This is the first of the UNCUT 45 Editorials I posted about the other day...
At the end of this post i made some commentary and came up with the name for these UNCUT 45 editorial pieces.. LOL
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_________________________________________________________________________________ORIGINALLY WRITTEN - 01-04-14
Brilliant me ...
Yup me ....
Took all day writing this post ....
All day ...
From this lovely cracked & ink blotted iPhone ...
Took me all day to finally finish it .....
And Genius me ...
Could you guess what I did ....
I want to scream at the top of my lungs ....
I can do it online (maybe) ....
On this blog .... (gosh) AARRRRRHGHHHHGGHHHHHH
is that even how you scream with "spelling" ?
anyhoo Who fkn cares..
We the "people" make up "spelling" anyway !!!
That's how i will spell it ....
what i had written (NOW LOST) was good.. ;(
It was a good one too .. A long 1 .. Yes! But still good... It was about regret ....
Sucks !!!
I want to kick myself .. -.-
I just deleted that whole shit ... (my bad) I put a whole bunch of LOVE in that entry ...
I even paused writing it because my daughter manipulated me into watching a movie with her (where I wasn't allowed to move)
.. Cause of course Little Big Miss Indie, she gives a stack of rules of "whuuutKnOts" to do ... (& always somewhere in the back of my mind, a voice is like.. "Check her out, who the flying fudgsticals does this little girl think she is talking to.. She's trippin' with all these wise remarks & commands).. Along with another part of me who
admires her wholeheartedly as I watch her silently, as I continue to listen 2her b.s...
(She Believes she is in complete control of this entire conversation & she thinks she is cute with her acting out with her carefully thought out tactics on "how" she believes she is going to get her way in having me watch this movie with her.... Meanwhile she wanting & still managing to find a way to bust moms little rainbow bubble)...
Yea, my Indie, she's a ball buster alright lol
Most of the things she does on a daily basis (except whenever she is off in her own Zone .. & trust me when she is there ... I leave her ass right there ... Those are my break times ... ) cause when she is not off in her "zone" time ... She is off somewhere else trying to find new ways of "stirring" Up the energy in this house ....
My little precious turtle ...
What a heavy shell she does carry...
So how I try to handle My Little Stewy...
Is with as much patience as I can bear ...
Haha
And trust me when I say ...
I could be Mother Theresa with the amount of patience I have displayed
...
...
But it is after all a new day .. & a new age ...
I would love to consider myself a live & learn type of gaL...
plus I have had a few years experience with my little turtle wurttle...
& I know this little girl like the back of my hand ...
I've adored her from the moment I knew she existed... My LOVE Solid ..
Absolutely Unbreakable !!!!
Indie who loves to push buttons & gets carried away with her self amusing shenanigans... She by far has been my biggest test of LOVE & Patience...
I would love to believe that I live & I learn ...
There is no guide book on how to be a good parent ...
But I'm not trying to raise my daughter with the same beliefs & strategies that has this entire world fkd up to begin with ....
& my Indie is different ...
Every parent believes their child is "different.."
That's because ... Ummm hello ... They are !!!!!
I rather get to know my kid & communicate with her... Directly ... With LOVE ... & we figure the shit out together...
Especially if I truly believe in the honoring of another persons soul .. You know "Namaste."
Why say it, why practice it, if I don't apply it in my everyday life. And my daughter is a part of my everyday life.
And even though the human side of me wishes to tug at her hair at times & remind her who she really is talking to...
I don't do it ... Plus that won't solve anything ... That's just me being another kind of "bully" justifying my anger in not being able to control my own self..
If I love my child why would I lash out ..
thats called loss of control...
I have control over me...
"hitting" is all about loss of control right ??!
The desire to gain power/control by creating fear..
I am not here to raise my daughter in fear...
Only Love...
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So this is the 1st of the 45 edits I have decided to share..
There was no real special way in choosing, every 45 drafts I share will all be selected in RANDOM order...
I am trying to come Up with a Title to introduce all of these Time Traveling Drafts so I am right now BRAINSTORMING as I type away at this keyboard.. lol
It is all about DRAFTs / EDITING / UNCUT / RAW / Time Travel
Let's call these...
Uncut Time Travel Series...
lol me and this word series...
I am going to milk it lol
So kindly anticipate in excitement the Uncut Time Travel Series....
Woohoo...
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inside this place..
at this moment in time...
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