R.E ~ writer - written 2/20/10 10:16PM

Altered state of consciousness right now as i write this.  You know when i write my hand moves, somewhere from within me creates these words that emerge (in my eyes) out of thin air. I say this cause when i write i never know what i am writing .. A lot of the times after i finish a piece of writing & i go back to re-read i never know how these words / those words / my words / how those words got there ... Baffled always and many a time scratching my own damn head ...  I mean dont get me wrong i remember writing it .. I am conscious of the fact that i am the writer, i do remember the moment(s) of my writing fevers ... But "jennifer" "Me" i do not know which "jennifer" is present during these types of processes.  I do not know her. Have we met before ? Hmmm i wonder. She is forever changing, never once remaining the same. She is
Forever on the move. Regardless of all this "mystery" everything / every part of this / its all real .. As honest and straight from my heart & soul. Its all real cause these are her words / my words / our words. Im thinking of starting a blog .. A blog on us freeky writing. I Am A writer after all , at least some sort of type of writer type person. Article writing has always intrigued me. Its an idea circulating anyway who knows what will transpire.

Writing i must feed the desire in me to be free and share my crazy little wonder world.