DO not Feel Jaded by this occurrence
of non occurrence
or many occurrences that may have occurred in your life
with others
influencing your path
silent undergrads
studying their courses
a choice is always made
in regards to oneself
at some point or another
do not let this poetry pull you under and get you with no seat available in the underground tracks stating facts
no matter the circumstance
where is your heart center in space?
What part of you hidden from view is tainted in view - some form of energy that Jades one with shades?
Jaded by the experiences you have experienced in this life
many not feeling right
or ever justified
or rectified
those silent cries
that one has had to let go of that haunts the very core of their being
at night
when no other knows the feeling of this deep layer of ocean
that is emotion
DO not rob yourself anymore
of feeling happy
Time to discover your own levels of Joy
so what if so Many things may have not
gone your way
choose not to be ungrateful
right NoW
TODAY
instead be positive anyway
Knowing that what you did not receive was something that you got lucky in avoiding that would have later caused something definitely unexpected and certainly not desired nor welcomed
Come on now
you already know this !
Life would have not turned out any better
you would of just been enduring a different weather
IS that truly better?
But here you are now
addressing the parts of yourself disappointment by many facts of life that you think not to be so nice
Ok..
now what?
How intelligent are you to hold onto something that serves you only sweaty balls inside of your cereal?
What do you really care about ?
What can you see for yourself that would bring you so much joy?
What smile do you desire to bring to your face?
Let go of every conditioned illusion that has silently and energetically cock slapped you in the face
several
many several
times
many times even poking your eye
Out
of socket
hands in pocket
How fixed is your type
consider this a sign
The Lady of Sorrows feeling jaded inside
Jade, let us end the shade
unblock our tame
breakaway
Let Us
MOVE forward
Positively
Choose to Rejoice
let go of all regret
what is there to feel guilty about when we do what we want when we want to do it - even if later we realize - stupid is as stupid does - but still.. Free are we to switch up lanes - if ever we found ourselves realizing - what we really like and do not like - then we owe ourselves the chance to do what we need to do that is in alignment with ourselves . Beauty between choices and commitments and agreements ... maybe there were contracts too - what can anyone that chose to do - now undo their doing - maybe one must now eat the shit they stirred from a pot they no longer want anymore - but at least now they know their Ultimate truth - and that is the paradigm shift needed to energize their new align the way they want and will design as they choose to transform the patterns of their life - one step at a time...
and at any given moment after the fact of deciding one thing, we can still change our mind... just like that! and anyone that does not like it - has to eat that too and shit it out..
real will always be the flavoring of ingredients I only allow for myself to suck down
not playing around
channeling somehow
when all I wanted to say
was Spirit said there will be days like this
where spirit will confront you for some low vibing stunt that needs to be let go
before more stagnant seeds of reversals are sown
to get on your own
grown
and do what needs to be done
properly
moving forward is an individualized choice to make
but do not allow the shade of Jade to influence any of your choices
actions
feelings
thoughts
behaviors
in any shape
form
or sly way
let go of this energy
today
like right now
do what you want
do as you do
Are you a great big pretender
or Real ?
due to your latest fixation - what are you creating for yourself in your NOWS that Create your Laters?
things have certainly changed
and so a lot is at stake
at least it feels this way
heart is the calming space
of center
you must labyrinth to
in all that you do
Ask What would love do?
feeding Heartless Love with empty Tales of woe of Lady of Sorrow like worries
creating scenarios that may never ever turn out to be
imaginations soaring wildly out of control
let us demonstrate
control
when we get into our KNOW
oh my
how much we have GROWN
when we KNOW
our potential to seed
succeeds
once we
decide
to be fully accountable for ourselves in our own lives and for once deciding when it feels so hard to decide
but if we listen to our hearts
that is the best place
we are ever going to start from
that is most beneficial to our universal worlds.
let go of previous thoughts of this fake
that does not
bake well
anymore
What is your current NOW?
How honest with yourself can you truly be and own up to it too?
rhetoricals - how does one let go of something they are use to having just cause it feeds their ego in some way -because to be able to say - is like - ego fantastic in some type of way --keeping up with their upbringing / constitution / societal self - familial self - Fixed on their conditioned ways
created experiences
oblivious
to the origins of patterning developed
during their entire course of life
feeling like a lie
so getting out of their comfort zones
is not an easy task
feeling all out of whack
and anxiety filled
finding every excuse in the book to delay from taking action
beneath the surface exists voices belonging to others that exist in your life
that are true rulers
of your entire world
buried in the subconscious layers
you have placed this God
Goddess before you
and they tell
you what to do
Is this what really speaks truth ?
What is really real ?
Like for real
for real
voices
hear real
Logic would sell oneself many of an illusion out of fear and refusal to be held accountable
for not a damn thing
inside of their world
but acting the part
yet holding no
responsibility
avoiding so many things
what is under construction ?
these are parts of our inner worlds and lands
there is a committee board training troops all of thee time
this all being transmuted from the scene in no time
these once upon a time previously viewed as limitations
no longer the truth
what is your truth?
these archaic roots
of remembrance
letting loose into the
atmosphere
stratosphere
akashic headquarters
How does one refute all they believe to know to be true with no true thing tangible to hold in its place When people resist change
they look for every reason to support the delay in their lack of response time to the matters at hand
while the dominating energies rule the current stagnant
so too becomes many of the Lost Souls Feeling Jaded and alone
and ignorant to their Jade
they get thrown off by the shade
others send their way
oblivious to the origin of creation that is avoided by an entire nation of unsuspecting suspecting souls tired of this energetic zone
that now has them awakening to the riot going on outside
Anxieties on an all time high
Spirit says there will be days like this
....
There will be people you meet that can and will disappoint you in some kind of way especially if you are not All Knowing about your own Inner Cave
their influence can get in the way and infect your energetic auric field
mindfulness is really real
when you Feel through your deals and handle yourself with care first and foremost
leave your Space OPEN for interpretation and proper abilities to discern between the false prophets and Stage Actors whom come into your space
empty in every kind of way
mercury retrograde
got us on some hush
NOW
type of feels
if you are not being helpful
Spirit says there will be days like this
Honorable Witch
do not feed into the entanglement of others deceit
entangling creeps of Magician type deals
do not let them talk you into something later you will view as hurtful
Do not argue this month
let people come into their own space
love space
Knowing Space
no case made will be heard
upsurge
inside of the Vortex GROWS
let us Share
do not push an argument out do not dare
sabotage your own harvest that is here
not far away at all
Upkeep Maintenance for the planted seeds already sprouting
My Darling
what has been kept hidden beneath the surface is rearing its ugly head and all those feelings you attempted to push down for fear of what would come next
you realize the Queen of Hearth and Home is you
when other people come in telling you what to do
how to do
where to go
how to speak
how to think...
Is this the life you would have designed for you if other people did not speak your life into existence prior to you ever really having any type of say / sway / Swag?
Come on lad,
how much of your dad is like you that may not be necessarily The Golden truth of view that resonates with you
deep deep
deepest within your every part
of Whole that is a piece
part of your Entire whole
Are you living Boldly And confidently ?
- someone else's blueprint you copy / pasted and imprinted unto yourself and have somehow convinced your entire Superficial being that this is the way of your world and the only way to see it ?
Is this the way you originally dreamed it?
When did your first dream occur that was not influenced by anyone you think you know?
This was not meant to be a channeling episode and it turns out the PURGE of this FEELING JADED is something from the Collective in need of Major seeding for some cosmic universal intervening that infuses with each soul however its needed for each soul at the time of infusion.
Let go of how this is suppose to happen - there is no one design at this time in dealing with the breaking of so many conditioning chains that have souls Feeling Trapped and out of whack...
JADED is this feeling unappealing and bitter in feeling...
Just the other day I would have argued back and said loud and proud that I AM in NO way JADED - - - In my sound argument I would have presented myself to be right - cause every line of experienced defense I have inside would have pulled out my Jaded Story Book that would of shared one portion of truth that would have been in full support of my line of defense I was attempted to Persuade ((spirit or myself with?))
If we are one..
so is spirit and I
one
at this time...
Channeling Guide shining some light...
The minute I was presented with Jade in this new insightful way - I literally had nothing to say - but a smile truly shined on my face - cause instantly as I was being shown - the resonance was chilling and simultaneously HEALING those Jaded pieces of me that never got healed - I once upon a time swallowed my hurts and did not even burp. The acid of Hurt existing under wraps - birthed another mask that did not speak of the past - and moved on from that - meanwhile all the hurt was still in tact.. Jade went to work and created her own outlet of illusion that became a part of my own constitution that was never written by me although I acted out every scene read from a script designed with JADE occupying my shrine way deep inside causing misaligns. Jade has been the reason why I have blocked many things From my life that I really did want - but pretending to not really care at all - because to admit something so real would hold me accountable for the pledge I just made - but what happens if it does not go down the way I admitted to wanting today? I was shown the errors of choice made in my Jade lurking cave dictating many of my own expiernces within my energy psyche. Spirit reminded me that I am not in any misalignment to allow myself to get distracted by the definition of the Word Jade and all its imagined attachments of theatrics sown over our course of time. So quickly just like that - Spirit made it a fact to point out to me instantly my time line of experience in my life that has Shaded me in Jade - that Was blinding me in many ways causing certain life experiences to play out that appeared to not make any sense - but as I do now notably innerstand - I see where Jade played its role - due to certain experiences I have had that caused so many feelings of disappointment and disbelief to creep into me super deep that not even I whom is conscious was able to see it at first - position that would ALLOW me to consciously speak or think Blasphemous thoughts that would only numb and dumb me down in my own energy alignment and size. so how does one rebel in such ways that go against the grain of this DNA inactive system operating on Pre production modules that Post Produce blueprints in best replicated form
When was the first Manufacturing system created and why?
Was the first manufacturing system designed in the sky of some mind shapeless in form wishing to be born
so Matter of f start to attach once a design visualized in mind gets STRONGEr over time
till it is no longer this thought
but now this thing
"CLONE"
manufactured to replicate original design
((first created in the mind)))
maybe some part of you
desires to understand another person whom has taken an opposing stance from your land
and that mind boggles you man
But get over it
Stand Firm in your Polite
because when you take a karmic bite into the trench that is drenched with
"limiting"
so just as You Rock out in your view
you got to allow
other people
to be
FREE
to think
feel
do
as they please
I Choose this Channel of Reality over any
dishonest
pretend that attempts to mask itself in
to only get
swept away by the wind
whirling around an air of justice
that has been absentee from this energy portal for quite some time
and now
Justice in every corner
is blowing over
Angel Dust
that sparkles Righteous Acts to be put out on display
No longer are the Puppets able to persuade
jaded hearts healing today
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