Nonsensical uncut madness ~ written 8/6/14

I Wrote this thing ((somewhere)) &  I'm going to share it here .. It's my  ((freestyleiSH)) & ya know I kinda diG it 😜 & I didn't want deletion to Be a reason to lose these words that I really fkn appreciate ... 

eXpreSsioniSms my favorite Sweet Candy ...

Hope everyone is having a 

fabulous

 funsuPerAweSoME 

LoVe smacks youR asS tyPeHoT kinda day....

((((( e v e R y D A Y ))))))

ZapPing you with PeACE ✌️

  ..  ...& faeries Hope you ALL  laugh everyday at least ..

            ...at least 32x in your day .. 

3+2

  =5

5 power Drives ..

Just saying ..

Laughter means ..

Giggles 

Chuckle 

•Burst out loud obvious most audible burst someones eardrum with that one it hurts to stand near this one when laughter is activated type laughter <<blow ur eardrum>> 🔕

•Cracking crackle UP 

•Snort Laugh 

<<<you shouldn't laugh too loud while he's concentrating .. He's focused & cute man>

😜😜😜 ~~ I think hes S😍 I just wish to squeeze him & stare into his biGoOgLY see straight into his sweet Soulful I've never seen this WildoNE before &  <😁MG>  I can not Get over how he is really is in every way suPER🌟adorableNeSs & deserves endless attention/affection/adoration/lovin/huGhimS ~~

I can't believe I love himS..😱😱😏👍

 I only laugh at him & he will laugh with me too, you will see....

That wild one Over there so intently focused on how he will wave his stick once he gets off his ShiFTree because he's so fkn cute & come on do you see those eyes of his.. I mean who wouldn't fall in love & find him so darn cute that you desire to own him & keep him for yourself .. Not to worry he will still be free ... But ya know belonging to me .. His cute self can own me too ... We can be eachothers PET .. I LOVE the sound of that .. Now someone help me find this adorable I wish to capture him immediately ... It's his fault for making me unable to resist him focused adorable charm ... I found me a Wild OnE .. I am super excited about my new forever mine pet being shipped to me very SoON ☺️☺️ 💋💋💋💋 

•Omg I'm choking (prob on ur spit ) feels like your dying // eyes begin crying type  laughter 

Crying laugh (even if the cry was not nice) 

Things like that .. If you wish to add more to that list please feel free to contribute. 

Ok but please these are not acceptable forms of laughter that can be counted as Laughter Equals Medicine for your Soul List of at least Laughing 32x in One earthly 24 hr cyclic periods following our very own .. Tatadaaa ... 12 month calendar system with numbered days ...

The numbers got their own box ..

Which is your favorite box ..

32 times if it seems impossible to you or like too much ... 

😳 honey sit down ...

What's wrong ?? 

I think you should get to the bottom of that and start intentionally including some laughter in your day to day life. 

Smile lots too ...

Ok unacceptable forms of laughter that can NOT be accepted as a contribution to your 32 x a day or more excited for the more laughter workshop daily add in on your day to day I am ALiVE rockin out my day, whatever way I choose to rock out & loving every minute of it lifestyle choice. 

                               (thank YoU) 

I am filled with gratitude 

After years of having my own cry me a riVer ungrateful bratty why me StuPoRsTucKdepreSsedFiXaTioNs. ... I am pleased to report ☺️ No longer does she eXisT ((thaNkFuLL)) I truly am filled with immense gratitude, & for the most I really am at peace within  <<discovery ::: peace is yin/yang has everything in it .. Peace // peace // can it exist .. For in your peace you're met with your unPeAcE .. Somewhere exist a skeleton key >>

Anyways ..

Not acceptable for your list so just don't do it ~~ don't cheat / cheap / chirp .. Only 1 you hurt would be you ..'

Laughing is so fkn cool too ...

A fake laugh ..

If I have to tell you what your fake laugh is I would believe that you possibly may be an adolescent between 5-10 idk ...

 Or really silly 

We should all acknowledge ourselves more and make friends with ourselves and really take a look and get reacquainted. 

No fake laughter .. Forcing a laugh out for whatever reason you are trying to do so .. Maybe it's a script ..

You can however if having difficulty having moments of laughter in your day .. And you attempt to make yourself laugh and may start off trying to laugh by actually making yourself laugh and by doing that somehow you start to really laugh well that counts .. Something like that can be included on the list kept documenting the first 40 days Laugh Like JeSuS instigation. 

<~32X's or more i Laugh ALoT everyday lifestyle choice>> 

Heeyyyy... Why not ..

Yup this just turned into an uncut rant nonsensical chat but you really should try and consider what does it coST ya to make sure << FOR SURE >> That your life for you is making you HaPpY and you always remember to be grateful for this blessing .. You are just FUNdaMENTALLy securing your solid/cemented/firmly rooted HaPpiNeSs FOUNDnATioN for you & those you love who surround you << and are hopefully loving you too as you so rightfully deserve cuz if not jumpback something/someOne might gotta reevaluate / dissecTspecuLATe / observeRaTioNaLseeRinside /// reVoLoVErSoLuTiOnSurPriSE // aCcePTheYeSofDeTeCtiON / reFLeCTiONsERvicEwiNs \\\ #seLFpreSERvEyourShiT ....

Cause sometimes we realize that at some point in time someone / one / some // a ton .. 

It becomes time to ship sail...

Reading RainbowS

Times UP 

Time tO let go 

You serviced me well ..

It's time for new things ..

Different wings ..

The caterpillar has left her cocOoN 

So no fake laughs 

Skits / plays / books / any kind of reading where you laugh cause your prompted to so you go to ((laugh)) but it's from manufRACTuRersLAnD 

Playing a part 

Hahahha no written hahahahahas unless you actually hahahahahas just writing the experience devoid of the experience doesn't count ...

What you choose to laugh about ..

Well .. In this department to each is own ..

No judgements from me sewn .. I would only hope that it would never be laughter for any form of my opinions on what I believe is considered evil & I would hope no laughter were to be created at the expense of another living breathing being with feelings .. I would hope no Laughter be created to Bully / tease // humiliate // be cruel to anything living breathing .. Living /// we are creatures  with feelings & we should always treat people with respect and kindness and if you can't force a kindness from yourself at least with respect remain civil or stay out of this person who compels you to be cruel to them just do the planet a favor and leave this person alone & get some help for yourself ////  

Again these are just my opinions .. And even a bully I would speak kind to because he too needs love .....

But anyways whatever gets your juices flowing and gets you laughing I would hope it's for everything you find hysterical that makes your stomach and cheeks hurt and I for my own peace of mind hope that your laughter is a good one in my moral (( I try )) faery point of view ...

So really just no fake shit or lying shit which is the same shit as fake shit 

Say that loud 3 x fast .. 

😳😁😁

Ok now for that writing I wrote that I dig so I'm gonna share on this blog over here ❤️❤️❤️❤️

 same #page my #brother (loVe) •her• same crAveS (her) These wOrDs you (he) #speaks of ... theSe wordS #eXpreSsed by #you (him) ..these #words (u) #ShARe #aHeARThaTcAReS #giFT #me (her) with #HOTCoOLRuSHofTinGLingMEsEnSeNsYouyUPpEr that's how #true u (loVe) #infect #her (me) 

That was it .. I liked it ..

Listen whenever I write something I never know what I am going to say .. So many things I collect that I've written have also been things I have said to others & I  liked it ...

Namaste beautiful people may you be at peace \. UnPeAcE in everytime while laughing your asses off 

💋💋💋

I am fIlled with GRATITUDE

I am #THANKFUL & entirely  grateful, appreciative, blessed, happy , excited , and at peace with my place in this world   & I AM truly truly really really absolutely wholeheartedly #thankful #grateful #thankful thankfuL for every drop of life bestowed unto me setting my path into the evolution of me .. That in itself for me is priceless  

R.E. ~ the search ~ written ~ sept 9 2008

Closer

I can't sleep 

Something 

It's something 

Keeping me awake 

Sick 

I feel sick 

I feel you 

You're closer 

Soon ~ written 8/4/14

Can't you see 

I do live in peace

Your love you pour into me sweet 

I pinch myself to wake me from dreaming 

The power of your LoVe making me 

Believe there's no limit to ur love 

Is it possible for 2 believed 2be1 together

Kinetic weather 

Time soon creates 

you & me 

We are poetry 

In motion 

Love potions 

Our Peace existing thru our positivity 

Flame ignite 

But still reality burns me alive 

Every day I awake 

To an ache 

My soul 

heartbreak 

miseries woe 

A part of my soul 

Ripped from me 

... W((hole))

 loVers gone .....

Shatter me 

Where's my PEACE 

i bleed

Numbingly 

peace me back  Alive

Into shatter pieces my heart cries 

Peace me alive 

Dead but alive 

My love won't allow me to deny 

My true feelings down way deep inside 

I'm burning alive 

Torn apart straight suicide 

everyday spent with you gone 

Feels like a massacre takes place inside of my heart 

Every new day 

Im murdered awake 

I smile anyway 

Believing 

I am faith 

Could you hear

Me now ...

I Am always here 

Please do know this to be true 

I never leave our space 

Our home 

For it is 

You 

No matter where

I am always there 

With every care 

For your heart 

I love you apart 

Sacred ties bind 

We are divine 

In love my faith shines 

ALL OF THE TIME 

Even as I lay in wait 

See me wake 

believer in divine love 

Our love 

Delivery our  perfect

timing 

I feel you getting 

Closer 

& 

Closer 

I feel you 

I hear you 

You are near 

Near is near 

Near is here 

Spirit smiling 

soon 

Soon 

Soon 

Stay tuned 

 

Loving support written 8/1/14

When you love someone you support them in everything they do & you never give ultimatums. 

You love and in love you show and give love to that person...

There is no sacrifice...

Only growth ...

HaPpy YoU

I am looking to see your happy place through your eyes.. There are these moments where I think I see it ..

& I faintly do .. But it's so quickly washed away by the sadness of truth that expels from your core ... 

If I knew of how to let you go ..

To free your soul ..

So you can be back to the life of contentment of the world you desired to  know ..

I would ...

I just don't know how ..

I have lived with pain all my life ...

I know I am more than capable of enduring my own tragic pain ...

Mastery of self woe ..

But in my quest just to see and remain in some form of connect to my star...

It is your pain that I find to be the breaker of my heart