Uncut - frozen

Slowly ... Surely .... Its happening ... Preparing ... Believing ... I have not died in vain.. Slipping away ... FroZen ..

Uncut ~ Standing O !!

Crowd teaser Self pleaser Wicked and most certainly bad .. Managing your band, lets just call it your personal army.. Line of defenses ... First line down ... Escapist wow .. Blowing spectacles of glitter in my face.. Pricking out of me some type of reaction .. Inner climactic .. Is this all to your bloody satisfaction .. This interaction .. A bookie fashion .. Get it while its hot .. Building no fkn stops .. Available for download .. Book it , lock it ... Unload .. Intergalactic dynamics saved in your vault .. At your disposal when you fkn want .. This fkn stunt .. Devils lurking all around .. Sudden death stare without a blank care ... Intergalactic warfare .. Look into the camera all you like .. You know you ain't right .. Keeping your super player games plugged in tight .. Story of your life .. Life full stream, live if you know what i mean ... Building dynasties.. Author telling narrator lets take it nice and slow ... Cant build an overload .. Space Age theatrics ... Must keep them waiting .. Anticipating ... Wonderments of is this maybe ... Still contemplating ... Whether this blue ray diamond jays really the one .. Ooh this is fun .. Entertainment at its finest .. Well fkn excuse me your royal bloody highMeSs ... The time almost here .. Stage set almost clear .. Ringing in my ear ... Soon will appear.. Making whats invisible most clear ... When curtains are drawn and the actors come out ... Before the curtains go down ... Final act most anticipated by the crowds... The mystery revealed of who walks away with the crown ... Final bow down ... Standing ovations to the best show in town ... Best set of actors, applauds all around ..

Uncut ~ imaginings

I imagined a great big surprise .. I imagined not believing my eyes ... I imagined the huge smile upon my face ... Traces of you lifting me up to grace .. I imagined it all ... Beautiful, i imagined feeling it all ... Imagining that my imaginings were true ... Realizing loves price.... imaginings is all i can ever really do ... imaginings of my love So true ... Imaginings of a never ending blue .. Escape to my dreams where i fall in LoVe with you ...

Uncut ~ Dead End

People are allowed to do whatever they please .. What i look for is authenticity .. Behaviors i carefully observe .. And if its not up to par with my personal standards .. I do not wish to waste my time on a dead end street ..

Uncut beautiful Soul

You not loving me, does not change the fact that i still LoVe you. Will it make me cry? I dont know yet, that part hasnt happened... Does it hurt ? Yes, it does cause my heart some level of pain & discomfort. Simply because you do not love me back. I am accepting of that, because i know that i can not make you love me... Although thats what my heart would love nothing more than to receive my love in return. But that doesnt seem to be the reality of what is going on here between us at this current moment. I am accepting of that too. Will i weep in despair? Will i become bitter, resentful, & nasty because i didnt receive what my heart craves at this moment in time? Will i curse your name & speak blasphemys to poorly try to rid my pain & anger & take it out on you ? Does that sound like something i would do ? I would hope not. I understand, and i get it. It certainly sucks for me at this moment in time.. But hey, i am a big girl i will most certainly be fine! Maybe it will take me some time to digest everything that is happening here ..... But this moments doesnt take away anything from this experience. A most pleasant one at that ... Cherished & most certainly loved. I still believe in LoVe. Because i Am LoVe.. I Give Love & LoVe has a way of bringing me sparkly faery lights into my life. I am LoVe & for me, Romance never dies... In this world we learn that connections can fizzle ... But my Romance, my LoVe, my Affections, my heart .. Well these things they live with me, forever !! The fact that i recognize my love for you and my willingness to accept the truth of a love not reciprocated at this time .. It doesnt take away the reasons behind my absolute unconditonal love for you. I fell in love with a Shining StAr ... Magnificent you are .. If i had been capable of personally designing what i believe to be a perfect companion for me, you would be that design. Ive witnessed many of your sides ... I see your soul through your eyes ... I must admit, you have captured me completely, leaving me feeling hypnotised. You most certainly magnitized my heart strings to intertwine with yours... Forever leaving me feeling, as if we opened some door. I also accepting the reality, that this in which i feel, is not felt by you in the same way ... Which is ok ... Neither one of us are wrong ... Both of us completely right ... We must always remain true to ourselves, especially when it comes to sharing LoVe. I still think you are beautiful & i only wish for your complete happiness in whichever way you believe you desire and need. Even if that doesnt include me .... Thats loVe .. Thats my LoVe .. You are the embodiment of loVe. You have so much love to give and you do give. I wish you to receive a constant even flux of love being received as well as given... You are a most beautiful soul... I will always love you ....

Uncut ~ Plagiarism

Experiencing LoVe in its divine birth right, has allowed for my human vessel to release "hold" of every expectation/want/need/desire & accept all unraveling of truths. Knowing that in the end no matter any outcome, it is i who is holder of my own state of mind & peace. People think that in this state it removes all sense of "feelings" & that because of your peace & acceptance, you are free to quickly even let the bad that affects you go. That is not entirely true, because even if that were to be the case, & one was able to completely do such things, is that really the purpose of our living? Why do we even separate spirituality & break it down into layers ? I know it is our conditioned way of mentally processing things in which we need break downs to fully grasp the whole in order for us to absorb the "states" "steps" taken into reaching whatever it is we eternally seek ... Nirvana Peace Happiness Love Acceptance Forgiveness Joy ..... This list / this breakdown ... It can go on and on and on and on ... Because apparently this is the way human minds operate ... The breaking down of things .... Ok .. So we get a breakdown of things ... What do you think happens when our minds receive a break down of things (because this is how we are conditioned to understand things ) ... So we "learn" thru breakdowns / labels / steps / options / categories / separations ... We learn this way ... Ok ... We learn this way because we are working our way into grasping the "bigger picture" this ultimate state in which we wish to be ... And now we just "learned" that in order to get from point A to ultimate level we desire to reach .. leVel Z... In order to reach this state what our minds process & understand is simply this ... I want to go from A to Z but in order for me to get there i must first take the journey thru steps B, c, d , e , f , g .... Etc etc etc ... But .. I thought the reason of the breakdown was for making the desired result we seek simpler for us to digest / absorb / process .. So that we can fully "understand" the meaning / bigger picture..... So ... What happened to the blending of every step / breakdown / category / description ... Why are we taking these "steps" .. Hindering our growth, as if we are incapable of "flipping our own switch" & just doing what we desire immediately, in the format we so deem appropriate for us in our own lives. We receive instruction manuals for many things ... And it doesn't matter what is written in this instruction manual, because whoever is reading it will do in their own way what they feel they absorbed in understanding from this instruction manual. So why are we so hard on ourselves ?? Trying so badly to measure up to these steps, meanwhile these steps are just there to help provide you with a clearer picture. So that your brain can compute the whole , & now you execute your own personal unique delivery. So why are we not satisfied with ourselves & all our hard put in efforts ... Because we are comparing this instruction manual to our own creations... Meanwhile we live in a world that has made it ILLEGAL to Plagiarize .... So why in the world do we desire to plagiarize ourselves ??? No wonder no one is fkn happy or satisfied ..... Because in the receiving of knowledge in breakdowns .. Just because it is the right thing to do .. We forgot somewhere along the line that these breakdowns were meant for us to absorb fully & blend ... Blend our own creations ..... Everyone is entitled to their own opinions & many even spiritual beings / religious persons ... HUMAN BEING .. We find ways of expressing ourselves to others, sharing in stories, lessons, experiences, and many go to give their "OPINIONS".... And although wise many may be with their shared stories, lessons, experiences & teachings ... We forget sometimes to distinguish between what is a story/experience/lesson/teaching & OPINION .... and so many for whatever reason just hold on to those opinions ... Search their entire lives trying to experience the same thing as another ... Plagiarizing themselves to be an exact replica ...... Never feeling fulfilled in being able to experience the same ... Well have you ever wondered if maybe just maybe your Own spirit is saying uh-uh (no no ) thats not what YOU are looking for ... Yes, you learned a lot from these teachings... Now what you learned and what YOU took from this .... "HOW DO YOU MAKE IT YOUR OWN"...... We learn this in English classes .. Paraphrasing ... Paraphrase this paragraph, making it your very own, but so similar in understanding & concept to its original structure, but unique in its own right.... BLENDING is in order ... BLENDING is what stirs YOU up... TRUTH, that exist, YES IT DOES... But the only TRUTH that is REAL, Is Your OWN truth... You are never wrong ... In my opinion (Got this .. This is my opinion, my truth) ... I think this world is wrong ... I think we are all right in what we believe ... But we are so wrong when we attack another when we disagree. I do not even care if i can be proven wrong by "scientific" fact .. Or some kind of "specialized" testing .. Or a survey taken by everyone on this planet and everyone on this planet answers the question the same .. And my answer is different .. I am still right .. All those people who answered the same .. They too are right ! And this leaves me at Peace .. Understanding this .. As farfetched as it all may seem ... It doesn't mean i do not feel ... Cause believe me when i say i feel very deeply .. It doesn't mean i am exempt from experiencing pain .... Cause believe me, i feel immense pain ...... It doesn't mean i do not care... Cause believe me, i care most deeply ... But its the constant blending of all truths that i am able to "cope" .. Those who seek to absent from this life in reaching this state of extreme bliss... And peace ... Devoid of human emotion ... As much as i love their wisdom attained in their process & their journey ... I too want many of those same things they sought ... But to be emptied of everything that makes Me uniquely ME... Thats not my path... I want to LiVe .. I want to BreAthe... I want to feel ... I want to taste .... I want to KNOW i am ALIVE .. I want to FEEL that i am aliVe ... I want the EXPERIENCE .. All of it ... No matter the seasons .... Blending all that i learn & want for myself & "paraphrasing" those very things to match my very own blueprint ... That way i wont be fined / humiliated / and shamed for plagiarizing something that was never mine to begin with .... Morning to you all ... This was the birds song this morning .... What does this all have to do with loVe .. In my own unique experiences in this lifetime i find that when i operate in complete LOVE for myself & i practice giving complete LOVE towards others ... My world operates differently .. Soothingly ... Peacefully ... And it is an experience / lifestyle that i personally prefer for myself..... It is true .. "If you truly loved yourself, you could never hurt another." Buddha LoVe is everything right and good .... In my book you cant go wrong when you walk the yellow brick road In LoVE !! Namaste

Uncut ~ peAce in the Middle EAst

I am so grateful for every waking day & moment ... Life is expanding right before my very eyes in wonderful self fulfilling ways. I feel so blessed to be given the privilege / the chance to awake each day fresh & anew in mind, body & spirit. To fully grasp the concept & the power of "my" nows... It truly is An AwAkening. An Awakening to the limitlessness of every single potential activated within me that i set forth further into my deep, where in my search, this never ending quest, i Am met with Peace & LoVe. When i say these things it doesnt mean that life in itself for me is perfect or that chaos doesnt exist.. It just means that my years of constant conscious effort in forging myself further & further into "my" deep... Practicing tirelessly, time & time again, positive affirmations, practicing what i preach, following the laws of attraction, keeping my faith, forgiving myself, faking it till i made it, speaking only words i wish to put into existence, Believing in me(even when no one else did), trusting myself more & more , researching & learning, applying the things that i learned that "i liked" & applying those things in my life, smiling even when i didnt want to, laughing even when my world was falling apart ....... So many years Of My effort toward my "peaceful" project for myself .... & it has arrived ... Well its been here ... And i am only sharing ... Because i know what an absolute blessing it really is to be able to say this knowing damn well that i have never said this before or felt this to ever be true ... So how is it i am able to come to this place / this understanding / this acceptance of life & everything in it .. Even the ugly / nasty / evil / depressing / fkd up shit that goes on all over the world ... How can i see passed this & still have faith / hope & belief in "my" world / my nows / my future ... Idk .. Practice .. I really wanted this ... I keep going at it .. Its a lifestyle choice .. PositiveTarian .. Im special.. Who cares ... Everyone has a way .. Its the ultimate discovery into everything that makes You everything you are ... Past Present Future .. All i know is that it is indeed "Possible" to achieve ... Be prepared for the constant body stripping that leaves you naked, exposed & sometimes bleeding in pain ... Be careful for those trips and falls and bumps & bruises & all those scrapes to your knees ... You really have to trick yourself to believe ... Until one day you wake up believing & that would be all the change that is needed to begin to open you up to a whole new world ... Thats why i feel so blessed for being born this way & for never forgetting to fight.. To fight for my every right to my own happiness .... Making this something that for me will always be celebrated .. My personal Freedom ... From all the bullshit of this world ... Allowing me to be the very thing i wish to see all around unaffected by the pollution that spreads over our lands ... I am part of the Freedom Sings BAND .. Originated from an early 60's hippie movement resurrected into our new Age BLaZe of Awakenings happening all around ... Movie coming out on Blue Ray DVD .. Coming SoON.. I Am most ecstatic to be a major contributor to this Love Movement going on ... It is LOVE that frees us ALL ... Love is always Key