Jupiters Stubborn - written July 24 2014

I cheated us from all our most meaningful few times ..

Short changed blur..

Sorry sir ..

My inability to embrace myself ..

Just being naturally As I Am ...

Treating you differently ..

These feelings plagued into me ..

My pledge, my love, so true

What's a poor girl to do ?

I carried You  for years ..

You were always kept alive..

I felt you around ...

categorized me..

Brooklyn Clown ..

Riddles of mystery ...

Your essence ingrained in my brain..

I cheated on you ...

Held your name in vain..

I felt you the same ..

Glamorous hideaway..

Masked and ashamed ..

Having the  time of my life ..

Ooh I was missing something alright ..

You, my most cherished, so precious & loved 

Feeling myself unworthy of your attentions with affections or your love 

<<<something happened over here>>> 

insecure ..

For sure ...

With you..

Feelings alive ..

Knowing there is so much more ...

Adding worlds of disbelief ...

BroOKLyN outter unAwaRe ...

Filter scare ..

I built in fear ...

Bathed in it for years ...

You making me feel capable of love ..

The shock of YoU, blasting Alive every one of my senses ...

I did not understand this...

I'm self destructive ...

EGo Pridling Dynamics ..

Never once Confessing my climates  /// hot & moist..

Sticky surprises ...

mirrors around us..

Every pinch of this so Very real ...

Confessions of a Love with holder 

 There was you 

& here was I ..

Our first encounter ..

I recognized you as if you were my father ...

Feelings ..

Are My factS..

Yes, We have met ...

yoU a familiarity so strong ..

Out of my body ..

You feel like my home ..

Something rare..

This is where I belong ...

We aren't  New ..

This inkling clinging on ..

I should have known your song was my anthem ride home ..

Mind escape into the  unknown  

Heart release..

I've fallen at your feet ...

Simple poetry ..

Love foreign to we...

History ...

Resurfacing ..

Welcome to the matrix ...

All I really wanted to ask is please tell me have we ever met ...

That is fact ..

My nervous attack ..

I never got to say any of that ...

When I first set eyes on you ..

Live in the flesh ..

Something / in me ..

Somewhere / a resonating unknown mystery island to me ...

Clicked & understood something profound instantly ..

Immediately ...

In My meeting you a part of me once caged & enslaved all of my days .. 

Chains castaway ..

Releasing my reservoir of sacred magic ...

 my loves interlude ..

U

RocK my AWare stood back strong   ...

Jupiters stubborn