R.E ~ NerVeS ~ Written ~ aug 9 2013 1:01 PM

My
Nerves are working hard against me at the moment on this train ride but I am keeping my composure but I want to like fly away .. Woohoo now it's my stop

R.E. ~ SinGLE MommY ~ written ~ August 13, 2013 ~ 10:57 AM

You are success to yourself .. Never downgrade or belittle the amount of work, energy, love, & support that you are giving to your kids.
That is a problem for me as well at times, use to be more of a burden I use to carry, because we all feel we wish we could do so much more. And we ask ourselves how we could be so foolish, and for me pride would never allow for me to admit that others were right about me being too young and not financially ready to start a family.
The never ending turmoil we feed our spirits at times can be very brutal on our souls.  But I've learned over the years that if I downgrade all that I do, and I don't give myself enough credit for all that I have accomplished thus far, I rob myself of any good fortune that would exist. Because I'm too busy looking at all that is not there, instead of what is right here with me at this very moment in time. And Who in the world wants to intentionally do that to themselves? (but we do.. we do this a lot of times actually .. and we rob ourselves.. and then our kids get robbed too!!!)

Why continue that path ??? So, now I don't & because of this mental shift my family is happier.

And I tell you this now being a single  mother for the last 10-11 years, that I am proud of all that I've accomplished thus far for my daughter & I. And YOU as a Single Mother working, providing, loving, nurturing, caring, and all that great stuff .. but the fact that YOU are there with your unconditional LOVE, SUPPORT & NOURISHMENT, well give yourself a well deserved round of applause. Because you already beat the odds.. Now rejoice in the comfort in knowing that you are one Wicked bad ass Mum & you deserve all the recognition in the world!!!

And Here is where it gets better!!!! since  it is in our basic human genetic makeup, and we are predisposed & conditioned to certain beliefs & structures, we live and thrive in a cultural society where we bleed dissatisfaction naturally.  So here goes this little  genetic, conditioned component floating thru our veins, breeding natural dissatisfaction as a whole, and  naturally YOU as Single Mothers always feel dissatisfied. But you know that quote that says something along the lines of .. "If you can't change something, than change the way you look at it" .. Something like that .. Well that's where this shift should begin .. FIRST.. With the way you perceive the situation ... Make everything exciting ... Be truly content with all you already have ... And if you are NOT.. Change that ... Do something .. Do more .. try More ... But be happy with each and every step ... be proud with each and every movement. Encourage your children to be excited and enthralled by living each and every day, so that when they are grown they will know what true happiness feels like, even if they grew up without having much. Perception is key ... And we teach our children the things they need to see, and the world teaches them the rest. But it is our footprints that are left imprinted all over their hearts and their souls, because it is our memories that we give them that they take into this world, and it is through our eyes, and our vision alone that molds our kids into their beautiful existence.

Namaste

R.E. ~ HaPpY BirthDAY ~ August 13, 2013 - 5:59 PM

I wrote a poem for u
Thought it would be cool
To wish u a happy birthday a little bit old school
I wish you lots of love and lots of presents too
But most of all I wish you a happy birthday boo :))

R.E. ~ Beautiful ~ Written ~ august 15 2013 ~ 5:16 PM

It wasn't until I found myself beautiful, that the whole word knew my name !!!!

R.E. ~ Written | August 18 2013 / 10:17AM

Certain things start to transpire, step by step , each little inkling and step propelling me forward to accomplish so much more.  What is more ??? What is life ? We say we are breathing and that breathing is free , and we fill with so much oxygen and exhale but what are we exhaling from our spirits ? Are our spirits being acknowledged, or is it just another thing that has been swept under the rug.   The balance of the chakras help in this discovery.  It helps because what you mentally envision, as to the aligning of the chakras actually helps tap into a internal system that we fail to recognize.

R.E. ~ ReVeLATioN ~ written August 20, 2013 ~ 10:38AM

I have truly had a revelation ... And it brought me to tears, because it indeed hit home. For I am a healer .. I am to inspire, motivate, love, accept, heal, guide, enlighten & help in every way that I can.. Lovingly, wholeheartedly for that is what connects me to the divine .. And there should be no other motivating factor more stronger than this .... And although my mind has been focused and determined I've allowed for ego and greed to slip into existence and forget my own true purpose... And so I laugh cry, because what moves me now is complete love, for all, because my soul sees into your soul, and truly knows that we are all the same.. And regardless of how we believe we are "thought" to be here, we all originate the same!!! My hands are blessed by God, my words are blessed by God, my eyes are blessed by God, my ears are blessed by God, my mind is blessed by God, my heart is blessed by God.... All part of me is blessed by God, for I am a child of God, and therefore God is within, and therefore within, is what I exude without.. And that's beautiful.. And this revelation changes everything. I continue to cry as I write this because I really feel it pulsating through my body.  It is spreading, aligning of my chakras... Aligning mind, body, spirit , soul & higher self ... Creating into existence divine purpose :))))

R.E ~ uncut ReAL ~ Written ~ march 18 2014 ~

You know what I love the most about you ?!!?  I love your unapologetic animalistic nature ...
Your ReALneSs is showing ...