Warrior Heart

I wake up 

and instantly I am reminded

that she is 

no longer 

physically here with me 

oh I see 

Oh I see 

Some not healed parts 

coming up from me 

the 

anger

I never let be 

when I lost my mother you see

the anger 

raging in me 

for the part I couldn’t 

digest

that these loved ones 

in this physical 3D lifetime 

I shall never see again 

i am getting better my friends 

but this reality 

blows 

bullet holes 

straight thru my heart