Overspill ~ Written ~ january 15, 2012 11:22 PM

Hearts go pitter patter Love flows out at sea Desperate awakening measures Grappling at your feet Time waits for no one Yet there's still that sweet escape You & I forever intertwined Great escape Love Overspill

Stumbling ~ Written 11/2/09 - 5:33 Pm

Stumbling Current Location:my bed Current Mood: gloomy Current Music:sims pets 2 music November 2, 2009 5:33 P.M. Today is just not a good day for me emotionally. I just can't shake this gloomy feeling. So many things are factoring in to this state of gloom - everything is just soaking and registering into my bloodstream. So it's kind of intoxicating at the same time - but not that good kind of intoxication. Here I am just blabbering nonsense. I'm just feeling it all out - and I guess this is my way of functioning. I am definitely not a happy camper right now. And I really need to figure a lot of things out - and I need to be realistic about whatever outcomes may come to be - and this process needs to be absorbed fully. Every decision made in life has a cause and effect - every action has a reaction - every truth has a hint of a lie buried somewhere within it - every move takes you to a different place - and there is always the precaution before every major decision is made - no matter whether the decision made is right or wrong - its always whats right for you at the moment (well at least in most situations) and the end result is always the aftermath of whatever frame of mind you were in from before - and the not knowing part of what to do is so distressing because we always want to do what is right - but we never know until we get there. This would of been a time in my life (once upon a time ago) where I would of resorted to getting my cards read - or reading my own cards (and I was pretty good at it) but that is another on going battle/struggle within myself to not go back to that - but I just wish the answers would show themselves to me and shine brightly in my face - so that way I would stop stumbling.

Time stands still ~ written 11/2/09 9:10Am

November 2nd, 2009 Current Mood: rejected Current Music:dogs playing Time Stands Still Time: 9:10 AM I just find myself stuck in a place that I do not wish to be - and I know I will find my way out - the question is when and will it all be worth it? So although I may pretend that certain things do not phase me - I do not have to lie while writing I can not lie to myself But even though I find myself feeling this way I still have not outwardly expressed it - so these feelings remain suppressed within myself. I know I do this to myself - I know that this could of all been prevented but what can I say - I keep walking on fire.

WhirlWind ~ written January 16, 2012 3:06PM

I just want to be swept off my feet. To feel the whirlwind swirl all around me and get lost in this magnificent feeling called love. Two people on the same plateau building and passionately embracing each moment with and for the other. I want for my love to express his devotion to me and show me his love with his mind, body and soul. I want him to be as much captivated by me as I am of him. I want that when he sees me flames ignite in his eyes and passion exudes from his lips and he and i both relish in our excitement for the other. I want when angered or upset or anything that is unsettling for my love to Bare no rest until each stone is turned over and we become one back in the same place two souls intertwined in the other. For two hearts meshed between the surfaces of an everlasting love and cosmic affair, that with each slice of the blade the blood that spills out be identified as none only than that of true love and definition. His eyes would pierce my skin and open me whole. Because his love is in me, and my love is in him, and with that each the compass to the others soul. Reawakening every ounce of spirit that's within that evolves and emerges thus provoked and edged forward by the intensity of each ones love for the other. When joined and ignited the outpouring of love, devotion and complete loyalty drowns out all fears because as one there are no fears, cause as GOD declares there is no fear in LOVE. I want the sun, the moon and the stars. And with receiving it, I am dispensed with it and delightfully giving my all. Awaken my soul Uncage me free He will intoxicate my spirit with his jolly jovial ways. For his smile will delight my world. I the light in his eyes, the power in his will, and the love in his heart move with ease towards submission because he has set my soul free. Free from the condemnation of life's woes. Kindred spirits unite and take flight into galaxies unknown. Soft spoken, gentle and yet firm he carries me to destinations far and beyond. Pushing me to reach my furthest distance. I carrying him and sending him far and beyond conquering all his dreams and aspirations. When I push he soars, and when I carry he relies on truth. For actions will always speak louder than words when it comes to our love. No doubts would exist No worries would manifest, well at least none that WE wouldn't be able to handle. Side by side Heart to heart Right from the start Fairy tales would have nothing on this love story because ours would be a reality. Reality swept into total existence but as for now not wearing that crown of my fairy tale dream.

Lipstick StAins - written ~ March 9 2012 ~ 3:33 PM 😱

Just steal a kiss from my lips... ... allow your fingertips to caress into my mouth... ... Feed me your Magic ... ... Lipstick stain my World... .. I AM your girl.. ... You rock my world ... ... For You are my One & only favorite ... .. I savor You.. .. My favorite bLues .. .. Enchant me with your kiss... ... Stain my cherries with your super NoVa Stars... ......Beautiful You Are ... .....Intergalactic by far ... ....Radio cosmic interwave ... ....Ignite our flames ... ....My lips are stained .. ...With your Love .. 💋

DeViL wears Nada ! Written Aug 16 2012 3:49 PM

Who is the devil? That is the question!!!!

Insecurities ~ written Aug 23 2012 11:25 pm

Insecurities... Creator of all things mythological.. Insecurities... Illusions ... Perceptions.. Distortions...