For our GROWING never ceases to stop for we are always in a constant state of flux and it is our duty to preserve every core and key functioning within us that balances us to find peace, love and harmony first within our own existence. 
I cry as I write this .. Why ?? I don't know I am sure that too will only soon be discovered but it's my passion and this is my TRUTH.. Blurry eyes for I can't see but I don't need to see to KNOW what TRUTH is and what it means and holds as TRUTH for me....
The only TRUTH that exist in this world is the TRUTH that YOU BELIEVE for YOURSELF... And that's it !!!! No other TRUTH can exist!!! When you KNOW this, understand this, absorb this, LIVE this .. When the WORLD compassionately devours this TRUTH and allows it to marinate / grow from its root into our Lives, only then will this world Know the true meaning of seeking and having PEACE.. 
Peace towards one another ....
Peace within ourselves ...
I am LOVE in every essence / shape and FORM.. And yet the very thing I embody is the very thing I deny myself in receiving by convincing myself that because internally I am whole and internally I See and internally I found a state of peace within me .. Inside of myself .. That it means Love I don't need .. Because Love I am for myself .. And Love I accept if I do not receive in the same capacity as I give because the greater and bigger picture here is for the GREATER GOOD OF ALL... And I tilt and passionately BELIEVE this truth ... And yet still even in this essence of truth that exist within me and it is very much real and alive I am still met with this ache / longing / crave / need / desire .. To experience this soul passionate love that ignites our being on FIRE... I mean who doesn't crave this ? Want this ? Desire this connection that would never ever be compared to no other that it is the stuff that FairyTales and romance novels are made out of ... A soul faery earth Angel Goddess can Dream right ??? 
So imagine this thing that I desire but on my walking earthly mission to compensate and strengthen my own inner reserve and spirit to continue to propel me forward on my soul mission to be of service to YOU ALL... I with my words " I do not need & I am ok if I don't receive" and with my vibration of emotion that I set out claiming this to be so ... Makes it so ...
Making me my own damn BLOCK.. cock Block excuse my ghetto I am Afterall from Brooklyn right <<< stereotypes .. Displeasing to my spirit makes me wish to kick every stereotype / label / fact made opinion straight up its arse 😜😜
Anyways how is this for raw ..
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The old Jenn would of left this uncut and had it sit inside my drafts wishing and praying for the courage to hit "publish" but this much more highly evolved spirit I am walking in at this moment in my time just doesn't give an itch about "publish" because I know that whomever comes across these passages it was meant for you and in that I rest assuredly knowing that seeds are being planted and our harvest is NOW .. Spring is approaching and in ALL our stories there is something we all can learn and grow and rise together in ....
Ooh I BELIEVE .. I BELIEVE ...
Let's BELIEVE in the Power of our own spirits and give RISE to our own inner divinity which is screaming out to all of us to BELIEVE in the power WE ALL HAVE WITHIN ourselves...
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Excuse any commotion with editing .. These uncut entryways are not meant for edits / corrections / fixing ...
For in our own imperfections we are PERFECT!!!
Namaste Beautiful souls my gratitude and appreciation to ALL of YOU who made it down to this final last line for I am excited for your journey and I await the day you open up and fully allow me into your world for there is so much we can LEARN & GROW from eachother. 
With Love Always
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