Enchantress Thee Babbler

I never knew how much hidden disgust 
Still seeps within me when I see ur face
Ur smile irritates the shit out of me 
The scent of u repulses me 
I have to force myself to look away 
Because the sight of u sickens me 
In the very bottom pit of my stomach 
The stench of u makes me vomit 
 that creepy crawling darkness 
The one that penetrates deep within my veins
Wants to know and wants to see
Everything that there is to know about u because I feel I have that right! 
Everything so bright...
 I at one time blamed u for taking away my light
She shined so bright! 
And now here u are 
Smug, happy and ever so vibrant 
And I thought that I would be ok 
I felt that enough years had past that I am now ready and prepared to see ur fucking face again and u know what who would of known... I still can't! I cant stand the site of it... Ur face! 
Then I find myself stuck and torn cause haven't I grown? 
Didn't I move on past all this foolishness? 
Could of fooled myself...
For the site of u still repulses me...
I had to shut u off...
Erase u... Delete u from existence...
I sent u to oblivion...
And now I send you again...
Torpedoing u out of this galaxy
Out of sight out of mind 
Goodbye for u will never cross my mind never again...