Uncut Cosmic Circus

Dirty Diana - Michael Jackson - love this song - wonderful to dance -
that is the mood tempo I am in..
raising & lifting my own vibrations..
sweet sensations...
I am..
responsible for me...
I am
responsible for how I feel.
Melancholy may get the best of me at times...
but in the END it is I, who is ...
my own loving friend..
best friend to the end...
I am &
I will..
Always be here for myself...
It is important to feel your emotions out...
Always effin keep it real with yourself..
Lie to the world...
that is fine..
that is your fudgin prerogative ..
but when all is said and done..
and you lay your head on your pillow at night..
own and recognize your shit...
I own mine..
I know how I feel ..
and I damn skippy know mother effin why...
ok now what??
fall ??
crumble??
never that...
cry .. for shizzles..
I do have feelings you know..
I honor them..
you might not give two funks about my feelings..
(please save me your bullshit.. tossing it in the trash)
Since I love me..
I honor ALL of me...
I have my own rollercoaster rides...
true dat..
I can be my own cosmic circus..
its all cool ..
what makes my cosmic circus different from many others...
is I do not involve people in mine...
I keep my cosmic crazy to myself....
I do not wreak havoc on other poor souls for sport...
Namaste means .. I honor your beautiful soul..
even when you kick me when I am down...
I will get back up..
Smile in your face and walk the funk away...
never looking back...
hurt..  of bloody course you have succeeded...
but who you are and who i am ...
is what separates us...
kudos to you bro for you got to bite me with your poison...
here is your pat on your back from me to you...
Music saves me..
I honor every musical beat unleashed for hearts and souls all across this world gifting medicine of healing...
let me dance through my cosmic circus..
XX - Fiction when we're not together...
I know your face all to well..
Fiction when we're not together...
I raise my vibrations because that is ALL i have...
The world may inflict many of our pains...
but find your way to melt away all of the pain and Dance your soul back to life...
Kiss of life...
when they Kiss you their death...
the power of my words heal and shield this precious heart of mine..
and yes I may sit here and cry ..
breaking every piece of me...
you call that victory??? I have met a many hell in my lifetime to cry defeat now...
this Uncut Rant of an Enchant...
Enchantress, that is the name I so absentmindedly once professed myself to be..
Alive am I & free to live my TRUTH with LOVE & LIGHT no matter the stab wounds inflicted into this heart of mine...
you hear that baby?
I still SHINE...
All of the time...
Dancing & singing ..
to this Cosmic Circus
Uncut & Raw..
REALEST chic you would ever encounter in your entire LIFETIMES !!!
Blood
sweat
my tears..
Enchanting Babble... yea this shit right here...
realest Magic you will ever know..