FEBRUARY's ORDER for REST

The entire month of February 
I have been advised to 
catch up on 
rest 
from my super exhaustion 
I have attempted to 
go against spirits 
advisement 
to only be met 
with more 
supreme exhaustion due to my own 
stubborn resistance
ALL will RESUME 
naturally 
by the end of this month 
For those of you 
needing to hear 
this 
read this 
waiting 
on something 
this is to you 
Thank YOU 
for being supportive of all the work that I do 
:) 

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maybe prior to this moment 
for quite sometime 
I was stressed 
and working 
working 
working like 
a slave 
in a mine 
too many a day
that it caught up to me 
in every kind of way
exhaustion 
is all I can say
at how depleted this energy of mine 
has been made to feel 
like a succubi 
and I still continue 
to actively 
pursue my dream
career 
life path
it is a testament to itself 
at how much 
WORTH of WORK 
I continuously put in 
even I do not wish to feel
tired
exhausted
depleted
and yet I have been met 
with those such things 
everyday although I still work 
and go at it 
there are many times spirit would just have me 
pass out 
because if not 
I would not rest
funny spirits 
said take advantage to the shortest month 
of the year
to be when I listen 
clearly this time around 
and allow for my healing 
to take place