QuickSand

at the end of the day
all i ever wanted
was for him to
see the me
to know the me
that would make him happy
do you SEE?
but it was me
whom he could not see
the me in me that I denied
to myself
it was as if I needed the help
and his rejection
sent me straight into the abyss
without his pleasurable kiss
more like his pain
I was met with disdain
bitter rage
in not admitting his level of pain
inflicted into my heart
both he and I runners from the very start
torn apart
by hierarchic
chaotic waves
standing in the way

he made me feel
worthless
for his fortune was grand
unworthy to him I am
I just want him to know who I am
that was the plan
quicksand

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HEALING GUIDANCE FOR WHEN A BELOVED PET DIES VIDEO 2 OF 4

i NEVER got to finish uploading these videos due to technical issues

little by little progress is made

here you go

LOVE GAMBLE

It is like
seeing
him for whom he
pretended to be
the illusion of
we
stupid
was me
no longer can that be
this LOVE GAMBLE 
of unrequited lovers a
 joke with No punch line

CAME THRU TRIPPIN!

The Humble side of me
that silences me
from these cunts of
ducks that speak
about me
so freely
behind my back
like that shit is super whack
say it to my face
is the warrior in me
that came thru drippin
which is why bitches be
trippin
cause I be on my
oh so NATURAL effects
something these POSERS can never be
always watching me
clocking me
hawking me
take notes bitch
cause your energy still
stinks
and as much as YOU speak

against me
YOU really are all for me
so THANK YOU 
for not seeing the mirror of me reflected within you
and helping me to see it all the more clearer
You can PRETEND 
you something like me
but you're nothing like me

you only be pretending
cause you LOVE my natural at best
get on your INNER grind
and YOU too shall shine
my name loves to leave your lips
sweet kiss
from me to you as you
diss yourself