Uncut Welcome to the Harvest

There has been an inner rumbling within me stirring for some time...

For a while I've managed to silence the beast...

 all the while this silenced beast was one of my main causes adding to my own melancholy...

One of the hardest parts that we must deal with in our lives from time to time is ACCEPTING personal TRUTHS that exist within our walls...

I have not forgotten to continue sharing with  you all the unfinished UNCUT unedited DRAFTS I have sitting in here waiting to be posted...

but how I am feeling at this moment sort of reminds me of this one DRAFT I have sitting here waiting to be shared that spoke of CHANGE but in the form of contracts....

Mirrors Talk back...

 CONTRACTS...

What do they really mean??

Are CONTRACTS conditioned blocks set in our paths to inhibit our evolutionary growth?

Whenever a CONTRACT is involved it closes the doors to GROWTH...

We believe contracts are made to PROTECT us...

Protect us from what?? Changing our minds???

Are we NOT allowed to CHANGE our minds??

I am not speaking of not being responsible for our commitments that we make...

by all means.. please do be RESPONSIBLE..

but why make a CONTRACT that is so binding when TOMORROW is an entire 

BRAND NEW DAY...

I kid you not I change my mind quite often...

I change my mind by the seconds... 

I changed my mind right now about something else that I was thinking as I sit here and type away at the speeding rate of 500 words per minute.. 

lol

Ok maybe not 500 words but I kid you not you will NOT be able to keep up with the motions of my fingers as they clang away at this keyboard... 

lol

 CONTRACTS... that word itself makes me feel all icky...

 contracts feel as though they bind our souls to stick to an agreement that was once upon a time made on a different VIBRATIONAL wave that may possibly no longer exist for ourselves TODAY...

What happens to our NOWs that are plagued with our yesterdays that no longer apply for us today???

How can a CONTRACT bind me by some words that were made by someone that was ME but no longer me TODAY...

What can we say about binding CONTRACTS...

(they effin suck thats one thing I can say lol )

What about the CONTRACTS we place & create for ourselves inside of our minds...

do these self imposed CONTRACTS cause grief or stress in your current state of mind...

Ask yourself WHY? 

Maybe... it no longer applies...

Has that thought ever crossed your mind??

Holy Dignified...

These lines are beginning to RHYME..

UNCUT TRUTHS...

they might be disturbing..

 all TRUTHS our souls deserve & should be ACKNOWLEDGED...

Today is the FIRST DAY of SPRING and although it SNOWS here where I currently reside I have just had the most divine CLARITY SPELL of a realize that BEGINS my NEW SPRING cycle WONDERFULLY FRESH...

 Allowing me to continue on my soul journey & PATH feeling COMPLETELY FREE from any preconceived garbage that was only weighing me down...

There should never be a frown..

faeries are only allowed to Pout..

Pouting is a part of being EMO.. 

it should be welcomed and accepted...

But frowning is Unacceptable...

Today on the FIRST day of SPRING I without realizing it was the first day of SPRING made a CLEAR DECISION that is most PROFOUND and UPLIFTING for me in my NOW life.. 

TODAY I acknowledged a TRUTH that only I KNOW to be TRUE because it RESONATES with my SOUL & it was about time that I ALLOWED for this TRUTH to float its way from my unconscious/conscious to my absolute divine Conscious and ACKNOWLEDGEMENT.

ACCEPTANCE!

There is a difference between these two worlds that exist in each of us...

Unconscious/conscious

&

Conscious

Unconscious/Conscious: 

You may be AWARE of your UNCONSCIOUS TRUTHS making you CONSCIOUS of these truths, but you ALLOW for your UNCONSCIOUS to RULE by ignoring your personal TRUTHS... this is what It means to me when someone is being Unconscious/Conscious...

Conscious:

& then there is your DIVINE CONSCIOUS & here is where what you keep most hidden tucked beneath the surface of your Unconscious.. this is when you ALLOW for this to SURFACE into the LIGHT & here is where you FACE yourself in the MIRROR & navigate for yourself how you will proceed making your TRUTH be the pillar you stand on strongly & CONFIDENTLY...

When something is brought to the surface there is never any turning back from this reality that emerges... The only thing left to do once it is here is to MOVE FORWARD....

Of course when MOVING FORWARD you are presented with NEW CHOICES that were once not made visible to you in the Unconscious/Conscious state of mind... 

With these NEW CHOICES & OPPORTUNITIES also comes added RESPONSIBILITIES that too need to be ACKNOWLEDGED...

Enchanters... This is what being INTENTIONAL is ALL about...

Being INTENTIONAL means that YOU are being INTENTIONAL with your LIFE PATH SOUL JOURNEY STEPS....

there is NO in between...

Know what I mean jellybean?

If you truly DESIRE the life of your DREAMS you must follow the path of your SOUL...

Listen to its call..

ANSWER to your SOUL...

You can look in numerous places for answers and you may find various information that resonates with you and helps you along your way...

but the your TRUTH will always remain to be BUILT & KEPT inside of YOU..

YOU are your own KEY...

SELF LOVE is what this key looks like...

Do you  know what your key looks like???

To Live your DREAMS you have to desire it oh so bad...

and taking the steps necessary to get there in Living your dreams may not be the easiest...

But ask yourself...

are you committed to ACHIEVING all that you SEE and DREAM for yourself??

There is room for everyone here on this planet to LIVE their DREAMS out LOUD...

Do you  know why????

Because everyone has their own DREAM...

No "ONE" persons dream is the same...

So with this TRUTH in mind..

YOUR DREAMS are POSSIBLE...

but only YOU can make them so...

You can seek counsel ...

you may ask for advice...

you may even get your tarot cards read just to see what is shown to you...

You may read all the latest inspirational books...

You may read many different types of books...

You might even be doing some of your own research...

These things are WONDERFUL to do..

for they feed your PASSION..

fuel your FIRE...

MOTIVATE your SPIRIT...

Always continue to do the things that continuously LIFT you UP and add more meaning to your PURPOSE,,,

What is your PURPOSE??

I have finally ACKNOWLEDGED & ACCEPTED mine...

all my life in search of  my PASSION?

What do I desire to do with my LIFE?

Why am I here? 

Where am I going?

All these cycles and circles and rabbit holes...

Life interfering with my life...

Dreams becoming scattered...

Nothing making sense yet at the same time everything I FEEL no matter how things "appear' to be I FEEL it all coming together...

For me It's like Watching the TOWER fall in the major arcana... 

I can not begin to tell you how often whenever I give a reading for someone and the TOWER shows  up in their spread - everyone gasps for air...

The depiction of the TOWER may not appear to be a pleasant visualization...

But one must remember that the ART of the TAROT card is an artistic metaphor that is created to STIR within you FEELINGS... 

So of course the cards are going to be DRAMATIC in appearance...

for this is what STIMULATES your senses...

& when do we ever listen???

We listen ONLY when our FEELINGS are affected in some way...

The artistry behind the purpose and meaning behind the tarot cards are there to stimulate your senses so that YOU may RECEIVE the divine message that is meant for you to RECEIVE...

Art is not meant to CRITIQUED.. 

or feared...

ART is something that is made with FEELING in order to make you FEEL something...

when an ARTIST creates, he or she CREATES with FEELING & PASSION...

Any Artist (and when I say ARTIST this term is used loosely and widely because I KNOW there are many forms and styles of ART & there is no ONE true FORM of ART expression... WE are ART bursting with LIFE.. so please NOTE that I am not only speaking of a painter if you get my drift lol )

Whenever the TOWER appears in a tarot spread it represents the NEED to LIVE more in accordance with OUR TRUE SELVES...

The collapsing tower no matter how dramatic of a depiction an artist portrays the imagery to be the significance of the TOWER COLLAPSE is one of TRANSFORMATION..

The Tower has been struck by lightning and is on the verge of disintegrating...

What do we do now???

We build A NEW ORDER...

As I write this UNCUT entry and as I make sense of my own thoughts that I formulate and share with you all... it is the TOWER the makes the most sense for me in explaining what my own TRUTH & CLARITY feels like for me today..

My tower has been collapsing for a while & it has finally crumbled to the ground... 

Now what???

A NEW ORDER...

I love UNCONDITIONING my own CONDITIONING...

Whenever I fight against the falling tower I am met with so much upheaval further adding to my own confusion & stress during an already most confusing & stressful time...

but when I let the shit finally crumble as it keeps trying to force me to do... 

I realize as I laugh to myself that this is what needed to be done all along... 

& you know what???

It feels fudgin good...

Like really really good...

And I am sure that with this DECISION I have made for myself today others who may hear of it would most definitely have a differing OPINION or VIEW in regards to my DECISION...

and with all do respect I say this now...

fk off...

I am not living my life for anyone but myself...

my souls calling is not for EVERYONE .. so I do not expect for EVERYONE to UNDERSTAND or even AGREE with my path... but here is the great thing about that NEWS..

Who cares what anyone else thinks? And why should their opinion matter when it is NOT them who Lives or BREATHES my air...

I live for my SOUL not for some status quo...

What may not be right for you ... 

may be absolutely perfect for me...

or vice versa...

Let's try SUPPORTING one another...

or better yet if you can not SUPPORT just be a SPORT & find a way  to be expressive of your truth in a healthy way rather than offering an opinion in a judgmental type of way...

I don't know it is only a suggestion... 

we each must do what is right for ourselves.. 

I am only sharing with you all my AMAZING FRESH START on my very first day of Spring...

CHANGE is inevitable...

My soul knows its purpose...

Winter is over...

Welcome to the Harvest...

Namaste

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