I had to learn and am
Still learning 
That my love and light 
Contributes to thee healing of souls to shine bright 
Many hold on for dear life 
with nothing to gift inside 
They love to suck dry 
Thee energy
They receive of mine that is devoid of them inside 
I’ve been used a lot for my love and healing energies 
& with no reciprocity in energetic 
Emotion 
Devotion 
People think they can pay you back with things 
That it means it erases the absentee of love they refuse to give 
I had to learn it’s not personal 
It still a dagger to thee heart every single time
I give my heart 
And thee emptiness and shadow sides of parasites that if I allowed would eat
Me alive 
Which is why I am thankful for my Intuit design which guides me in my alignment to be healthier for me 
It is till this day I am learning best to manage my energy
And time
Without giving so much of myself 
Away 
That others do not hold in regard
To thee gifts of magic profound 
That thru me is shown to them
To see thee potential of their being 
To rise to such heights 
If only they were not so afraid 
(Spirit says) 
But still be mindful to discern 
That others must earn 
Their place 
in your world set with healthy boundaries. 
Do not allow others to make you their crutch and give you no love in return 
Truth does burn 
But when will you learn ? 
Affirmation : I gift myself thee highest
Love of self love, compassion and kindness to move in full alignment always radiating healthy waves and make clear my boundaries to all that are near and move forward aligned with this truth as my
Savior of grace so that I may be  my authentic self in every way attracting only those that serve my highest of good & that’s how it’s done. I love myself first and foremost and honor my temple divine. I gift to myself love and hold others to show me thee same or if not I cut thee chord immediately and send them on their way with peace. 
So mote it be