R.E Run to you ~ written December 11, 2008

I live in this world
But i am not ot this world
This is the journey of my life
Bound by chains & wicked ways
Shackled & imprisoned for my shame
I fight, but my fight is just not enough
Clinging to the hooe of my Never Giving Up
And giving it up & completely surrending my all....
All of myself!
This is my shame
I Am only to blame
For i do want to walk fully with the Lord
Suffering because of my own earthly form of a weakness ...
I am weak in so many ways ..
For i am still searching ..
Shatter Me oh Lord..
Shatter me into tiny fragmented pieces bursting into light
I am wandering about ..
He will not let the enemy devour me whole ..
He sees my true potential , he would never forsake me ...
My God ..
He is working through all of me ..
He sees me ..
If only i could see what he sees ! Z
The beauty within me, my divinity, my beautiful soul ...
My true embodiment of what his vision knows mw to be ...
Wolves & sheep ...
I Am A wolf ..
He smiles because he knows what my future holds...
For its written in the stars ...
Beautiful by far ...
As i patiently wait for my for this soon to be date ..
God ..
You see what is forged if only it would unfold ...
My heart is sick ..
But i do understand that its divine time
Your right time ..
Its his time ..
Always his time ...
For he truly knows the way
Leading me forever on out releasing me from this suffering decay
Holy is my God
My light shine high so Bright
I may struggle but he always wins the fight
For he is my Lord & through my God i am forever free
I am at your feet with humble surrender ..
Invisible shackles broken free ...
My heart beats strings ...
As i run to you