Uncut Wind Chymes

I feel connected to the wind right now that is blowing furiously outside my window...
with every howl and scream..
I breathe...
I scream...
I fall to my knees...
I listen as she speaks to me ..
Howling at me to get up from my knees...
and stand tall and
fight again..
Be strong..
Wind Goddess I say..
Blow me away..
I am tired of all this pain..
scrape of my knees ok...
but there are holes in every part of my body ..
blood oozing out of me...
I am
Bleeding weak..
And so the Wind screams..
tapping against my window pane..
she says..
do not be afraid to cry out in shame...
this is not the end of your days...
Make your way..
dig yourself out of your own grave...
well I be damned...
the wind she keeps shouting my
name...