anything 2make mE FeeLgOoD !!! caLL my bFF my sister .. Speak to god , angels , faeries .. My dogs ...
You get the picture.. Right ??? No.. Ok how about this .. I like to vent it all out in whatever shape or form that is needed for me to release the mOOdSwiNG / mooDshiFT beast in me .... But until it releases i MoST certainLy DoNoT take my mOoDsWiNgS, aNGeR or frustrations out on aNyBoDy eLse .. if I could at those times i siMPLy kEEP2mySeLF to avoid any "temptations" ... & i grumpily stay in my H.o.L.e until I'm ReADy 2 cLiMBouTTaMyHoLe .. I'm not pErFeCT nor do i pretend 2b either & I understand we aLL have OuR moMenTs (& yes we R aLL entitled2 "our moments" we R in fact eMoTioNaL beings afterALL) & in this department we R ALL the saME so there is NOeXcuSe 2trY & juStiFY UgLY BeHaVoiR .. (unLeSs that's just who u R.. Which is cOOL2.... 2eaCHisOwN i wiLL just persOnaLLy stay cLeaR from u cauSe i2 am not the1..
if uR Having a bADdAy .. Bad week ... Bad year .. Bad life ... ok.. shit is reaL out there .. I get it!! Believe me I get it.. Things happen .. This world can dish out some pretty fkd up cruel things ... & unfortunately Sometimes that's just the way the cOOkieCruMbLeS .. Given this fact ... u stiLL shouLd LeArN how2 DEAL with your issue(s) in whichever way necessary & possible in order 2maKe YoU FeeL bETTer .. But during those X's ... sTAY the fk inside your BuBBLe & don't pASS ur mooDswing around .. I know the word swing reminds us all of a swing ... One that could be fun for some or not so fun for others either way do not pASs that shit ON !! That's not riGHT (to others ) (to urself) & it's nOt cOOL either !!! (& chances are you won't feel very good about urSeLf after the fact ... & if u do feel better after the fact .. Well then aren't u a twisted little fk.. <<~~ seriously no judgement from me passed ... But really ?!? U would do such a thing .. Just never been my cup of tea ) ... Again to each is own !!!!! But lets say u don't feel good about it but you do NoT kNoW how2 stop it or how to make it better .. Well here's another miNDbLoWeR for you .. .. Maybe It is TiME2 FaCeUrSeLF .. Meet yourself .. Have a little 1on1 u know with YOU .. & dig even Deeper .. Deeper then u thought possible .... & acKnoWLeDgE this not so nice aspect/quality/personality trait about yourself .. & (Ask urself how u truly feel about this "aspect" of urself ) & wOrK @ A BeTTeR soLuTioN for yourself & for others ... Are you operating outside of LOVe? These are the processes most of us tend to ignore because we are so fixated with just moving along & not feeling a damn thing ...(because emotions are hard to deal with ... They touch a part of ourselves that sometimes is not very comfortable of a place to be in ) so instead We sweep everything under the rug & do nothing About it ... Allowing for this seed to be planted .. Marinated & birthed into a much uglier existence ... One that we may find harder to identify later on down the road.
Working on processes like this .. within ourselves... help build our own personal solid foundations .. Help build impenetrable walls around ourselves ... So that way if or when something occurs that is beyond our control or outside our own EleMeNtALs ... Life coming to us at warped speed throTTLe shiFTing wOrLds ouTTa wHacK outta focus ...
When at peace with oneself .... One would be LeSs inCLined2 feeL aTTacKeD (during these times ) understanding that there is no need 2strike back At full force .. . One would Be with much clearer FoCuS in regards to their feelings, and one would be able to set healthier intentions about how one chooses & is aBLE 2 exhibit and feel in cONTRoL ... Simply by choosing how 1 decides/chOoSes 2treat oTHerS...
Especially during "trying" X's...
During your own dark "TrAnSiTioNinG" moment(s) in2 <<>> <<>> just saying ... Definitely not spraying .. Or knocking ... Only sharing .. And loving my freedom to share whatever it is that I wish to share with you all. kiCkRocKs <~~ trust they can take it ... They were built 4THaT !! So on that nOtE BLeSsiNgS 2 YoU aLL & know that i LOVE u2 the #MooN but FurTHeR !!!!