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Shadow work 
worth 
being dead
and killed 
I was murdered last night 
in the jaded corner of my most 
darkest 
shadow 
to date
I would not date me 
ever 
do you not see 
the jaded person 
that is me 
that is I 
turning 
eyes into frowns 
upside down
like the black 
Isis 
Clown 
wearing her crown 
at her 
feet 
equilibrium 
glows 
mystique 
but for now 
I am 
just a creep 
upside down in some 
guys house 
oblivious to the 
storyline 
unfolding 
decoding 
and cracking codes 
while the channeler 
speaks 
like a creep
somewhere 
smaller than this 
space 
Lovers stop the chase 
and erase
all past illusions of 
hurt 
that never quite 
was 
truth 
only the distorted views 
one narcissist to the other 
narcissist 
says 
when they 
crave 
shadowy attentions 
of affections 
that get acted out as real
to appeal 
to the darker 
part that feels 
a lot more 
like the 
art being displayed 
when two lovers 
engage 
in 
some feverish play 
that both 
love to
a 
muse 
in the other 
generators of these 
cosmic loving 
energies 
being spread 
as wealthy circuits 

 

 
 
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