My Life Is My Own

Last Year This Time next Year Never Again

Last year 

March 

he asked her for 

One more chance 

he said 

“Give me time” 

as he took his time 

he said everything 

He thought she needed to hear 

which was another lie 

From him 

but it bought him an entire year 

of masking his illusion 

of purposeful distortion

Due to greed 

one can interpret as evil deeds 

when one works so much at 

covering up their lies 

he took her for a long ride 

& showed his disguise 

While

Never meaning what he says 

He has learned to say what needs to be said to get his way 

he questioned his own sociopathic 

Narcissistic 

ways 

& if that be truth 

Then that would imply his 

Emotions 

Are faked 

every single day 

lies spread 

all thee time 

& detached from emotion they 

Will drag you along 

for as long as

You allow 

& remain so 

Exterior calm 

picture of handsome 

Peace 

But behind the speech was 

Deadly meetings 

meet ups 

deceit 

Intentionally too

Much thought he put into his 

Crafts 

but was caught in thee act

Believed his human could 

trick Thee divine 

that resides in a realm that is most powerful then thee illusion of this 3D

but sleepers be asleep 

Superficial never likes to travel deep 

his souls speaks 

Other languages 

but his taught 

was tough 

& he denied himself rough 

Without blinking an eye 

Was he creating another disguise ? 

Chances are 

he is ..

It’s believed they rarely seek treatment 

nor believe themselves 

At fault 

& Thee biggest 

wake up call

Is that 

Deep down they 

Truly don’t care 

How their actions 

Made you feel 

They want you to get over it for real 

And believe 

they mean this that they say 

Because how dare anyone hold them accountable to their havoc of energy sly attacks kept hidden in order to get what they wanted .. 

There will always be an unsuspecting victim they will scout out ..

And act as tho what they do and how they feel 

They don’t know and won’t acknowledge or see

It’s how they get to do those rotten 

Things 

& sleep like a baby at night 

Empaths attract apathetic souls whom desire 

Attention, praise, status and control more than being happy 

Next year this time ..

They won’t even be seen together anymore 

She’s closing that door 

Say no more 

For we are all entitled to choose for ourselves 

& with peace 

She learned to heal her broken heart 

& still believe in love 

& now allows these opportunity for her to have exactly that as she will receive because she’s ready and oh so deserves. Karma has been served

And in that story there is thee miserable old lady in another town wearing a frown cause all thee men clown her out and without a doubt she believes she’s clout. 🤡

Know It

What happens when you ignore your own darn intuition and act like Everybody else ?

You give away your power to others whom will mishandle you & you will fall back asleep and act like you don’t see a thing and comply to thee very environment that made you unwell .. 

It’s called Dignity ☯️

If I can’t FEEL like I could 

#TRUST you 

Then my SELF LOVE TREATMENT 

Is to let you go ..

When I #FEEL I can TRUST you - it’s because 

YOU CAN be TRUSTED 

Do

You know why ???

Because I AM 

divinely led, guided and PROTECTED & as a Divine Earth like Angelic being .. #Pure are my seeds 

Thee only thing I Breed 

& my #DISCERNMENT 

& tap into #Truth 

I see through 

Every 

False narrative 

& Thee #Growth for me now 

That I have learned from 

My own heart 

Breaking 

is that I am #Powerful In my truth 

& when I know better

I operate better 

Because I can 

& I Will myself too 

everyone has a 

#CHOICE 

& truly innerstanding this 

ROYAL command 

I #Release all that does not serve my #Divine #Being with quantum truth and respect 

I will NOT accept 

Any other behaviors that are 

Less

Foolish 

Toxic 

Narcissistic 

Unhealthy 

In any energetic 

Shape 

Or form 

I am CONSCIOUS healthily to Co-Create 

Executing wisdom 

Knowing I can have what I want 

even if it’s no longer with you 

but that be on you 

Because I am

#Solid 

#cool 

& I love me always bright 

As I love you with all my

Might 

but what I desire in devotion with emotion 

That radiates 

Trust and respect 

I am strong enough to never settle 

for breadcrumbs 

disregard 

Or deceit 

& so many chances we all have to 

Complete 

& do thee right thing ..

Speak your truth 

Even when your mouth quivers 

because you 

Free yourself 

& that shit feels 

Mind 

Body 

Heart & soul good 

& just like that 

What you choose to disregard 

& not value as precious & sacred 

Will learn through you 

By Thee lack you 

Give

How to value and hold precision themselves 

& that my friends 

Is karmic justice 

Of a remarkable evolution 

Revolution 

Spirit says, you can’t deny an Empress what is rightfully hers & expect her

To even allow you in her energy fields. It will always be a major loss for thee fool whom 

Was taught to never allow 

His true emotions to express 

How he feels 

& never learned to properly communicate truth in a healthy way when conditioned to deny 

Lie 

Hide 

Suppress deep inside

It takes Thee cracking open of thee egg 

To develop its

Truest form 

Something like being reborn. 

But first one must 

Metaphorically die 

It’s thee episode of thee dark Knight of thee soul that all must surrender to 

a

L

O

N 

E 

It’s called Dignity ☯️

If I can’t FEEL like I could 

#TRUST you 

Then my SELF LOVE TREATMENT 

Is to let you go ..

When I #FEEL I can TRUST you - it’s because 

YOU CAN be TRUSTED 

Do

You know why ???

Because I AM 

divinely led, guided and PROTECTED & as a Divine Earth like Angelic being .. #Pure are my seeds 

Thee only thing I Breed 

& my #DISCERNMENT 

& tap into #Truth 

I see through 

Every 

False narrative 

& Thee #Growth for me now 

That I have learned from 

My own heart 

Breaking 

is that I am #Powerful In my truth 

& when I know better

I operate better 

Because I can 

& I Will myself too 

everyone has a 

#CHOICE 

& truly innerstanding this 

ROYAL command 

I #Release all that does not serve my #Divine #Being with quantum truth and respect 

I will NOT accept 

Any other behaviors that are 

Less

Foolish 

Toxic 

Narcissistic 

Unhealthy 

In any energetic 

Shape 

Or form 

I am CONSCIOUS healthily to Co-Create 

Executing wisdom 

Knowing I can have what I want 

even if it’s no longer with you 

but that be on you 

Because I am

#Solid 

#cool 

& I love me always bright 

As I love you with all my

Might 

but what I desire in devotion with emotion 

That radiates 

Trust and respect 

I am strong enough to never settle 

for breadcrumbs 

disregard 

Or deceit 

& so many chances we all have to 

Complete 

& do thee right thing ..

Speak your truth 

Even when your mouth quivers 

because you 

Free yourself 

& that shit feels 

Mind 

Body 

Heart & soul good 

& just like that 

What you choose to disregard 

& not value as precious & sacred 

Will learn through you 

By Thee lack you 

Give

How to value and hold precision themselves 

& that my friends 

Is karmic justice 

Of a remarkable evolution 

Revolution 

Spirit says, you can’t deny an Empress what is rightfully hers & expect her

To even allow you in her energy fields. It will always be a major loss for thee fool whom 

Was taught to never allow 

His true emotions to express 

How he feels 

& never learned to properly communicate truth in a healthy way when conditioned to deny 

Lie 

Hide 

Suppress deep inside

It takes Thee cracking open of thee egg 

To develop its

Truest form 

Something like being reborn. 

But first one must 

Metaphorically die 

It’s thee episode of thee dark Knight of thee soul that all must surrender to 

a

L

O

N 

E 

Privilege

Distortions of Reflections & Perceptions

He said 

it hurts my pride 

And ego for you to speak to me this way 

after all thee betrayal I have bestowed unto you 

I expect for you to just accept it 

And work with me 

in thee way I want 

Doing as I say 

when I say 

How I say it 

Because he said 

He deserves to be treated with such respect 

#Said #Every #Narcissist