Uncut babble nonsense i need to ...

Writing frenzy ive been ..

Talkers Lot circle too ..

I literally spoke a hole in a friends head last night ...

As well as meeting some fascniating new people ...

I even met myself on my way home ...

Funny how worlds apart we may seem at first sighting / view ..

Like those 2 what in the world do they have to talk about ..

What in the world would those two have in common ...

Totally two different lifestyles ..

Found some common ground ...


If ye shall look

Ye shall find some
Common ground ...


Somewhere .. If you cant how about finding the common ground that u both breathe ..

Consciously / unconsciously ..,

Yes.. I find nothing more amusing then to witness silent reactions to by those judgers / or opinions being formulated / or assumptions being made by those most curious as to the 2 girls having a grand old wonderful conversation as if we knew one another for years ... But clearly so different in everything else superficial everyone likes to see / pay mind to most ..




Anyways ...

Writing frenzy ..
Must finish to share ...

But first i need some .....


I need to .........


Fill in the blanks as you like

I really must be _______

Answers blue

In our hearts
Strong & renewed
Eternal mix infinity dues
Hope restored
Melting blues
Unchained melodies
Music soothes our soul
Beats lead us home
Hearts reveal path
Deletion of this evil land
Loves embrace
In our face
Taking hands
Forging plans
I love you man

Secret

Come on now ..
You should know ..
Everything is for the stupid show ..
You have your part as i have mine ...


Questioning my love is a waste of time..  

From a distance i watch you shine ..

Proud of you i will always be ..

Unconditionally & all of me ...

Loving you, my best kept secret ..

Collision ~ written 3/19/14

I never once forgot about you ...


I told myself I was crazy, silly, foolish & out of my mind & clearly I (being Me) stood no Chance in receiving your love/attention/affection....

Brooklyn short changes dreAms ..

 Everyday you lived ..

... While Everyday I died ....


...everyday I denied ...

As I mastered my own lies ....
Convincing myself that what I  felt was a figment of my own imagination ....

You are gods most finest of creations ...

..... Your kryptonite weakening my defenses ....

... Awakening all my senses ....

.....For you my love live for the hunt .. Taunt ....
You haunt me endlessly ....


The ghost of you never leaving my side...


My love for you ...

... Goes beyond what my words could even say ......

No part of myself able to walk away ....


I watch you behind closed shades ...

.. Dreams of our day .....

Soon ...

 .. our hearts dance to our tango jive...

Love sick monsters,  stellar ride ..

Solar connectivity ...

Cosmic Ride ...

Soul journeys..

... As we

  .... Collide ...

.. Prince of tides ...

Or ..

Dreams that Lie

Make a wish frownNation

Dreaming of you i wish to die
Your madness filling my mind
Its like straight suicide
Im outta my mind
I no longer wish to see
I no longer wish this to be
Every possible thing we can be
Kill me please
My mind fills with rage
At just the mentioning of your name
You oblivious to the pain youve engraved
Stop this pain
I thought i could handle more
But youre right this is war
I never signed up for this
Fk this shit
You go on living your ways
Totally ignoring me all the same
What part of me believes this to be okay
No sane part of me clears this pathway
So i dream a dream for me to say
Fk you douche go on your merry way
For if i were to think of you
It would be cause i stepped in poo
Big doggie hit
Biggest diss was my make a wish for a total dick

In hopes ~ written March 21, 2014

In hopes that it is you ..
I see ..
There is no interest in any other ...
Some glimmer of hope ...
Mustard seed of faith ...
I respond ...
The fairy tale believer in me believing that it is possibly you ...
You exist in many shapes , sizes and forms ...
& because of my love ...
I play along ...
But it is always for you ..
Hoping that it's true ...
I close my eyes ...
Pretending to be super surprised ...
Knowing that it was you all along ..
Cause this connection we feel is way too strong ...
No mask too great for covering ...
I taste you dear ..
Uncovering ...
Soul drum player hearts rumbling ...
....Mirrored spaces  ...
...Leaving traces ...
Cosmic invasive ..
Faith In all I believe ...
Eyes may deceive ..
..Trickster Remixes  beats ...
Dancing in the streets ...
Love shared between our souls..
Surpassing skin & bones ...
Feels just like home ...
I'm
Not alone ...
I know you....
I open cause I believe ...
It is you and it is me ...
No In betweenS

Random encounters shit ppl say

The man said let him sew his royal oats ..

I said, say what ..

Ohh well he can sew his royal oats straight up a goats ass ...

Joking man ..

Breaking hearts for some please filled with disease ...

Ahhh yes sew his royal oats ..

Wonderful ..

But one must never expect to sew any royal oats up my royal cloak...

What i have cant be tamed ...

I like it just as much and wildly insane ..

Save my candy coated cane ..

For someone like me ...

If everyone can have it ..

I would never fkn want it ...

Disgusting