goodbye
U couldn't make this decision any harder
So don't bother to try
We will meet once again
Our hearts will forever spend
Eternity holding on
Trying to make what's so right
So strong
But until then
Until then
The wind will scatter me away
Leading me to a brighter day
Love-Less and departed
My heart drenched with garbage
Tossing away
A life not meant for now
For we are not fully evolved
Momentary fleeting sound
Gone with the Wind
Ur but a whisper now
Two hearts that would never be found
In sync
Never again
One without the other
The other without the one
All the love lost
No love won
Saying goodbye
The ghost of u in my mind
Ur love haunts me
Forever ur love will taunt me
There are No words for goodbye
This love a drive by
massacred hearts
Souls ripped
out
Stomped out beat out ripped out shred out
Bleed out
Eternal love
Ur blood runs deep within me
Bleed out
Forever connected
As I turn and look away
Walk away
Endless pain
Goodbye my love
No longer
That feeling swept under
Heartache and thunder
The tides have swallowed me whole
Rest assure the love that once was is no more
And u sit there with propositions
Of the next best thing
Trying to take me back in the ring
A heart gone mad
U do the math
It's best we keep on the path of going our separate ways
U claim u can now change
BecauSe shit is real
U see me out the door
Trying to gas me for some more
But I know u
and ur dragging me thru 1 more round when I believed u many a time b4
And yet here we still are
Round 50
I close my heart to u
Because if not u trample it with all u do
Telling me that is ur love
so strong and true
But my heart don't need a love like this
Feels like a daze a faze a diss
Who would want a crazy life like this?
With u
Empty promises of a tomorrow
Tomorrow never comes
1 more try 1 more cry
I would be just insane to go thru with this again
One wish..
My heart goes out to u
But what is no longer there can't be replaced
I sit and stare
The bewilderment
Of This chaotic affair
Forever enchanting
This can't be happening
As I sit and reminiscence
Of all the sweet tenderness
Wrapped up and tossed away
For u r to blame
Friend turned into foe
Can't take this no more
Watch me as I walk out the door
No rain can wash this pain away
For we both r insane
Believing we could live another day
Comforted by the fears
The tears
The years
Now losing what was thought as a lasting love
Singing a song
Of a love went wrong
As I contemplate goodbye
U couldn't make this decision any harder
So don't bother to try
We will meet once again
Our hearts will forever spend
Eternity holding on
Trying to make what's so right
So strong
But until then
Until then
The wind will scatter me away
Leading me to a brighter day
Love-Less and departed
My heart drenched with garbage
Tossing away
A life not meant for now
For we are not fully evolved
Momentary fleeting sound
Gone with the Wind
Ur but a whisper now
Two hearts that would never be found
In sync
Never again
One without the other
The other without the one
All the love lost
No love won
Saying goodbye
The ghost of u in my mind
Ur love haunts me
Forever ur love will taunt me
There are No words for goodbye
This love a drive by
massacred hearts
Souls ripped
out
Stomped out beat out ripped out shred out
Bleed out
Eternal love
Ur blood runs deep within me
Bleed out
Forever connected
As I turn and look away
Walk away
Endless pain
Goodbye my love
© WRITTEN By ENCHANTRESS THEE BABBLER ©ETBSS LLC
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Monday, August 16, 2010
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