Beautiful Girl dedicated to my Beautiful Sister

This was written 2/23/06

I saw a beautiful girl once
With the world beneath her feet
I saw a beautiful girl once
With beauty that can't be beat
I saw a beautiful girl once
You can see the rainbows in her eyes
I saw a beautiful girl once
In which her beauty made me cry
Her beauty & her grace so indescribable
To all mankind
Her beauty & her grace is like a Goddess
From the past
My only wish is for her to see
All her beauty that has captivated me
All the potential she has within her grasp
The world clasped into her tiny little hands
The beautiful girl that I see
My one and only sister who has
Forever enchanted me.

Butterfly Cry

Insignificant one
Impossible Dream
Butterfly drifting away
Captured in my sleep
For I am your favorite butterfly
But she is your favorite dream
Two captured hearts lost at sea...
And I am only the butterfly inbetween...
The imposter of your lifetime!
Flitting away disillusioned dreams
The irony is decapitating
I should of seen your misery...
You settled for what was available
me being your temporary escape
While you kept your love reserved for someone else other than me
The captivating butterfly held on tightly
only momentarily...
You want her but she no longer needs you so you infiltrate unto me
Loving me wearily
Dreaming of her
Holding on to me
Loving me carefully
not setting your butterfly free
because if you can not have her you've settled for me
Butterfly Cry! Butterfly Dream!
Butterfly Cry for Love has deceived me!

You can judge me all you like
you can point the finger and yell shame...
You can speak all the things you want about me...
Because I am not playing this game...
Think whatever you like...
say whatever you feel...
Cause in the end when all is said & done...
Real recognizes real!!!!

Attitude is Fundamentally Important

It appears that we all in some form or fashion search for some level of happiness in our lives. We want it and we crave it and we find ourselves searching for what sometimes seems like this unattainable thing.. or if we do have it & when we do feel happy or content with our lives and ourselves we sometimes feel it may seem short lived, and we find happiness slipping through our grasps...

As I observe the world and even myself I find that many of our own miseries stem from our own disappointments because more often then not we search for something else other then ourselves to give us the "satisfaction" we need, and we become disappointed in others for not "magically" filling this void... or doing it in the manner that we "thought" it should be done...
But come on.... who knows you better than you... NO ONE!!!

And I am not bringing Religion or God into the equation because that's everyones own personal belief system that they incorporate for themselves in their lives... I am just talking everyday human relations... and how we interact with one another... and how we generally live our lives day to day.. and the things we EXPECT for ourselves....

But what happens when you hit that standstill??? What happens when things are not going the way you "feel" they should? Or something didn't work quite the way you expect? When this bumpy road presents itself... how YOU perceive to VIEW the situation is FUNDAMENTAL to how bumpier the road will be for you...

Attitudes are key in developing successful strategies for ALL/EVERY aspect in our lives...

Do you have the RIGHT kind of Attitude???

IF you don't make the best out of every situation and see the good as well as the bad to help you get a clearer perspective with things...then how do you expect to grow, learn & evolve???

Many things happen in our lives that are beyond our control & we get kicked into the slump & sometimes its very hard to get back on track with where we feel we are suppose to be... This is normal and it could be overcome... the key is changing your view first to see the upsides in EVERY situation....

Focusing on only the negative keeps you trapped in a swirling abyss of chaos and absolutely NO RESULTS... and living in the negative... KEEPS YOU IN THE NEGATIVE... think about it...
Negative view of the world...
Negative view of home life...
Negative view of funds...
Negative view of personal relationships...
Negative view of the past....
Negative view of the Future...
Negative view of ones capabilities...
Negative view of ones perception of others towards them....

And the list goes on and on... and if you view different aspects of your world in such a negative content then OF course NEGATIVITY will be all you RECEIVE...

Change your Attitude...
Change your LIFE....
BE HAPPY WITH WHO YOU ARE!!!!

What are some ways you can share with the world that helps you out in being just a little more optimistic... Share your Happy Life Style Tips... Imagine the world of a difference it could do for someone else....

See the link below on some tips you can try and apply in your life...

http://www.successconsciousness.com/index_000065.htm

Now that your listening....
I watch what I say....

For the lion appears to be in momentary slumber. For day has finally caught up to him and the hunt has become a thing of the past  Lions always have a big roar but the sounds he now makes is of a soft purr. Ooh the furocious lion not so scary at all. King of the jungle but not king of me! King of his own domain and definitely not of me. What a prideful idiot! What a big fat joke. Sleep little kitty sleep really well. For ur time for judgement will certainly be in hell. Lmao  

I change a shade
From 1 moment to the next
But with each shade I'm at my best
Silly I am, serious I can be
But in between I'm always me
I laugh
I cry 
I sing & dance
I'm as human as I knw how to b
I make mistakes I sometimes think I'm right
It's cause most of the time I'm always right
Just kidding I don't wanna start a fight
I'm me I'm me
I don't know who else to be
I'm crazy, colorful, lively, and imaginative
I dream like u but it's always me
I also love whole heartedly
I might seem tough
& part of that is true
But don't let the illusions of me fool u
U think u know me, maybe u do
But don't let the color disillusion u
Forever changing but remaining the same
A constant craving 
Lifes my game