SuNdaY MoUrning

I awaken to a heavy heart 

One so heavy I can't lift myself up off my bed to begin my day 

Water tear falls fill up my soul 

I wish to die 

I bury my face into my pillow & all I do is cry 

Need not ask why 

Im burning alive 

Love suicide 

Smile

You are so fkn special ..

Believe that shit ..

I'm a picky sticky Blythe / myth / chick ...

Smile beautiful 

I love you 

Disappearance

As my soul weeps 

My face smiles 

I'm always going to be alright 

Dipping off 

Taking a break 

No more heartbreak I wish to take 

My heart is pounding 

Prepare for the silencing 

Adieu

Never confuse my love to be weak , & easily destroyable ...

I may love ..

While you wish to offend ...

Raping me again and again and again 

While you believe love is doing me in ...

Killing me dead .. 

I tell you again .. 

Your disappointment will settle in ..

After your foolish attempt ...

To shred me down ,

Steal my crown ,

Dim my shine ,

Rob me blind ,

Lie to me kind ...

Thinking you high On top super Royal..

Can't be stopped ..

I'm not a cop ..

Try to break me with your best shot ..

My strength is my shield ..

My weakness, to you , reveals unto me  ..

That everything I Am..

You secretly desire to be ...

It kills you inside ..

While you live and pretend ..

My light I defend ..

goDdess  freed by the SuN ...

Go ahead try to break me  ...

Your world made undone 

I'm already died ..

Countless times ..

Rebirth 

On earth 

Divine 

Tell me.. 

What's faster than the speed of light ?

Earth goddess redefined ..

Don't hate on me 

Only adds to your misery 

My pain set me free 

Your treachery I let go ..

I release ..

You choose to deceive...

I hold LoVE, I BELIEVE 

and truth be told So boLd 

My fkn strong hold ..

Evil Lurks and hides ..

Weakened by the Light  ...

Your power you perceive ..

Could overshadow me .:

But don't be that stupid to believe ..

You won something please ...

Your worldly hierarchy filled with chaos killing sprees ...

The very thing you bleed you need ...

Don't mean fkn shit to a goddess like me ...

Everything I need ...

Everything I breathe ...

Everything I give ...

Has no price tag attached with it ...

Archery skills amplified ..

You miss your mark ..

I hit bullseye 

My 3rd eyes Shine 

Ancient Times ..

New world reOrder 

Goodbye to you 

Our time is through 

No longer will I have faith in you 

Do what you do 

I bid love Adieu 

 

Dream out loud ~ written 7/25/14

When you DREAM OUT LOUD Heaven removes earths MOUNTAINOus Heights by permitting your flight lift off the ground, defying earths definition of gravity, universal true upbringing ..

Heaven knows no bounds ..

true path limitless wave ..

 where all falls undone or all can be won world repays limitations for none ...

The break ~ written 7/22/14

Occupational hazards .. 5 second time cloud .. Eyes fell down 5 4 3 2 1  where am I ?? A voice replies .. It's me please look me in my eyeS 😇 << 😵 >> 5 seconds .. What is time again 

You 

You 

You you 

YoU

You you you 

It's always been you 

My soul always knew 

You 

You you you you you 

YOU

you live to burn me yes YOU do 

So fkn true 

Prediction of the friction soon let loose 

YoU wish to break me 

Jupiters Stubborn - written July 24 2014

I cheated us from all our most meaningful few times ..

Short changed blur..

Sorry sir ..

My inability to embrace myself ..

Just being naturally As I Am ...

Treating you differently ..

These feelings plagued into me ..

My pledge, my love, so true

What's a poor girl to do ?

I carried You  for years ..

You were always kept alive..

I felt you around ...

categorized me..

Brooklyn Clown ..

Riddles of mystery ...

Your essence ingrained in my brain..

I cheated on you ...

Held your name in vain..

I felt you the same ..

Glamorous hideaway..

Masked and ashamed ..

Having the  time of my life ..

Ooh I was missing something alright ..

You, my most cherished, so precious & loved 

Feeling myself unworthy of your attentions with affections or your love 

<<<something happened over here>>> 

insecure ..

For sure ...

With you..

Feelings alive ..

Knowing there is so much more ...

Adding worlds of disbelief ...

BroOKLyN outter unAwaRe ...

Filter scare ..

I built in fear ...

Bathed in it for years ...

You making me feel capable of love ..

The shock of YoU, blasting Alive every one of my senses ...

I did not understand this...

I'm self destructive ...

EGo Pridling Dynamics ..

Never once Confessing my climates  /// hot & moist..

Sticky surprises ...

mirrors around us..

Every pinch of this so Very real ...

Confessions of a Love with holder 

 There was you 

& here was I ..

Our first encounter ..

I recognized you as if you were my father ...

Feelings ..

Are My factS..

Yes, We have met ...

yoU a familiarity so strong ..

Out of my body ..

You feel like my home ..

Something rare..

This is where I belong ...

We aren't  New ..

This inkling clinging on ..

I should have known your song was my anthem ride home ..

Mind escape into the  unknown  

Heart release..

I've fallen at your feet ...

Simple poetry ..

Love foreign to we...

History ...

Resurfacing ..

Welcome to the matrix ...

All I really wanted to ask is please tell me have we ever met ...

That is fact ..

My nervous attack ..

I never got to say any of that ...

When I first set eyes on you ..

Live in the flesh ..

Something / in me ..

Somewhere / a resonating unknown mystery island to me ...

Clicked & understood something profound instantly ..

Immediately ...

In My meeting you a part of me once caged & enslaved all of my days .. 

Chains castaway ..

Releasing my reservoir of sacred magic ...

 my loves interlude ..

U

RocK my AWare stood back strong   ...

Jupiters stubborn