Uncut empty

I dont know what to do ..
Take a walk in my shoes ..
Feeling so confused ..
What can i really do ...
Kept out at bay ..
Awaking everyday ..
Empty ..

Uncut taste

I always understood longing..
Longing for a taste ...
Having a most favorite dish only to never taste it again..

Uncut i do what i want

Other people always have this underlying belief that they know what is best for you ...

If that be the case they can do it themselves & have just that for themselves ..

If i welcome an opinion of yours doesnt mean i concur .. And if you most certainly have a

Problem with anything that i do ..

You can fkn suck it ...

To each is own ..

I dont live out my life thru your vision ..

That would just be fkn retarded ..

You want it so bad ...

Have it ..

Have it all ...

❤️🙏❤️

💋

R.E our LoVe ~ written April 8 2008

I keep dreaming of a time
When i was all alone
Remembering before you stepped into my life & carried me
Home
You kept reminding me that our love will last forever
ForEver!
I find myself so unbelievably drawn to you

You told me to keep my eyes shut until we're almost there
You speak to me from your soul
You were telling me that you Love me
And that our love is so rare
Your Love is so amazing
I Am so in love with you

You came & whisked me so far away
Flying high
With you i forever stay
Reaching high
Baby i am here to stay in every way

You've opened my heart to everything truly amazing
This here, you & i , this is something ive never felt before
I never desire to be without your loVe
That would leave me crazy
My lOve is overflowing for you

I dont wish for this ever to stop
We are so over the top
You have shown me what LoVe is truly all about
There is no stopping this

We could never stop
This is what true love is all about
You said we would be Amazing
You are right!
For ive never danced this way before

R.E Faith ~ written August 2 2008

Rescue me oh lord
Save me from my impending doom
The devil resides near by
Do or die, forever he tries, plottiny my demise
Plotting on the perfect time
The perfect time to implode
Waiting for me to explode
He wants me to turn my back on you
He sees me ...
YoU see me ...
He Lurks..
You patiently plan ..
He hovers over me whispering sweet nothings in my ears
Oh how i wish that i could not hear
He attacks
I am his prey
Every single day ..
Day into night ...
This cant be right ..
This is my life ?
I do not want him to devour me ..
Hes already slowly killing me ...
And i know that you are hearing me
You are his weakness
And forever my strength
You empower me with never ending faith

R.E stupid child ~ written May 7, 2009

Wonderful World
Sweet smelling world
Enticed by all the drama unfolded
What A fool ive been
Escape into your whirl
Horrible most dismantled world
At least that is in my World
Chaos, pain & heartache
Full of dismay
Living my life with all the shadows in my way
Am i blind ?
Am i choosing not to see ?
All this blasphemy imposed before me
Such a stupid child
Restless & weak
The water well in me, running so deep
Purify Me..
Helpless & heading down the path of destruction ...
Total suction ..
Do not fall prey
Do not fall prey
Remember, Pray!
Innocent children stand in my way ..
For im the Fool
Numbingly  & foolishly i stay
Cast out these demons in me
Deaf, dumb & blind ...
That has been me this entire time ..
Theres a rumbling in my soul
She desires to break free ..
Casting out all demons i lay in bed with at night ...
Making things right ..
Stupid child

R.E Run to you ~ written December 11, 2008

I live in this world
But i am not ot this world
This is the journey of my life
Bound by chains & wicked ways
Shackled & imprisoned for my shame
I fight, but my fight is just not enough
Clinging to the hooe of my Never Giving Up
And giving it up & completely surrending my all....
All of myself!
This is my shame
I Am only to blame
For i do want to walk fully with the Lord
Suffering because of my own earthly form of a weakness ...
I am weak in so many ways ..
For i am still searching ..
Shatter Me oh Lord..
Shatter me into tiny fragmented pieces bursting into light
I am wandering about ..
He will not let the enemy devour me whole ..
He sees my true potential , he would never forsake me ...
My God ..
He is working through all of me ..
He sees me ..
If only i could see what he sees ! Z
The beauty within me, my divinity, my beautiful soul ...
My true embodiment of what his vision knows mw to be ...
Wolves & sheep ...
I Am A wolf ..
He smiles because he knows what my future holds...
For its written in the stars ...
Beautiful by far ...
As i patiently wait for my for this soon to be date ..
God ..
You see what is forged if only it would unfold ...
My heart is sick ..
But i do understand that its divine time
Your right time ..
Its his time ..
Always his time ...
For he truly knows the way
Leading me forever on out releasing me from this suffering decay
Holy is my God
My light shine high so Bright
I may struggle but he always wins the fight
For he is my Lord & through my God i am forever free
I am at your feet with humble surrender ..
Invisible shackles broken free ...
My heart beats strings ...
As i run to you