Heart Vs Head Theatricals

The parts of me 
departing 
from that previous 
paradigm 
of behavior 
that catches me off guard
causing me 
to run 
off 
like the sound of 
an alarm
far far far
away 
from the 
pain 
feelings 
can narrate 
when left 
to feel
without 
dealing 
with the feels
that are 
real 
one tends to
run 
and hide
and turn away
Pretender facade 
of 
energy 
that only 
makes haste waste of time 
hermit mode 
type effects
to reflect
introspect
I detect
there is so much more 
to learn and discover 
under these covers
of a distant lover
and their unrequited 
love charade 
these perceived ordeals
under the orbit it is real 
when one is made to feel 
and accept the reality 
of how 
truth can be made to sting 
when heart 
and head 
collide 

someone mentioned Pisces energies taking all logic out the socket and causing us all to dig inside of our own pockets that are tokens 

to repair what is perceived broken