My Evolutionary Truth

​I've reached a point in my life where balancing my energies has become paramount. As someone deeply sensitive, I feel thee world around me in such profound ways that any discordant energy can unsettle me, aggravate me, hurt me - leaving me off-balance & uneasy. Seeking authenticity in a world often masked & camouflaged is a challenge to thee ecosystem of my being. I have an aversion to labels & characterizations, as they box in my ever-evolving self. Pfft fudge out of here with that stereotypical nonsense. I've never quite fit into this world & perhaps I never will. I exist in a unique space, my energies potent & omnipresent & can not be confined to any one place. My path is to transmute, transform, and transcribe our evolution, at least my own.  

In this era dominated by social media, stepping back to recalibrate has been essential. This digital world, insatiable in its appetite for attention, crying for help & validation sure can be overwhelming for someone as sensitive as I am. Coming from a generation just before this social media explosion, I understand life without it, yet find myself drawn into its vortex. As a CLAIRPOTENT being, feeling even unseen energies, thee impact has been startling. I have found myself often too focused & feeling hurt with negative energies, those competitive, alarmed, envious of me & pretending not to see me & irritating my vessel so much so I often take steps back into my hermit like mode to realign & remember that my focus is mine to choose. 

Ambivert I am, but introverting is my hOMe. 

This is what I teach & coach: vigilance in consumption, intention, purpose & manifestation. Yet, being part human, I'm not exempt from thee human experience, from learning & growing. My attitude has evolved, not in detachment, but in selective engagement. I am proud of myself & that doesn’t make me egoic. I care deeply about our collective evolution, even as I navigate through thee noise & extreme variations of  narcissism that seem to proliferate in our technology-driven society. I mean come on, it is everywhere ! It’s easy to get sucked into the vortex & become lost. 

Rumi once said, "Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself." This encapsulates my journey. I see both thee benefits & pitfalls of technology, especially for those still evolving within. In a nation craving love, validation, compassion & acceptance - narcissism & unchecked mental health issues are thriving & driving this world mad like mad cow disease. My prayer always will remain to be for our healthiest, wealthiest & stealthiest evolution.

With a new attitude, I freely express my thoughts & experiences, seeking not validation from others but finding vindication in self-expression. No longer caring whom receives it nor whom pretends not to receive it. My focus is on being the healthiest version of myself, planting seeds through my actions for our collective quantum evolution. To those whom take thee time to read this & reflect upon it too, thank you. May our devotion to being better & doing better mark our greatest lifetimes of achievement & success. I am excited to be here, in this moment, on this path.