I am fIlled with GRATITUDE

I am #THANKFUL & entirely  grateful, appreciative, blessed, happy , excited , and at peace with my place in this world   & I AM truly truly really really absolutely wholeheartedly #thankful #grateful #thankful thankfuL for every drop of life bestowed unto me setting my path into the evolution of me .. That in itself for me is priceless  

R.E. ~ the search ~ written ~ sept 9 2008

Closer

I can't sleep 

Something 

It's something 

Keeping me awake 

Sick 

I feel sick 

I feel you 

You're closer 

Soon ~ written 8/4/14

Can't you see 

I do live in peace

Your love you pour into me sweet 

I pinch myself to wake me from dreaming 

The power of your LoVe making me 

Believe there's no limit to ur love 

Is it possible for 2 believed 2be1 together

Kinetic weather 

Time soon creates 

you & me 

We are poetry 

In motion 

Love potions 

Our Peace existing thru our positivity 

Flame ignite 

But still reality burns me alive 

Every day I awake 

To an ache 

My soul 

heartbreak 

miseries woe 

A part of my soul 

Ripped from me 

... W((hole))

 loVers gone .....

Shatter me 

Where's my PEACE 

i bleed

Numbingly 

peace me back  Alive

Into shatter pieces my heart cries 

Peace me alive 

Dead but alive 

My love won't allow me to deny 

My true feelings down way deep inside 

I'm burning alive 

Torn apart straight suicide 

everyday spent with you gone 

Feels like a massacre takes place inside of my heart 

Every new day 

Im murdered awake 

I smile anyway 

Believing 

I am faith 

Could you hear

Me now ...

I Am always here 

Please do know this to be true 

I never leave our space 

Our home 

For it is 

You 

No matter where

I am always there 

With every care 

For your heart 

I love you apart 

Sacred ties bind 

We are divine 

In love my faith shines 

ALL OF THE TIME 

Even as I lay in wait 

See me wake 

believer in divine love 

Our love 

Delivery our  perfect

timing 

I feel you getting 

Closer 

& 

Closer 

I feel you 

I hear you 

You are near 

Near is near 

Near is here 

Spirit smiling 

soon 

Soon 

Soon 

Stay tuned 

 

Loving support written 8/1/14

When you love someone you support them in everything they do & you never give ultimatums. 

You love and in love you show and give love to that person...

There is no sacrifice...

Only growth ...

HaPpy YoU

I am looking to see your happy place through your eyes.. There are these moments where I think I see it ..

& I faintly do .. But it's so quickly washed away by the sadness of truth that expels from your core ... 

If I knew of how to let you go ..

To free your soul ..

So you can be back to the life of contentment of the world you desired to  know ..

I would ...

I just don't know how ..

I have lived with pain all my life ...

I know I am more than capable of enduring my own tragic pain ...

Mastery of self woe ..

But in my quest just to see and remain in some form of connect to my star...

It is your pain that I find to be the breaker of my heart 

Your world

I wonder what you are doing right now 

Are you happy 

Are you peaceful 

What was the last thing you were doing before you fell asleep 

I wish to learn these things 

I wonder what you look like when you dream 

What will you look like ...

Do you smile in your sleep 

Tell me your first thoughts upon opening your eyes 

I would watch you as you rise 

Share with me your world