Wealthy STAR Circuits

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Shadow work 

worth 

being dead

and killed 

I was murdered last night 

in the jaded corner of my most 

darkest 

shadow 

to date

I would not date me 

ever 

do you not see 

the jaded person 

that is me 

that is I 

turning 

eyes into frowns 

upside down

like the black 

Isis 

Clown 

wearing her crown 

at her 

feet 

equilibrium 

glows 

mystique 

but for now 

I am 

just a creep 

upside down in some 

guys house 

oblivious to the 

storyline 

unfolding 

decoding 

and cracking codes 

while the channeler 

speaks 

like a creep

somewhere 

smaller than this 

space 

Lovers stop the chase 

and erase

all past illusions of 

hurt 

that never quite 

was 

truth 

only the distorted views 

one narcissist to the other 

narcissist 

says 

when they 

crave 

shadowy attentions 

of affections 

that get acted out as real

to appeal 

to the darker 

part that feels 

a lot more 

like the 

art being displayed 

when two lovers 

engage 

in 

some feverish play 

that both 

love to

a 

muse 

in the other 

generators of these 

cosmic loving 

energies 

being spread 

as wealthy circuits 

The ParadoX

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no longer 

a curse 

to feel 

my thirst 

when I innerstand 

my own 

wonderland 

How does one express their own 

attraction 

to another 

when third party occurrences 

energize 

the air 

a commitment that is not  being shared

an air of separation 

that may exist 

between the third party and 

this other 

that is kept under cover 

in sexual intimacy 

that is stalemate 

and aggravating 

that the lingering effects

must be felt 

and cut like a sword 

into the hearts of 

lovers 

being born 

as one stalls 

longer 

to hold on 

two of swords energy 

longer than necessary 

totally 

holding onto that sword like 

energy 

that keeps one 

stagnant

in waves

just to grant oneself permission to continue to 

disengage

hurting 

the lovers 

on board 

all to avoid 

a stance 

one refuses to make 

well that is fine 

up to date

when the King of wands 

enters the placement in a 

skirt 

healthier 

than ever 

before 

Queen so discreet

to acknowledge 

the beast 

whom 

remains fixated 

on 

crumbling foundations 

that were 

always

sounding off their 

alarm systems 

While the Queen of Passage 

offers her apple 

to the 

crone 

while standing 

alone 

while 

The Rox 

addresses his inner child 

on some 

Lovers 

Flower child 

gone wild 

MARRY YOUR BEST FRIEND

the beautiful notion 

to realize 

this potion 

is already 

drunk 

IM REAL

IM REAL 

you know the deal

and knowing this 

is a sweet kinda feel to 

KNOW and 

absolutely 

FEEL

how real 

I AM 

I AM 

no matter what schmood I bring to my surface 

Im always leading with divine purpose 

:) 

JMSTORM

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accepting the 

nothing 

that is 

something 

I turn HIS 

nothing 

into 

ART 

the storm of the century 

in his 

emptiness of 

offerings 

that splatters 

my heart 

into every 

oceanic 

jelly 

of misery 

floating away 

at  a distance 

so far away 

the dark side 

of love 

awakening its beautifully 

orchestrated 

chaos 

that is designed to disorder 

the reorder 

that is in 

order for 

both of these 

Pink elephants 

in the room 

ready 

Unsupported ART

Ok so 
this codependency 
of love 
being purged from this 
collective by meeting 
eye to eye 
with ones 
love 
Lover 
opposing 
views 
to see the view 
for what it is 
lovers on the same page 
even when views come from 
different places 
sources 
of experience on this realm 
once must be complete 
all on their own 
in a healthier zone 
of standing alone 
in ones 
own 
placement 
those daggers that pierce through 
hearts 
expressed in  this journal entry of a heart 
that stabs 
every piece of self inflicting wound 
that once told me 
I was not good enough 
for he 
jaded 
is this me? 
on this celibacy 
of not giving my love 
in any circumstance 
ever a chance 
jaded on these Alice In Wonderland type lands 
so I 
sabotage 
the walls of my own castle 
by painting them inside the 
purgatory 
substances of filth
born in to me 
through poor conditioning 
and loveless 
of these heartless placed in foster care 
style homes 
and asked to become 
the Messiah 
of these lands 
with nothing in hand 
except 
heart pouring 
 out in 
the heartless 
captive man 
that won't have 
me 
unsupported 

Pisces March Monthly Reading

Are you going to be a cockroach in your next lifetime?



Celibacy / Asexual
beings
whom love sex
interesting
read
:)

Contentment with myself /  oneself

whom is self?

always arguing with the Universe..
geez


universe sent someone to screw you
out of celibacy
Pisces Sun
Pisces Moon
Pisces Rising
Brotherly
Sisterly Love
So interesting
loves creepy waves