HaPpy YoU

I am looking to see your happy place through your eyes.. There are these moments where I think I see it ..

& I faintly do .. But it's so quickly washed away by the sadness of truth that expels from your core ... 

If I knew of how to let you go ..

To free your soul ..

So you can be back to the life of contentment of the world you desired to  know ..

I would ...

I just don't know how ..

I have lived with pain all my life ...

I know I am more than capable of enduring my own tragic pain ...

Mastery of self woe ..

But in my quest just to see and remain in some form of connect to my star...

It is your pain that I find to be the breaker of my heart