NF RUNNING

​Never let someone tell you that you can’t dance. If your body can move, you can dance. #Realness #Rawness over #Perfection 

Today would be my mommas birthday 

July 12th all those moons ago A Divine Goddess here on earth was born 

It use to make me soooul sad whenever her birthday would come around & no mother of mine in sight .. thee pain gut wrenching for most of my life. It really hurt to grow up without my mom. 

It broke my heart. 

I was 9 years old experiencing my first soul gut wrenching can’t heal my heart that’s in severe pain. 

Nothing it did would make it disappear. But determined was I to figure out a way to live. 

for a long time - I wouldn’t acknowledge this day out loud - ohh but it was quite apparent how sad & depressed I would become (if I showed it) but that’s thee thing .. im thee type of person that when thee growing gets tough & life is so damn rough .. a person outside from my circle of life wouldn’t even know that there was something wrong inside. Most times my circle didn’t know either unless they figured it out. 

Silence is my fave cave to live in. Hermit be a way of life. 

All of my life on thee outside hiding behind a big smile & my silly waves. Humor is ok but it can also be a coping mechanism that if it goes unchecked - thee silly fool will be depressed. That’s never good. 

Anyhoo.. 

my beautiful momma LOVEd to dance ..

Oh yes she did ..

She loved to dance as do I 

I know if she were alive we would dance together under thee moon , under thee sun - because she like me, was also a lot of fun. 

I’ve actually lived more life without my mom than with my mom. That type of scar you will always see. 

Dance for me is my healer allowing my soul to express its poetry through use of my body. 

Grateful i am 

Anyhoo..

My soul lives to express & may you enjoy my dance edit creation using this song from  an artist that I Absolutely ADMIRE ..

#NF #RUNNING