Denial of FEELINGS

Many people will not understand
my displays of emotion
so public
seeker of attention
opinions many will formulate
but the very thing
they wish to see
is the uncomfortable
feeling
they have
with feeling
and my feeling
is further highlighting for those
a door
they once closed
and feel uncomfortable
with
to see
to express

what I have to say to those folks
is what up folks
cool
calm
and collected you seem to be
devoid of human feeling
angry I get
when someone says
for me to snap out of it
not to allow my feelings to be expressed
this is part '
of
FEELING 
for my HEALING 
so that means I  got to get
THru the
DEALING 
that is uncomfortable as funk
cause that is what is up
devoid of emotions
numbness that is a disease
no thank you
please