Uncut ~ Plagiarism

Experiencing LoVe in its divine birth right, has allowed for my human vessel to release "hold" of every expectation/want/need/desire & accept all unraveling of truths. Knowing that in the end no matter any outcome, it is i who is holder of my own state of mind & peace. People think that in this state it removes all sense of "feelings" & that because of your peace & acceptance, you are free to quickly even let the bad that affects you go. That is not entirely true, because even if that were to be the case, & one was able to completely do such things, is that really the purpose of our living? Why do we even separate spirituality & break it down into layers ? I know it is our conditioned way of mentally processing things in which we need break downs to fully grasp the whole in order for us to absorb the "states" "steps" taken into reaching whatever it is we eternally seek ... Nirvana Peace Happiness Love Acceptance Forgiveness Joy ..... This list / this breakdown ... It can go on and on and on and on ... Because apparently this is the way human minds operate ... The breaking down of things .... Ok .. So we get a breakdown of things ... What do you think happens when our minds receive a break down of things (because this is how we are conditioned to understand things ) ... So we "learn" thru breakdowns / labels / steps / options / categories / separations ... We learn this way ... Ok ... We learn this way because we are working our way into grasping the "bigger picture" this ultimate state in which we wish to be ... And now we just "learned" that in order to get from point A to ultimate level we desire to reach .. leVel Z... In order to reach this state what our minds process & understand is simply this ... I want to go from A to Z but in order for me to get there i must first take the journey thru steps B, c, d , e , f , g .... Etc etc etc ... But .. I thought the reason of the breakdown was for making the desired result we seek simpler for us to digest / absorb / process .. So that we can fully "understand" the meaning / bigger picture..... So ... What happened to the blending of every step / breakdown / category / description ... Why are we taking these "steps" .. Hindering our growth, as if we are incapable of "flipping our own switch" & just doing what we desire immediately, in the format we so deem appropriate for us in our own lives. We receive instruction manuals for many things ... And it doesn't matter what is written in this instruction manual, because whoever is reading it will do in their own way what they feel they absorbed in understanding from this instruction manual. So why are we so hard on ourselves ?? Trying so badly to measure up to these steps, meanwhile these steps are just there to help provide you with a clearer picture. So that your brain can compute the whole , & now you execute your own personal unique delivery. So why are we not satisfied with ourselves & all our hard put in efforts ... Because we are comparing this instruction manual to our own creations... Meanwhile we live in a world that has made it ILLEGAL to Plagiarize .... So why in the world do we desire to plagiarize ourselves ??? No wonder no one is fkn happy or satisfied ..... Because in the receiving of knowledge in breakdowns .. Just because it is the right thing to do .. We forgot somewhere along the line that these breakdowns were meant for us to absorb fully & blend ... Blend our own creations ..... Everyone is entitled to their own opinions & many even spiritual beings / religious persons ... HUMAN BEING .. We find ways of expressing ourselves to others, sharing in stories, lessons, experiences, and many go to give their "OPINIONS".... And although wise many may be with their shared stories, lessons, experiences & teachings ... We forget sometimes to distinguish between what is a story/experience/lesson/teaching & OPINION .... and so many for whatever reason just hold on to those opinions ... Search their entire lives trying to experience the same thing as another ... Plagiarizing themselves to be an exact replica ...... Never feeling fulfilled in being able to experience the same ... Well have you ever wondered if maybe just maybe your Own spirit is saying uh-uh (no no ) thats not what YOU are looking for ... Yes, you learned a lot from these teachings... Now what you learned and what YOU took from this .... "HOW DO YOU MAKE IT YOUR OWN"...... We learn this in English classes .. Paraphrasing ... Paraphrase this paragraph, making it your very own, but so similar in understanding & concept to its original structure, but unique in its own right.... BLENDING is in order ... BLENDING is what stirs YOU up... TRUTH, that exist, YES IT DOES... But the only TRUTH that is REAL, Is Your OWN truth... You are never wrong ... In my opinion (Got this .. This is my opinion, my truth) ... I think this world is wrong ... I think we are all right in what we believe ... But we are so wrong when we attack another when we disagree. I do not even care if i can be proven wrong by "scientific" fact .. Or some kind of "specialized" testing .. Or a survey taken by everyone on this planet and everyone on this planet answers the question the same .. And my answer is different .. I am still right .. All those people who answered the same .. They too are right ! And this leaves me at Peace .. Understanding this .. As farfetched as it all may seem ... It doesn't mean i do not feel ... Cause believe me when i say i feel very deeply .. It doesn't mean i am exempt from experiencing pain .... Cause believe me, i feel immense pain ...... It doesn't mean i do not care... Cause believe me, i care most deeply ... But its the constant blending of all truths that i am able to "cope" .. Those who seek to absent from this life in reaching this state of extreme bliss... And peace ... Devoid of human emotion ... As much as i love their wisdom attained in their process & their journey ... I too want many of those same things they sought ... But to be emptied of everything that makes Me uniquely ME... Thats not my path... I want to LiVe .. I want to BreAthe... I want to feel ... I want to taste .... I want to KNOW i am ALIVE .. I want to FEEL that i am aliVe ... I want the EXPERIENCE .. All of it ... No matter the seasons .... Blending all that i learn & want for myself & "paraphrasing" those very things to match my very own blueprint ... That way i wont be fined / humiliated / and shamed for plagiarizing something that was never mine to begin with .... Morning to you all ... This was the birds song this morning .... What does this all have to do with loVe .. In my own unique experiences in this lifetime i find that when i operate in complete LOVE for myself & i practice giving complete LOVE towards others ... My world operates differently .. Soothingly ... Peacefully ... And it is an experience / lifestyle that i personally prefer for myself..... It is true .. "If you truly loved yourself, you could never hurt another." Buddha LoVe is everything right and good .... In my book you cant go wrong when you walk the yellow brick road In LoVE !! Namaste