and it is in this NOW moment
I innerstand better
my love letter
of
words that I seen through his projection
I wrote it all down
for quantum inspection
sprawled there on the floor
I picked apart
his song in my writing lab
of dissection
as his sound penetrated my heart strings soul
loud
the darkness of every moon
gifting the Empress within me
her crown
as he attempts to veil back the unveil that is unveiled
this wander lust of approval each shy in their own reserve
and foolish on every 3D level of accordance
to just simply do the right thing
say the right thing
express the righteousness of these beating genitals
throbbing for the sake of throbbing
his lust rather alarming
howling sounds of every lonely
wolf on the prowl
growling loud
becoming shook
for his
emotions no longer able to be overlooked
pretending to not want
is easy to do
when one does not want
until one
wants
rare as ever this imprinting soul
loud
swords come out
lining up in full defense
or retreat
lovers fail to speak
this insatiable feel
that is surreal
and it is felt
left to be unexpressed
compressed
into soft air pockets beneath his skin
another mask of another layer
floating over his head
Court Jesters don't wed
ego unpopulated bachelor spread of false bread
airy
who wants to be loved cruel?
not I
worthy is my galactic system
what Honor does a King bring to a Queen whom each never claim?
what a shame
the hidden behind the moon game
that leaves all
in misery
rather miserable parts of conditioning through this looking glass
false mask of trying efforts seemingly whack and out of touch with
emotion
chuckles out loud
realizing that is ultimate reality
such tragedy to ignore inner lands due to conditioned plans
for there is Motion in Each of our Feelings
commotions stir when trip wires circuit in tune and one begins to listen better
a definite change in weather
who dates clowns that wear no costume anyway ?
out in the Sun
my mom came to visit
she told me time to play
I said go away
She said, "right away, you allow for another to charm you with their disguise filled with lies"
"Let that go too"
"Embrace the Beautiful within you."
Even in my dreams, my momma, made me cry
but let me tell you I have never felt so alive as I did this time around listening to her
and she also said "Go out, for there are plenty of fish in the sea. Learn what it feels like to LOVe and FEEL and KNOW what it is like to be Free. Be Who you are. I love you my Shining Star."
My momma Knows what I'm feeling inside
hence why my poetry burst to life
riddle my bones
crystal
light and clear
for Momma is here
crystal clear
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