Writer LIFE

I was up for hours
writing this thing
finally feeling all
positive about how
this particular writing is coming together
when only yesterday I could not see  how that could be
and of course
there is no one here to blame
but I may have accidentally clicked off without thinking the page i was on that had all of these words that I wrote that took me hours to write
and just like that
disappeared
gone from my life
I checked myself immediately before wrecking myself
for this too could of been used
as a test of some sort
a trigger of annoyance and anger that could rage from within me
for having lost once again all that writing
that brings up for me the once again part
riding this middle line of align is interesting