Shadow Light Worker Infusion

If I were to be honest 
I would say 
that  at first I was unaware of the Shadow Worker that
I am 
I most certainly am 
although this was a blindspot for me in my own evolutionary development of Awakening 
that is constantly happening 
We are constantly happening 
our movement in our own cycles is individualistic 
and different 
for us ALL 
of course I would 
easily gravitate and accept the roles that came with 
being a Light Worker 
it all seems so Light and Bright 
of course I would 
say hey that is I 
on this evolutionary High of a ride 
but if you called me a Shadow Worker - In all my ignorance I would have denied 
this side of my existence
Sun in Sagittarius hiding behind the Sun in Scorpio 
which is both a part of my composite 
this astrological composite that is learning this wave
that is taking center stage 
written on every page 
I scroll my scribes alive 
Creator of ALchemy is I 
this vessel that is a part of me 
not all of me 
just a part of me 
I walk a fine Align 
can you see? 
Triggers are shadowy elements that no one likes to feel 
or visit 
or deal  
Resistance is usually what happens when we are met with our own shadows 
shadows equate to resistance 
how much we resist - is how darker shadows will persist - until we transmute what needs transmuting 
ARE YOU COMPUTING? 
Who wants to admit anything darkest within our infrastructure 
most people do not 
Whom knew that the Light Worker in me only came into being through the Shadow Sides of my life that I have gone through and learned to transmute 
Do YOU compute? 
My metamorphosis in transmuting is rather captivating 
and speculative 
yet I am freer every time 
I Love to align 
these capabilities of I 
within the I 
that sometimes likes to escape  
But are you willing to open your eyes to see - the you that is I in me and the me that is I in you??
if you would of asked me about being A shadow worker 
I would have denied 
and said no, no 
Lightworker is I 
ignorant to the shadowy elements 
that were a necessary part 
a very important aspect 
to my entire development 
Without the Shadow side there is no Light Side 
without the Light 
no shadow can exist 
one is the other 
the other is the one 
wisdom developed as I discern and take affirmative action into the evolution of my own Wholeness Vibrations 
delivering quantum satisfaction 
when I take ACTION