all i ever wanted
was for him to
see the me
to know the me
that would make him happy
do you SEE?
but it was me
whom he could not see
the me in me that I denied
to myself
it was as if I needed the help
and his rejection
sent me straight into the abyss
without his pleasurable kiss
more like his pain
I was met with disdain
bitter rage
in not admitting his level of pain
inflicted into my heart
both he and I runners from the very start
torn apart
by hierarchic
chaotic waves
standing in the way
worthless
for his fortune was grand
unworthy to him I am
I just want him to know who I am
that was the plan
quicksand
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