Uncut train ride Chants ~~~ puPPeTeAr

Something about you is not real .. Peeling passed the layers of your shears. Mystical corruption ... Puppeteer..

Steady function .. Complete destruction ... For my eyes most certainly do deceive ... Masquerade dance ..

From far away lands .. No matter where I stand .. I dream of you & only you ..

mOoDsHiFTo'haRa's

mOoDsWinGs HaPpeN from time to time ... But then u gEToVeRiT .. just make sure during one of your "MooDsWinGinG" episodes you do not go taking your "frustrations" out on anyone else either.. i LiKe2 wRiTeOuT my FrUsTraTioNs in whichever shape or form ... My way .. My expressionism. ... i aLsO liKe2 DaNceOuT any NeGaTiviTy existing within ME .. LaUgHouTcRyOuTyoGAitOuT 

anything 2make mE FeeLgOoD !!! caLL my bFF my sister .. Speak to god , angels , faeries .. My dogs ... 

You get the picture.. Right ??? No.. Ok how about this .. I like to vent it all out in whatever shape or form that is needed for me to release the mOOdSwiNG / mooDshiFT beast in me .... But until it releases i MoST certainLy DoNoT take my mOoDsWiNgS, aNGeR or frustrations out on aNyBoDy eLse .. if I could at those times i siMPLy kEEP2mySeLF to avoid any "temptations" ... & i grumpily stay in my H.o.L.e until I'm ReADy 2 cLiMBouTTaMyHoLe .. I'm not pErFeCT nor do i pretend 2b either & I understand we aLL have OuR moMenTs (& yes we R aLL entitled2 "our moments" we R in fact eMoTioNaL beings afterALL) & in this department we R ALL the saME so there is NOeXcuSe 2trY & juStiFY UgLY BeHaVoiR .. (unLeSs that's just who u R.. Which is cOOL2.... 2eaCHisOwN i wiLL just persOnaLLy stay cLeaR from u cauSe i2 am not the1.. 

& i am aLL about LoVE anyway) .. 

if uR Having a bADdAy .. Bad week ... Bad year .. Bad life ... ok.. shit is reaL out there .. I get it!! Believe me I get it.. Things happen .. This world can dish out some pretty fkd up cruel things ... & unfortunately Sometimes that's just the way the cOOkieCruMbLeS .. Given this fact ... u stiLL shouLd LeArN how2 DEAL with your issue(s) in whichever way necessary & possible in order 2maKe YoU FeeL bETTer .. But during those X's ... sTAY the fk inside your BuBBLe & don't pASS ur mooDswing around

.. I know the word swing reminds us all of a swing ... One that could be fun for some or not so fun for others either way do not pASs that shit ON !! That's not riGHT (to others ) (to urself) & it's nOt cOOL either !!! (& chances are you won't feel very good about urSeLf after the fact ... & if u do feel better after the fact .. Well then aren't u a twisted little fk.. <<~~ seriously no judgement from me passed ... But really ?!? U would do such a thing .. Just never been my cup of tea ) ... Again to each is own !!!!! But lets say u don't feel good about it but you do NoT kNoW how2 stop it or how to make it better .. Well here's another miNDbLoWeR for you .. .. Maybe It is TiME2 FaCeUrSeLF .. Meet yourself .. Have a little 1on1 u know with YOU .. & dig even Deeper .. Deeper then u thought possible .... & acKnoWLeDgE this not so nice aspect/quality/personality trait about yourself .. & (Ask urself how u truly feel about this "aspect" of urself ) & wOrK @ A BeTTeR soLuTioN for yourself & for others ... Are you operating outside of LOVe? These are the processes most of us tend to ignore because we are so fixated with just moving along & not feeling a damn thing ...(because emotions are hard to deal with ... They touch a part of ourselves that sometimes is not very comfortable of a place to be in ) so instead We sweep everything under the rug & do nothing About it ... Allowing for this seed to be planted .. Marinated & birthed into a much uglier existence ... One that we may find harder to identify later on down the road. Working on processes like this .. within ourselves... help build our own personal solid foundations .. Help build impenetrable walls around ourselves ... So that way if or when something occurs that is beyond our control or outside our own EleMeNtALs ... Life coming to us at warped speed throTTLe shiFTing wOrLds ouTTa wHacK outta focus ... When at peace with oneself .... One would be LeSs inCLined2 feeL aTTacKeD (during these times ) understanding that there is no need 2strike back At full force .. . One would Be with much clearer FoCuS in regards to their feelings, and one would be able to set healthier intentions about how one chooses & is aBLE 2 exhibit and feel in cONTRoL ... Simply by choosing how 1 decides/chOoSes 2treat oTHerS... Especially during "trying" X's... During your own dark "TrAnSiTioNinG" moment(s) in2 <<>> <<>> just saying ... Definitely not spraying .. Or knocking ... Only sharing .. And loving my freedom to share whatever it is that I wish to share with you all. kiCkRocKs <~~ trust they can take it ...

They were built 4THaT !! So on that nOtE BLeSsiNgS 2 YoU aLL & know that i LOVE u2 the #MooN but FurTHeR !!!!

NeW aGe

Tonights moon

is about letting go, moving forward & gathering all that has been learned in our journeys & using this knowledge obtained to further enhance our own Lives.. Our own worlds. By ALLowing for our inner transformation to take FuLL form... how can we expect to grow within our selves if we are constantly looking over our own shouLders... Stagnant within our own structures within our own temples within our own homes ... unable to move forward cause we r 2 busy looking thru our rear view mirrors.. Expecting & Anticipating to find some sort of new found change in our lives ... Its not going to happen that way ... That's a contradictory belief system in itself & it sure is certainly Limiting ... Limiting on what one is capable of achieving & having ... Look at the moon Tonight (with new found eyes / fresh added perspective)

& just reflect on your own current placement in your own life .. At this current moment .. At this "Present" time & reaLLy be honest with YourSeLf about how and where and why things are as they are ... & ask yourself if ur really Happy .. & reALLy own up to your answer.. Some may not like what they hear .. That's ok too .. This is part of the process .. It's called "letting go" ... Where is it that you currently reside (u know way down deep inside ur waLLs) ..use this moment of (CLariTy) inner reflection (WiSDoM) ...to empower yourself with "YouR" truth.. Your "PeAcE" & using tonights moons energies

& understanding its symbolism/meaning & using the moons "concept" // "meaning" --fashion it to fit you.. Fit ur perspective .. Make this moment a representation of you & Who you are... Fitting your own style, needs & comfort .. Do something New .. For YoU.. Change Life.. (your Life) .. Acknowledge yourself .. Ur current Positioning in this world .. Ur current positioning From your world .. Your center. .. Are you balanced .. Are you happy .. Are you satisfied ... Are you angry .. Are you sad .. Lonely .. Depressed ... Own it .. Acknowledge it .. FeeL one last time of it .. Cry your eyes out if necessary ... Are you mad at anyone .. Are you angry with yourself .. Whatever it is .. Acknowledge it ... Make peace with it ... Throw it out there to the mooN... Make this full moon

 mean something for you... Make it memorable .. For You!!!! What do you stand to lose when all you are doing is allowing yourself to believe in YOU... You are LiMiTLeSs ... Get that through Your HeAD!!! . If you can think it & believe it .. Where there's a will there is a way ... You Can Have your hearts desires.. It is possible to be happy & at peace ... And if you can't seem 2 find it .. Well then change the way you are viewing it .. Ask new questions ... Find new answers ... Let what chooses to stay stuck .. Let it go ... & GrOw... It is about you .. Right ?!!! When you are right with yourself

it allows you to be fully functional within a society of different individuals who may be different then you, and a planet that may not be the most pleasant .. But you are at peace within ... And no matter the circumstance that one faces... When you are at peace within ... You are whole .. (Within your structure) And the root of your foundation is indestructible. You can't be shaken ... You were born to be haPPy

Give yourself every opportunity to be just that .. So that you too can bring much needed light into this world. Remember this day too ... So one day you can look back & remember what this day truly meant all those years ago... The importance of transformations... I say why not do it .. Go DeeP .. dEEp & DEePeR

& love urself so much so that u want to make a change .. You want what is best for you !!! honor you .. at this very moment in time... Go Ahead & reLease those buried rip tides currently causing you rockyWaVes... Be inTenTionAL with your ways for aLL of your DaYs here in The New Age.. YouR nEw aGE !!!

Ship WrecKed

NEvEr give UP.. They SaY.. Even when aLL hope seems Lost.. (& away) HoLd on Tighter, they cLaiM.. Things WiLL begin to LooK BriGHter.. soME dAy.. (Just Not 2daY) So they SaY.. Heyy!! BuT... HoLd on to that D.R.E.A.M... (Succeed) A momeNT 2beLiEVE.. (suPreME) When aLL hope SeeMs so LoSt (& GoNe) .. ReMemBer 2B BoLd (Be StronG) aLL you desire believed 2be True... Will soon be here right in front of you... (a promise) Well that's what they say... Anyway... WeLL fkn A! You FeEd Me WeLL.. Can't You TeLL.. (a LivinG HeLL) ... Ain't this sWeLL.. This LoOPty LoOp of a PoOptie PoOp....

(danCe) .. Man.. SpiRaLinG ouTTa ControL damnn.. aWaiTinG 4 itS sHoW 2stAnD.. Taking Me 2Forever Land... As long as I staY & PraY.. Making waY... (4) my... Lighter DayS.. Right this way.... Oh dear CapTain.. What in the WorLd is fkn happening... (I'm swimming & forever Lapping) .... FeeLinG HoPeLeSs & No longer AmuSed.. HeLpLeSs & fkn AbuSed.. UnTouChEd & so ConFuSed.. Scattered around in endLeSs TortuRe.. HauNteD... Taunted ... FLaunTed.. (I rupture) .. AttacheD 2uHeartLeSs ScoRcher...

Fkn teAse.. Simple sea BreeZe.. NiGhTmAres (BreeD) .. Inside of me... (But there is hope) ..

Can't you see .. there .. way down yonder.. (Visibly) Where dreams are made to plague intricately.. a wish in blooM... Manifesting DooM.. Flowers gLooM.. (Are you sure) Give me more .. CraVinGs sweep into my SLeep.. Distant shores.. A forever AMor FiLLing me with wanting more ... I walk the PLanK with sudden Speed.. SubMerGed too deep.. Drowning & weak ... Rescue Me or fkn leave me be ...

Hidden UnderToneS

I see you smile but your smile is distant & vague... You turn & look away ... You do not wish for me to see ... All your hidden misery ... Tucked deep inside .. I see thru Your Disguise ... You can not wear your mask near me .... Don't you see ...

This game of charades goes none of our ways ... Exploding desires ... 

Translucency wiRed so expressively inspired ... Understanding your every need ...

Trying to hide .. But with each night, a piece of you slowly dies.... ....... inside.... KiLLinG your DreamS..

Things left unSeen ... Little to no sleep .. Your mind busily debating.. SouL dissipating & Feeling heLpLeSS.. Feeling WreCkLeSs.. souL Shaker... dream HaTer... A souls cry bLinDs.. Hurting your heart Deep way inside ......

Deeply embedded in a sea filled with LieS.... Your heart It breaks & it breaks bad... Erosion LaNd ... You are EroDing... Self impLodinG... CenterFoLD... Outside of your home ... Always Alone...

DNA

Outsider beyond belief.. As the CheroKee Indian SLeeps..

Awaiting for the night where everything falls just right... AwaKen to my SoUL... FieRcELy & WiLDLy BoLD.. He knows I'm here.... Gateways ReEmerGe.. 

Preparing for a FeAsT.. The WoLveS know every which way..

DreAm CATcHerS by night ... shiMmerinG their SonG with HoWLs to the MOoN.. EncHanTmenTs do eXiST ... Bare WitNeSs to this... SoLar PoWeR enerGy FLoWeR.. HiGh WaTch ToWER.. Star PoWeR GaZerS waTching oVeR ouR BLoOM.. Tranquility Soon... PeAce on RiSe... LonGeviTy hiDden DisGuiSe... We've aLL plAyeD the DiCe.. EyEs FiLLed with SuRpriSe.. HiDden PriZe.. STAY(in) PoWeR... Moon GoDdeSs FiRe... ScreaMmiNG DeSiReS...

 Her teeth CLenCH into My SkiN... neXt aKin..

deFeAT(in) GrAviTy... diVine CLaRiTy reViGoRaTiNg DNA.. Shared BLooD

having its way.. cascading it's rivers gently down the banks..

Forever in One day.. InstiLLinG aN everLaSting rAVENouSneSs... For MoRe BLoOD.. SeTTinG HeArT inTo FLaMeS..

What a ScoRcheR.. what a TorTure... heaven FuLL BLoWn at its SLimiEsT.. Seduction at its ShiniesT.. Who would of known...

LuStrioUS EnChAnTMeNtS cooKies & caRRoTs

Tonight is ReALLy ALice's night!! I've never seen her happier & GLoWinG!!! Her SmiLe is ConTagiOuS !!

She really is an inspiration to my kind. A true joy to be around. I am in awe of her & love her dearly. All you hear within these castle walls

are laughter & joy. Remember earlier when I wished for dancing. Well Guess What ?!?? Ive been dancing all night LoNG!!!!! Not onLy me... But everybody that is here.

It's just 1 BiG fkn dance party ...

Excuse my language but i did have some of the caterpillars cookies...

 And as it would appear this world is truly a colorful, magical place & the word fkn well it applies so much more coLoR & EnErGy & DePth to its meaning & DeLiVery. It's deliVery always is received with guSto & FoRce & a DriLLiN kinDa AcTioN.. Pleasurable satisfaction...

& it could certainly imply a multitude of things/meanings .. aLL depends on the ForECASsTer of CoUrSe... The word fk certainly does come with A multitude of visuals.. (Doesn't it <<~~~ that's said in my UrSeLa Voice... Which she is here by the way & fkn KnoWs how to DaNce her TeNTAcLeS oFF)

haha OoH LA La ... Fkn caterpillar cookies ..

you know i ATe 3 of those things .. & after the 3rd there was A "POoF," just like that Mr. CATerPiLLaR fkn disappeared .... cLoUd of FKn SmOke ..

Which remindS me of the CoOCoHS (Not that I think of CaterPiLLaR as a CoOcOH) ... But anywayZ his smoke LaNdeD me DeAd SmAcK in front of PLuCky .. & which ToTALLy BLeW me AwAy (cause waSnT PLuCkY EaTeN?) I don't know but as it turns out they didn't EaT PLuCkY .. Either that or I SEE dead ChiCkenS.

Well anyway... After huGginG PLuCkY & catching up on some good old times I ran into BuGs who oFFerEd me oNe oF HiS SpeCiaLLy baKeD CaRroTs..

& at first I was like "woahh slow down there BuGs I just ate 3 coOkies of CaterPiLLarS & I just may have had a conversation with a DeAd ChicKen, whatS up With your SpeCiaL PiNk LoOkiNg CaRrot Doc?"

Of course Doc was PurSuaSiVe after all he is BuGs BuNNy .. & he SoLd it to me by saying, "oh kiNda ADdeD FOoD CoLoRinG thEre .. PoRkY LoVeS PiNk...

You know, SomeTimes me Conscience kinDA bothers me... But Not this time! I run this thing here you'd think I knew something about it. stupid people aren't annoying AFter aLL .. They're my free entertainment. Don't take life too seriously. You'll never get out ALiVe!" So just like that I held my hand out & ate the fkn CaRroT, so what if it WaS pinK ... Who ELsE couLd saY they AtE a PiNk CaRroT ?!? Ha!! & just like that as the room began to TwiRL & SpiN BuGs LoOked at me & said "That's All FoLks!" & fkn LeFt me there with a 1/2 eaTeN carroT....

SEEing things I've neVer seeN b4.... TRiPpY!!! I wonder if it's SaFe to miX coOkieS & caRroTs ... ALiCe WheRe are you ?!???

DreAm is ReALLy WonderLaNd !!!!! This EnChAnTed WorLd we live in sure is something... The dance floor SuRe is SpArKLy..

Which reminds ME... TiMe to Fkn DaNcE!!!! AliCe your CeLeBrATioN a SuRPriSe even to YOu!!!

She had to have known we would CeLebraTe Her !!!!! She FeeLs the LoVe !!!! This CaStLe is FiLLeD with LoVe. Amazing !!! Oh yea .. Tink & HooK

are shOppinG piXie DuSt.. You KnOw the KinD that STeeRs shiPs into FoReVerLaNd.. Sounds SeRioUS!! Just saYinG !! ToODLeS ...