Dear Diary,
In the tapestry of life, there are those who preach thee beauty of good vibes but secretly harbor stank ashy energies within. Their actions may paint a different picture, but you can feel their true stank vibe energy. It's baffling how someone can project positivity while harboring envy and spite towards others. Its lunacy. It's like pretending not to notice or appreciate someone while secretly coveting what they have. That's just being competitive and unkind & it creates a rather unpleasant vibe.
Then there are those whom copy you and seem to love everything you do, but secretly, they want your vibe and light for themselves. So, they play it cool in public but compete with you in secret. It's ridiculous to witness such behavior in today's world.
Dealing with this kind of energy is tough, especially for me, as I'm highly sensitive to thee vibes around me. However, I'm learning how to navigate my heightened sense of consciousness with awareness. It's like a double-edged sword because I can sense & understand these energies, but I don't have to let them affect my own feelings.
It's challenging not to take these spiritual warfare attacks personally. I've found that focusing on my creativity & productivity helps me stay on a healthy path. I've noticed that some people on social media project an image of being all about good vibes, but when I look deeper, I see through their facade. I've learned that I don't have to pay too much attention to what I see. Instead, I can use these observations to transform & elevate myself & create healthy boundaries.
Navigating life on Earth isn't easy, but I'm determined to be thee healthiest version of myself. I'm still working on not letting it bother me when people don't like me for whom I am. I remember an incident that perfectly illustrates this challenge. I was sitting at a table with my family, and a friend of one of my family members questioned my genuine joy. It was a surprising moment, but I love a good challenge.
He really found it hard to believe that my joy was genuine & real he even pried (respectfully) asking me if it were really true, swearing his intuition told him differently. But you see, that’s thee funny thing with projection. We see as we are. So, I handled myself with extreme dignity & did not take any offense to his questions. I recognized he is very young & that it could have been much worse; he could have gossiped behind my back. Instead, he chose to be blunt and ask me directly.
You see, I have a strong Sagittarius influence in my astrological makeup, and that side of me loves thee truth in any form. I prefer that over lies. I respect people a whole lot more when they speak their minds without holding back. Whether he believed my response or not, I wish I could tell you what I said, but whatever it was, it shut down his perception in a most divinely respectful way. I even mentioned projections & how they can be a problem in our world when it comes to accepting people's evolutionary growth.
He didn't know me or my life, nor thee journey I've undertaken, and he didn't know thee challenges I've risen out from & overcome numerous times in multidimensional ways. It's so easy to label someone as a phony because they shine or put on a good show. But you see, he didn't know me nor my many moods. In every one of my moods, I reside healthily in my energy. I'm not fraudulent in any of my expressions. I don't fake a mood, nor will I ever.
But I've been through both destructive and healthy phases in my life, and I consciously choose thee path of health and authenticity every day.
Until next time, arrivederci!
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