R.E. ~ new year ~ written ~ january 18, 2012 12:02 PM

It's the beginning of this New Year and I have so much to say and there is so much that I am feeling & what i Am feeling makes me feel crazy.. & these crazy "things" that sync way down into my soul tying into everything that i Am & what I feel is so fkn surreal.

R.E. ~ hauntings ~ written Feb 6 2012 3:00PM

I'm still haunted of these visions of things that i feel to be true but arent real

R.E. end of all days ~ written : feb 26, 2014 12:15 AM

You make me sick in every away.. Love dripping stains pinned In my brain.. Driving stakes madd spiking my flesh ... Biting into every inch of my breast .. Silencing my screams with your claws.. Shredding me down to fragmented pieces .. clusters of heaven while burning in hell ... your love, my LoVe, our perfection.. Silence is maddening as you set the stage toying with my heart in every single way .... You place me aboard only to let me drift away.. love collision .. End of all days ..

R.E. ~ PAssion ~ Written feb 21, 2012 3:44 PM

I've been craving passion in my life in my world.. After all i am a girl .. I now understand that this I need and should never deprive myself of receiving, experiencing & having ... passion it is Futile .. pAssion is everything that I live for ... Breathe fire into me ...

R.E. ~ hit to miss ~ written : March 13, 2012 12:22 AM

I'm sitting here thinking about everything ...Everything that makes you and I all the magic i feel ever so real... I wish i wish to be expressed... flatlined Love quake before our love floods through our gates ... Instant Rape.. Give & take ... How is it we are already dying ?? So much for our trying ... Ego subsiding ... We feel one thing and yet we do another.. Take an unmatched disapproving LoVer ... Numbing pain ... Another major disappointment to the list .. We hit, but why do we miss ??? but no matter how much is expressed your oblivious to my meSs.. your icy ways clinging on to your fame.. Hideway.. Cast me away.. Loveless shame .. this ideal you created in your own head with something else that somebody said .. Playing dead ... this life, this can not be it ... Hit ? And miss ? Quite some shit .. All the things he said, all the things i said, all the things we never said ... These play out in my head .. All the things she said ..

R.E. ~ Hurricane ~ Written : April 24, 2012 2:56 PM

When I think of longevity, I think About A storm, and the stance a person takes while being in their storm. Cause when a Storm Hits.... Well... It hits .. Hard .. & the only way to determine your own longevity would be when you walk out from that storm as a Survivor. Inner power .. Yea .. Inner power, way down in your core .. That determines an individuals longevity, especially during Hurricane Season....

R.E. ~ 2 that separate ~ Written : june 21, 2012 5:03 PM

When two who should be joined like one, separate & any conjunction.... Update 5/31/14 1:33PM Reminder to Self ... Finish this one