I once tried to hide
from all the shame
mistakes
and fucked up shit I have done in my life
sugar coating it all with something nice
justifying my wrongs with everything else that I have done
right
Constant fight
Hiding behind things I definitely do not feel proud of
and blanketing it with falseness
ignorance never bliss
Fatal Blows
I have beat up
my soul
mind
body
and heart
Never holding myself accountable for all of my mess
wondering why so much stress
inner realms reflecting externally at best
refusal at best
to Accept
the Dark
that INTRODUCED me to my
LIGHT
the dark that in all truth
was never really dark
only shadowed by
its secrets
the pain
the sorrow
the abuse endured
closing those doors
conditioning and experience creating monsters
all around
I use to run
I use to hide
I use to try and deny
No longer am I ruled by my fright
Getting thru bullshit fears is
LIFE
Dark is an extension of Light
PERCEPTIONS
burn BRIGHT
gifted with sight
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