Rollercoaster Rise With Baby YoDa

What an emotional rollercoaster ride of a day - how can one explain thee transmuting of energies all around swarming every which way looking to take up residence in every ether place existence that is felt by thee empath that is I ? 

How do I explain to others whom don’t see at this leveling something they refuse to understand but yet are constantly affected by ?

 If one doesn’t address thee concerns than that one is infected by thee concern & if one does address thee concern than that one is inflicted by thee concern ? So which flip of thee coin does one reside on ? 

For thee last couple of years I’ve been an extra lone Wolf needed to become one for real when shit got really real - and peace she found inside. This year for thee holiday season in deciding to give back I have been reminded of why I choose to stay away and remain a lone Wolf everyday. 

People don’t talk about it because they tend to live in thee distorted lense of whatever feeds their ego glad with madd cow disease ... my spirit won’t let me fake nor partake In those type of jacks. I asked spirit today wtf am I to do ? How May I handle all of this for thee highest good

Of us all ? I immediately started to sing while holding one of my wands in my hand. 

 I immediately began to shift my weather better. But boii it sure was a challenge getting through some tough ones earlier. It was caddy and then it was another rollercoaster ride with another conditioning being unconditioned. 

Patience was extremely needed today. I may have cried thru many transmutations needing to be transmuted earlier today that was yesterday. 

Either way .. I finally decided to let go of that thing that I carry that never belonged to me in thee first place. Yes several things needing to go & so now you know .. I’ve let it all go 

Dear Caddy Observations

It’s interesting thee dynamics of being an observer to all thee energies around. Watching from thee sidelines while having to be an active participant too of thee stage play being executed. 

So many watch & with insecure eyes they pretend they don’t see. All because of some distorted pollution of a thought that begins as a conditioned rejection they learned to pen out and phrase as their own. With conditioning there is only thee maximum level of understanding void of any innerstand.  

All these conditionings are markers for easy misdirects into our own narratives. 

This is theatrical babbling poetry meant to make you think in circles so you can get out of thee monkey brain dynamics of social conditioning. 

One must reread and read to dribble with this dabble on this channel. Everything is a channeled message and therefore will be felt even when not innerstood. 

You will always miss innerstanding while searching for understanding.  

Write that last sentence down and meditate on it daily. 

People are conditioned and convinced acknowledgment of another lessons their own acknowledgement. The truth is they were always absent whenever any of this is thee case. 

Bitter is a butter I refuse to batter and will divinely shatter because it is corny 🧿

Thee transformers designed to transmute thee offenses made are glorious giants  divinely led & creative to discover thee process required to evolve thee situation. 

Guess who’s back ??

Thee writer that is I 

Channeling from her throne 👑

Feels good to be back home  🧿

Ps: stay tuned for massive updates while closing out thee year 2020

Rhetorical prompt : whom am I not to rule my kingdom ? 

Thee Evolution of Healing Trauma

“If trauma can be passed down from generation to generation, so can your healing” 

It’s wonderful to know that my children won’t ever have to endure thee neglect, trauma or abuse I was born Into. It’s wonderful to know that neither will my grandchildren.

Thankful to evolve from this. 

 Divinely led and divinely protected I have been led down a path that went against every system and defied every odd & still I heal and evolve. If I shared my stories you would wonder how I spread my joy as I do? It’s because I choose to take the steps needed and the time needed in order for me  to heal. 

Decide what is worth more  Your  peace or desire for pain?

We all have pain and it hurts to go thru thee healing but it is possible to heal. Shadow work is real And necessary for our  evolution. 

I can walk you through. It’s something I am  called to do. 🧿🙏🧿

I know We can not control every external thing outside of us - but we can take charge of thee Path we choose to take to heal ourselves. Our healing is our responsibility that we must hold ourselves accountable for - most times it takes forgiving offenses that you would never hear a sorry for .. and although that may suck & hurt - it still does not define us. We must rise empowered because we desire peace and harmony above all else. 

Power Affirmation Activation : today I choose to rise above all perceived pain, hurt, abuse, trauma and depression.  I rise feeling whole addressing my feelings knowing I am safe in doing so and with compassion to myself i take every necessary step needed by me to effectively walk through thee uncomfortable parts being addressed so that I may  find peace inside the parts of myself that hurt. In doing so I allow myself to expand and gift myself thee space needed by me to  heal so that I may put into active practice My servitude of peace which means the world to me. So mote it be

 

Black & White Style

 

An Honest Woman

So mote it be 

Wedding Inspirations

One of thee most challenging things in life is realizing you are your own block when it comes to love. Often times we hold onto thee wrong people because they feel right (from another life) but that doesn’t mean they carry thee wisdom in this life to treat you and love you in thee way that you rightfully deserve. Maybe you want to get married - so go get married. What’s stopping you ? 

Power Affirmation Activation: 

I let go of thee people in my life that block me from love and intimacy and open my heart to receive love and intimacy In thee romantic way that I dream love can and will be for me. So mote it be 

Thee Clever Fox

Some are master manipulators 

Inventing clever plays 

of fabrications 

that can never be proven nor 

disproven 

It’s genius 

& it’s methodical and strategic 

Clever

Intentions to mislead 

thee seer from seeing 

Truth

What is truth 

but a clever ruse