She was only 14

She was only 14
and had found herself in a predicament
that she felt
POWERLESS
In her mind
Peer Pressure
and its horrible reigns had taken over
she had said
NO
she said she did NOT want to
only to have the 19 year old and his older friend and a friend of hers
tell her it was ok
she really didn't have to do anything
so they claimed
This day turning out to be not like any other day
this was the first
BLOCK OUT
of giving her
POWER away
She was only14
she forgot about this day
this night
something at all did not FEEL right
she prayed with all her might
to FIND her way
to AVOID the
EXPECTATIONS she felt from the others
she felt this deep inside
every part of her insides cried
this was the first time and unfortunately not her last
that she just laid there
POWERLESS
EMOTIONLESS
till it was all done
the deed
was done
for everyone else this night
turned out fun
Not for her
She was only 14
POWERLESS as she seemed/believed herself to be
She was only 14
vowing never to find herself in this state or position again
these were not her friends
She was only 14