in regards to my own controlling ways
of needing to know
many things
when I want to know
many things
Spirit sure as fire put my soul on blast
and told me to check myself really quick
that my energies give off like a junkie needing
a quick fix
of illusion that only satisfies the moment
and not the need
this insatiable desire
to create the atmosphere of
all knowingness
for myself
the obsessive compulsive
disorder of traits
that mentally sword my reigns away
Like how can I operate from heart center
while stuck in mind center pollution
that is not for any resolution
I am to accept no further substitutions
only Evolutions
So yea...
My Ass got checked today by spirit
and for those seconds
I became blind
outside of mind
convinced this time I was going to surrender and let go
to only be met with my compulsive obsessiveness moments later
when I went through some mental goo
of goops
Two of swords type of stalemate sort of vibe
falling more into
and upward deep into my hive
the part of me screaming out loud to throat chakra
blast this Silencer
into cosmic size
balancing shrines
Galactic Align
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