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Friday, August 27, 2010

Cause with u it's like breathing in air
When I'm in ur arms
Nothing else is there 
Everything about u takes away the scare
I believe it's true
Baby me and u 
That thing we do 
Each time we do
I'm so in love with u 

Catch me cause I'm falling...

Ur love has me so emotional 
I get lost in the times
Lost in my mind 
I get lost in your face 
Lost in this place 
Lost beside u 
There is no other way

But to hold u tight
Make love to u right
This thing we got 
Makes me so dam hot 

Catch me cause I'm falling...


 never let go
Would have me out of control 
This love dynamite 
with u by my side 
Every thing is so right 
 
 this may seem like it's too good to be 
But u and me we complete this dream
Of our lives and our hearts
Can none tear apart 
This love in my mind 
Has me hypnotized

Catch me cause I'm falling....

I'm never letting go
This love soothes my soul 
This aching for u
No spell can undo
This thing that u do 
Has me falling over u

Catch me cause I'm falling.... 

Monday, August 16, 2010

What was once there 
No longer 
That feeling swept under 
Heartache and thunder
The tides have swallowed me whole
Rest assure the love that once was is no more

And u sit there with propositions 
Of the next best thing
Trying to take me back in the ring 
A heart gone mad
U do the math 

It's best we keep on the path of going our separate ways
U claim u can now change
BecauSe shit is real

U see me out the door 
Trying to gas me for some more 
But I know u
and ur dragging me thru 1 more round when I believed u many a time b4 

And yet here we still are
Round 50 

I close my heart to u 
Because if not u trample it with all u do 
Telling me that is ur love
so strong and true 
But my heart don't need a love like this 
Feels like a daze a faze a diss 
Who would want a crazy life like this? 

With u
Empty promises of a tomorrow
Tomorrow
 never comes
1 more try 1 more cry 
I would be just insane to go thru with this again

One wish..
My heart goes out to u 
But what is no longer there can't be replaced

I sit and stare 
The  bewilderment 
Of This chaotic affair 
Forever enchanting 
This can't be happening 

As I sit and reminiscence 
Of all the sweet tenderness
Wrapped up and tossed away 
For u r to blame 
Friend turned into foe 
Can't take this no more

Watch me as I walk out the door 
No rain can wash this pain away
For we both r insane 
Believing we could live another day 
Comforted by the fears 
The tears
The years

Now losing what was thought as a lasting love
Singing a song 
Of a love went wrong 
As I contemplate  goodbye
U couldn't make this decision any harder 
So don't bother to try 

We will meet once again
Our hearts will forever spend 
Eternity holding on 
Trying to make what's so right
So strong 
But until then 

Until then
The wind will scatter me away
Leading me to a brighter day
Love-Less and departed 

My heart drenched with garbage 
Tossing away 
A life not meant for now 
For we are not fully evolved
Momentary fleeting sound
Gone with the Wind
Ur but a whisper now

Two hearts that would never be found 
In sync 
Never again

One without the other 
The other without the one 
All the love lost
No love won 

Saying goodbye

The ghost of u in my mind

Ur love haunts me

Forever ur love will taunt me 

There are No words for goodbye
This love a drive by
massacred hearts 
Souls ripped
out

Stomped out beat out ripped out shred out 

Bleed out 

Eternal love 

Ur blood runs deep within me

Bleed out 
Forever connected
As I turn and look away 
Walk away
Endless pain 

Goodbye my love




Thursday, August 5, 2010

Enchanted Uncut Chant

It's amazing how the more time i have the more that time offers me the opportunity to grow and learn so many different things. And I really do try to see the good in all situations. I've been through my fair share of sorrows and pain. But who hasnt? there is no level of experience more (omg! Sorry going to cut myself off because i am watching sytycd and its so freakin amazing and wonderful  the opening performance to the elimination show was danced by all the All Stars and it is Awesome  this is why they are All Stars!!! Beautiful! )

 where was I oh yea There's no level of experience better or worse for no one person. Yes there are different circumstances but experience is something of it's own. It's like my cat dies... Someone could hear my story about my dead cat and could think ok "yea stfu so ur stupid cat died. Stop crying about it already there's so much worse that could happen.". Well that's true for the person saying it but not for the person experiencing it. But my point... WTF is my point.. Who knows just felt like sharing that. But all kidding around with time and experience I feel blessed to be given this precious time by God cause he does enlighten my way and my views on many things in life.

Now I wouldn't go preaching a sermon for I am no saint but I give credit where credit is due and that's by my own personal beliefs. That's another thing I find interesting people and their beliefs. I find all beliefs interesting (omg cut off again recap of Lauren's performance last night and her solo performance. I have tears in my eyes. Amazing that's all I have to say lol) yea so beliefs... Interesting... But the only quarrel I have is when I meet a person with absolutely NO Beliefs. Like omg so then go kill urself because why the fuck are u here then for? To just be... Sorry that doesn't sit to well with me! How could u not believe in something. There has to be something. Come on then seriously kill urself. I know it sounds horrible and I am only being sarcastic but still for real. If u are a person like that please contact me and explain to me then if that's true for u... Then what's ur purpose? Why even bother to breathe? Just make me understand That because I consider myself to be extremely open minded but this I don't understand. Unless ur in denial and possibly just miserable so that's what u tell urself u believe. And I mean this in no offense to anyone just naturally curious.

What's special about this post... Nothing really for others...  but for me it's special because it's unedited, unrestricted and complete and coming to u straight from my phone. So there's probably misspelled words and craziness all over the place. But who cares? So it's the uncut version of enchanting babble exactly what it's suppose to be about!

Lauren just made it to the finale and I got tears in my eyes. She deserved it! Yay to Lauren.

I think Adechike is going home. Not sure if I spelled it right. Or maybe Robert not sure of his fan base.

Well apparently I have nothing more to say except to write about how much I love sytyd and plus I am not giving my full undivided attention to my favorite show (and I don't have favorites lol)
So until further notice may ur evening be enchanted and make sure to check out my blog next time around! Ttyl

The Beat Stops...

Now That I'm walking away
There's so much u have to say
Where were these words 
A million other days
Empty promises of tomorrow
Declarations of a love 
Telling me I'm wrong
Wanting me to stay 
Tell me was it worth it all 

Looking in ur eyes 
Reflection of my cries
Remembering it was just the other day 
As I turn and look away
U look at me and say be careful Now
Big mistake throwing our love away 
Please stop and listen to the ticking of ur heart 

And the beat stops...
And I can't help but think 
That enchant within has my head spin wondering if this could all be something worth while something worthwhile 
In the end for me... U will be the end of me... As my heart stops...

I tell myself that this can't be
U r only here Just trying to eat at me 
Destroying every little that's left in me
To push u away and I turn and walk away from u 
Cause this fight in me will be the end of me if I choose to wipe the slate clean 
I know u know what I mean


And the beat stops...
And I can't help but think 
That enchant within has my head spin wondering if this could all be something worth while something worthwhile 
In the end for me... U will be the end of me... As my heart stops 

Piercing echo of ur lullaby 
Has me hypnotized I just wanna die
Remembering that it's all a lie 
That ur a wolf in sheep disguise 
And all ur going to do is play me for a fool 
Walking away and never turning back 
My life with u is now in my past 
Ur deceit couldn't last 

And the beat stops...
And I can't help but think 
That enchant within has my head spin wondering if this could all be something worth while something worthwhile 
In the end for me... U will be the end of me... As my heart stops 

Monday, August 2, 2010

AVATAR GENERATION

Welcome to the New Millennium of the next Avatar generation.
Which Avatar are you?
According to Science Daily new research done by Concordia University estimate that by "2011, 80 percent of Internet consumers and fortune 500 companies will have an avatar or presence in a virtual community."

Do you fully understand the implications surrounding this new information? That means that 80% of this global population would be engrossed in another world, a virtual world. A world created by people in the hopes that this would create a mass media frenzy in where people (consumers) will buy into the facade and add this new world into their own world and in itself creating an entire new generation.

Imagine the ramifications of such an impact on society knowing how we all display highly addicting behavior especially in cyber world. It is understood how addicting the Internet can be.  We know how addicting social interaction in cyber space actually is. Really look at the bigger picture and ask yourselves honestly how much time is devoted in your life to the Internet? Look at how much time we spend on face book, myspace, twitter etc. We're so into the technology that keeps us up to speed with the latest niches and devices that keeps us glued to cyber space. How about the video game junkie? Think about how much time we give to these such things.  The world today is helping us by leading us with the illusion that if we are not connected and up to date with our technology then we are not connected at all! Think about it all the advertisements and commercials tell us to stay connected with friends and family, meet new people, play these games, join our world etc etc etc. But at the same time taking the very essence of what being CONNECTED is really all about... taking away our interpersonal connections with one another. Selling us a WORLD that is NOT our WORLD!!!

Momentarily self reflect and be honest with yourself and admit to how much time you honestly spend on the computer? How much time is spent surfing the Internet? How much time is spent playing an online game of some sort? Think about the percentage that is actually used doing various things in the cyber world, things like shopping, playing games, chatting, gambling, research, job search, etc etc etc

Just think about all the reasons of HOW you get LURED in....
We are being SOLD into a world and because we are told that it would suit us and make things better for us... we BUY in... Have you been bought?

The purpose of this study done by Concordia University was to discuss that the avatars that people create are a reflection of the personality of the creator.  Well I say this NO SHIT... that's the lure that keeps you away from the truth! I didn't need any research done to tell me that whatever avatar that I create would be a reflection of my own. Of course it would be... who else would I create?  Who would you create? You would create the YOU in which YOU wish you could possess or a reflection of all the things that you already do but personified 1000X more.  It's a virtual world that is created because it's a reflection of the deeper issues in which no one wants to highlight... they want us to accept a world of fantasy to keep our minds off of the world we live in and keep us blind to the fact that if we are glued to our computers and glued to ALL the technology created to make our lives "easier" then that keeps us BLIND to the fact that before we know it that is ALL that we are doing with ourselves in our lives.  Making these people richer and in control of the things that you and I both do on our spare time.

Who wouldn't want to buy into creating your own avatar and socially interacting with many other avatars in this virtual world? I know I personally find it fascinating and alluring. I know I think it's a cool idea. But I already spend so much time on the Internet that I see for myself how this virtual world sucks you right in. First hand experience is hands on experience and I know... but I also know that there is a REAL LIVE WORLD next to me.  There are people whom I love that need me and there are things that I love to do that doesn't involve using a computer or any form of technology.  The right kind of touch is the PERSONAL touch and if you could LEARN to BALANCE your world and the use of the virtual one without losing sight to the REAL importance of the things that surround you then you should be alright.  But if you already find it hard to separate yourself from the things of this world that keep you away from the REAL things of this world then you need a REALITY CHECK.

Be honest with yourself & consider this a forewarning that the way the world is leading society is to become DEPENDENT on the things that are manufactured by them to keep you AWAY from the beauty of being self sufficient and INDEPENDENT in your life.  Don't become CO-DEPENDANT on the things that this world tries to SELL you!!! It's a gimmick that keeps their pockets fuller and yours empty (if you choose to see it no other way)!

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Scream just a little
hold tight just a little
melt the love away
this endless game called love
Breathe just a little
Seek just a little
always question the game

But you want me to build
and you want me to believe
and you want for me to release
all my reservations towards you

Scream for love
loving me insane
Bleed for love
Die in love so vain
don't ever play this game

Release from love
never go away

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