R.E. end of all days ~ written : feb 26, 2014 12:15 AM

You make me sick in every away.. Love dripping stains pinned In my brain.. Driving stakes madd spiking my flesh ... Biting into every inch of my breast .. Silencing my screams with your claws.. Shredding me down to fragmented pieces .. clusters of heaven while burning in hell ... your love, my LoVe, our perfection.. Silence is maddening as you set the stage toying with my heart in every single way .... You place me aboard only to let me drift away.. love collision .. End of all days ..

R.E. ~ PAssion ~ Written feb 21, 2012 3:44 PM

I've been craving passion in my life in my world.. After all i am a girl .. I now understand that this I need and should never deprive myself of receiving, experiencing & having ... passion it is Futile .. pAssion is everything that I live for ... Breathe fire into me ...

R.E. ~ hit to miss ~ written : March 13, 2012 12:22 AM

I'm sitting here thinking about everything ...Everything that makes you and I all the magic i feel ever so real... I wish i wish to be expressed... flatlined Love quake before our love floods through our gates ... Instant Rape.. Give & take ... How is it we are already dying ?? So much for our trying ... Ego subsiding ... We feel one thing and yet we do another.. Take an unmatched disapproving LoVer ... Numbing pain ... Another major disappointment to the list .. We hit, but why do we miss ??? but no matter how much is expressed your oblivious to my meSs.. your icy ways clinging on to your fame.. Hideway.. Cast me away.. Loveless shame .. this ideal you created in your own head with something else that somebody said .. Playing dead ... this life, this can not be it ... Hit ? And miss ? Quite some shit .. All the things he said, all the things i said, all the things we never said ... These play out in my head .. All the things she said ..

R.E. ~ Hurricane ~ Written : April 24, 2012 2:56 PM

When I think of longevity, I think About A storm, and the stance a person takes while being in their storm. Cause when a Storm Hits.... Well... It hits .. Hard .. & the only way to determine your own longevity would be when you walk out from that storm as a Survivor. Inner power .. Yea .. Inner power, way down in your core .. That determines an individuals longevity, especially during Hurricane Season....

R.E. ~ 2 that separate ~ Written : june 21, 2012 5:03 PM

When two who should be joined like one, separate & any conjunction.... Update 5/31/14 1:33PM Reminder to Self ... Finish this one

R.E. ~ i DreAM ~ written October 16, 2013 7:25AM

I dream of things I wish to see

R.E. ~ Proper Discernment ~ Written : june 26, 2012 5:46 PM

You know the difference "of" something, when you see the difference "in" something, and separating the two is often tricky... The key to discerning clearly between these two similarities...Documentation.. Write EVERYTHING down, well everything that is important to you anyway !!!

R.E. ~ Inferno ~ written July 17, 2012 8:53 AM

When I am nice, I am very very nice. When I am quiet, I am very very quiet. But when I am angry, I am very very angry. (inside inferno)

R.E. ~ Positivity ~ Written July 24, 2012 ~ 10:39Am

If you say it LOUD enough, PROUD enough, and Constantly, than you will begin to believe it! That is my friends how Positivity works...

R.E. ~ Acceptance ~ Written May 14, 2012 11:40Pm

It's comforting to know that what we had couldn't last & that I owned up to the reality of you and I. There was a YOU, but no I!!!

H o P e ~ written january 11, 2012 10:12 PM

Although I know better than to rely on another for my own happiness. For that would lead to ultimate failure and disappointment but I just mean u know that human love yearning that we all crave in some compacity. Even as I lay here I am bombarded with all the possibilities of things that could go wrong in my head. Trusting completely I see that is something I just can't do. I feel like allowing myself to be trusting and have this underlying faith in another - I feel as if eventually it would all just blow up in my face. So a part of me just lingers on in hope that maybe this feeling of negativity which has swept up underneath my surface would just eventually be made to be obsolete. The One Made for me ... Usually with others so many things do not add up and it's not always by action it's by my gut feeling ... The voice screaming inside myself saying stop .. Nope not him... You will know ... Will i know ... Do i know ... or is it i am plain madd and utterly crazy ... Do i trust and believe that he exists for me and there is such a thing as happy.