IM REAL

IM REAL 

you know the deal

and knowing this 

is a sweet kinda feel to 

KNOW and 

absolutely 

FEEL

how real 

I AM 

I AM 

no matter what schmood I bring to my surface 

Im always leading with divine purpose 

:) 

JMSTORM

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accepting the 

nothing 

that is 

something 

I turn HIS 

nothing 

into 

ART 

the storm of the century 

in his 

emptiness of 

offerings 

that splatters 

my heart 

into every 

oceanic 

jelly 

of misery 

floating away 

at  a distance 

so far away 

the dark side 

of love 

awakening its beautifully 

orchestrated 

chaos 

that is designed to disorder 

the reorder 

that is in 

order for 

both of these 

Pink elephants 

in the room 

ready 

Unsupported ART

Ok so 
this codependency 
of love 
being purged from this 
collective by meeting 
eye to eye 
with ones 
love 
Lover 
opposing 
views 
to see the view 
for what it is 
lovers on the same page 
even when views come from 
different places 
sources 
of experience on this realm 
once must be complete 
all on their own 
in a healthier zone 
of standing alone 
in ones 
own 
placement 
those daggers that pierce through 
hearts 
expressed in  this journal entry of a heart 
that stabs 
every piece of self inflicting wound 
that once told me 
I was not good enough 
for he 
jaded 
is this me? 
on this celibacy 
of not giving my love 
in any circumstance 
ever a chance 
jaded on these Alice In Wonderland type lands 
so I 
sabotage 
the walls of my own castle 
by painting them inside the 
purgatory 
substances of filth
born in to me 
through poor conditioning 
and loveless 
of these heartless placed in foster care 
style homes 
and asked to become 
the Messiah 
of these lands 
with nothing in hand 
except 
heart pouring 
 out in 
the heartless 
captive man 
that won't have 
me 
unsupported 

Pisces March Monthly Reading

Are you going to be a cockroach in your next lifetime?



Celibacy / Asexual
beings
whom love sex
interesting
read
:)

Contentment with myself /  oneself

whom is self?

always arguing with the Universe..
geez


universe sent someone to screw you
out of celibacy
Pisces Sun
Pisces Moon
Pisces Rising
Brotherly
Sisterly Love
So interesting
loves creepy waves

Greatest Addictions

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ok here we go

talking about my 

joys 

the video I am uploading now 

on my youtube 

speaks about the JOYS of our FUTURE 

which ties beautifully 

with this message right here 

as my cat 

whines 

and meows 

from her soul

 because she is in heat

during this in Western Astrology

Virgo Full Moon

did I tell you that my cat Ebony is a 

Virgo too? 

No wonder we both are acting a fool 

this full moon 

my rising sign in Virgo

happy to be a 

virgin at the moment 

of heat 

heating up 

Let me speak only about my 

joys 

at this time 

that come outside of the dark 

that 

picks apart 

light hearted fun 

Joys of our future 

while 

bleeding 

is rather 

intriguing 

when our Greatest Addictions 

stem 

from this karmic beating 

that cycles us around 

like 

hamsters 

loving the wheel 

and losing not one ounce of 

weight 

Aquarius March Monthly Reading

Aquas Got annoyed by Whom _________ because of what ____________ due to the fact of some kind of miscommunication in wanting societal labeling systems that are not special nor unique and an absolute no - no 

AntiStalking

Do not get attached 

to any attachment 

that involves 

antistalking 

when you can just be clear 

and tell the person 

to fk off