Uncut LoBotomy

Take it away ...

Wish it away ..

Why does it matter ... 

Why do you matter ...

Do I even matter ...

What the hell is matter anyway ... 

I know the way ...

That would definitely solve my thought patterns ...

Do I Fkn Know YOu???!?

Uncut Cruel intentions ..

You think me cruel after all you do .. You cut into me with all you breathe, as you drip every last ounce of blood that rushes through me .. 

Bleed Free...

My love , you're killing me slow ..

Lovers keeper of woe..

You would think you would love me...

My body .. 

This soul of mine ..

Having me as your puppeteer for these moments.. 

These moments ..

Are Our now  ...

Forget you ? How ??

Blood lust and scorned ..

I am  on the floor once more , 

Scattered & my heart so bloody torn ...

begging & pleading..

Waiting for your release ..

Won't  you please ..

Accept my loves surrender ..

You great big Pretender..

I am cruel ..

Well look at you ...

Here you are with something to prove ..

Cruel deeds sewn into me deep..

You prick and I bleed ..

I am cruel says who .. You ??

Tell me lover what does that make you.. . 

With all you do ...

This here, you are it's creator ..

Divine Love invader ...

Runaway Tamer..

My love never being the one with ill  intentions ..

Have I failed to mention my souls undivided mission to absorb  you with all your smooth cruel Intentions ... 

You own it .. Wow ...

Oblivious as to how .. What can I say now .. 

I obviously having no say in this matter ...

Dark knight of my soul ...

I relinquish all control .. 

Lover taking his toll..

Shaking violently out of control.... loves creed untamed...

Smothering me in every which way...

Love don't possess so what would we call this ...

Yes every bit of you I  miss.. . 

Our love obsessive.. 

Never letting the other go...

Reality failing to show ..

Our true hearts desires ... 

You invisible man .. 

haunting me bad .. 

Causing me to weep ...

Losing so much sleep ..

You dare speak unto me about loves cruelty ..

All cause I no longer play along to the tunes in your song ...

you feeling from me .. 

What distancing ?? 

What ? Exactly what ??

My heart transpires by everything you inspire ..

Longing ..

Craving..

Desire so strong ...

These feelings in me never to Expire..

Feelings to feel my entire life long ...

Castles built in the sky  ...

Getting so high from your flame..

My love just as rare ..

Never once giving it away ...

My soul knows your name .. 

Cries your name ..

Bleeds your chain.. 

We are one in the same ...

As I watch you play Loves cruel games ...

Giving yourself instant gratification..

Your manhood hardened with pleasure from your actions ...

Loving every piece of my loves distraction...

On my knees , your manhood throbbing pleads ..

Submissive me takes your hot flesh in .. 

By all means you have my permission ...

Abuse & drive me wildly insane ...

feeding me your loves erotica of pain..

every waking day..

Nothing new this way .. 

You now no where to be found ..

Travels unbound ..

Only thing left for me  to say .. 

Here I AM.. 

I stay...

Naked & dumb .. 

Numbed by your disease ..

Frozen stuck frost bites...

As I let you melt  your way ...

I'm Never walking away .. 

Quiet till the day ..

When loves pain goes entirely away..

Your love to return on the horizon ..Loving every part of you in every single way ...

You feel my heart ..

It's you who pulls us apart ..

Flame soul lover when do you think you will recover & start .. 

Just play your fkn part .. 

Cruel .. Cruel .. You're fkn cruel .. 

You know what you do ...

me so in love with you .. 

I feel your maddening love ..

This distance ..

It makes  me sick ..

If I had one wish ..

These games we play ..

Mark this day ...

Setting fire to our flames.  .. 

Uncut phone s e X

You feel me pull back ..

But isn't that what you asked .. 

Thinking of me as the one with so much to learn ..

Fuggin nerve ..

Whatever Bert .. 

You run this ..

Uncut Heights

It is not so much that I fear heights .. It's just the fear in itself that we are sold that we ought to face our fears alone ...

A reward, that can never be given to you by another ...

I get it .. 

We are to connect as people. .. 

Educated to understand that we all carry similar biological threads .. 

Each separate and powered by their own molecular components that function their very own bodily structures and form. 

L o v e ...

L o n e l i n e S s ..

C o n n e c t i o n S ...

I s o l a t i o n s ...

D i s c o v e r i e S ....

All these directions ..

All these questions ..

All these heights we are told to conquer ... 

We are advised to u n i t e ..

Advised to walk a l o n e ...

We are guided by methods of ways to create balance in our lives ....

Battle of self ..

Poor poor self ...

We all seek and crave some form of help ...

If we didn't .. We wouldn't be l o o k i n g ......

We wouldn't be trying to figure shit out ...

Convinced that it  A l o n e is how we conquer our heights ...

R e j e c T i o N ...

E j e c t i o n ...

We believe .. 

Are we deceived ...

That to reject what many search for miserably ...

We are told we are never alone ...

Advised to do it on your own ...

But to join together hand and hand ...

Live as one in Unison ...

But please do this ALONE... 

On your own ...

Oh .. And I'm not taking away those very important , most self gratifying things we overcome on our own ...

But wouldn't it be just as great to have not been alone (if you so desired) ...

See .. Heights .. 

Yea I'm frightened ...

Maybe one day I would be able to work up enough courage to conquer my fear of heights ...

Some heights I would most certainly conquer on my own. 

While some other fears ..

Would mean so much more ..

If love & support were by my side ..

Fear .. Melting  away ...

There is no stronger more powerful feeling than L o V e ...

Unless your  fear is 

L o v e ...

Uncut Albert ~ 2/26/14

What does this teach ..

That by your actions .. 

Anticipated reactions ..

Mental interactions ..

Creating distractions .. 

Causing tides to turn ..

Move more into your flow ...

Justified so all is a go..

Believing one doesn't know ..

Everyone's a fkn scientist .. 

Who could of possibly known..

Collecting data ..

Making charts ..

All scientific test sold as best ..

Data what data more of the same ..

Results tainted from the start ..

Hearts are not ruled by scientific cruelties .. 

Soul evolutions last earthly journey sent into the fire burning realms of hell .. 

Can't anyone tell ...

Your le s s o ns are stupid ..

Fkn evolution so damn convoluted and polluted .. 

R e v o l u t i o n ??

How about you stop trying to prove yourself fkn right .. 

Your fighting yourself ..

A war created .. 

The monsters are real ...

Take a look around ..

Your Space ..

This place .. 

You are brilliant .. 

Fkn genius ..

Sure .. Build up .. 

Surrender to ego ..

Even that goal itself is flawed for our people .. 

Sending all on a self hate mission of stale competition of never living up to this imaginary standard one believes ..

It's a l l a d r e a m 

...

Or your worst n i g h t m a r e ...

Go D e e p e r