Uncut FootStepS ... TRAINING BOOTCAMP

As a single footstep will not make a path on the earth, so a single thought will not make a pathway in the mind. To make a deep physical path, we walk again and again. To make a deep mental path, we must think over and over the kind of thoughts we wish to dominate our lives.

Henry David Thoreau

We constantly ponder over ways to make a change & the first change begins with being conscience of our own thoughts & being FuLLy AwaRe of the kind of thoughts we ALLOW to circulate our minds... A lot of the times we excuse ourselves from negative "type" of thinking by justifying it to ourselves by saying.. "We can't help what we think about / feel about."  Ohhhh but we CAN!!!! We can because we are our own PiLots ... & whenever we Catch a thought process that we do not like or particularly enjoy ... We are in COMMAND to change/alter/reroute our own process of thinking ... I mean think about it .... Who inhabits our internal Domains ..... WE DO!!!! And the first step is learning to identify when we do this NoNseNsicaL torment to ourselves. Once we are able to identify these moments .. We are able to Grab them and STOMP them out of our SyStem... And this is where OUR CHANGE COMES ... (& it REQUIRES PRACTICE) We Take those thoughts & make/change/Alter/FIX them to MATCH the type of thoughts we Truly Desire to inhabit within ourselves ..... This REQUIRES training ... THIS REQUIRES us to be INTENTIONAL (for ourselves))

THE POWER IS YOURS!!!!!!!!

It always Is !!!! 

Your mind belongs to YOU & ONLY YOU...

TAKE CONTROL.....

NamaSTe 

Uncut perspectives

There is a funny little thing about the meaning of "perspective.."

One that often times becomes so convoluted, because of added "perspectives."

The funny little thing in which I speak of ... Well in regards to "perspective" is that each "perspective" is individualized by its own "perspective."   

Making this World we live in filled with so much CoLoR....

To each is own....

To each is own ...

To each is own .....

Namaste :)) 

Trouble in PaRaDiSe ..

TrouBLe in ParadiSe inDeeD TinK DoeS not LooK HaPpy.... 

Talk about trouble in WoNderLaNd.. So apparently Hook leFt TinK.. & he didn't just LeAve TinK.. Like he really Left her .. Like Portal bound, straight slipped into another dimension. As to why & will he be back, well TinK is as piSsed as they come... & no one dares meSs with that little T'd off Faery.... She looks as if she would straight ZaP somebody if they went within 10 feet of her ... 

I am so glad she talks to me though.. But I'm trying to give her some personal space ... Her much needed alone time... You know so she can sort things out for herself in her pretty little head. She'll come around ... Plus her & I .. We are connected ... I would be able to sense her urgency if she really needed me ... But since we do link so well.. I am most curious as to her mind state at this present moment  .. She sure is really going back in time .. But I guess one would, you know... in order to gain clearer perspective as to ones current standings. & i  certainly do find TinKs thoughts to be quite hysterically entertaining. 

But since those are her thoughts .. & her thoughts alone ... One that she has not shared ( yet ) ... I respect her privacy & keep these most fascinating images to myself.....

Well on another WonDerLanD tip... much has been going on over here.... with EVERYONE !!!!! 

I have so many upcoming Updates for you aLL!!!! It's just at this moment I'm not in much of a sharing kind of stage. I am at studio Mi9. Over here at studio Mi9 I'm  learning to love to share and be open in my writing and with my stories at aLL x'S ...  But there Are still X's  I do shut back down & become "not so open" to the idea.. & they ship me right back here to StuDio Mi9... & once again like KuMoN ... I go over & over again .. Similar process but in a different way .. New & imPrOveD .. 

WonDerLanD MyTHs..

TraiLer PiCs...

ImAGeRy ThiCk...

ALieNs Do eXiST ...

0.O 

Constant battle within .. 

Always at Studio Mi9 there is HOPE .. All you need is FAITH... And since many of these entries here @EnChAnTinGBaBBLe 

are uncut ... Whenever I am stationed @ Studio Mi9 .. 

I shy away from unCuT moments from time2time 

because (well u know .. Who knows what will be written )))) & sometimes I don't wish to share ...  & that's why I keep reLapsing & getting sent back into this ReHABiLiTaTioN CeNtER, here at StUdio Mi9... & because those UNCuT entries are UNCUT & I honor uncuts purpose & uncuts word <<<<<<to create & share an uncut version of myself uncut>>>>>>>>.. Uncut rants/chants ... And I guess part of the process here at StuDio Mi9 is to learn how to IDeNtiFy those Fears (cause Fear is what keeps us from moving along ) & to learn to understand them & then Let Them Go ....

It's a pretty deep class & I've met many wonderful people here. Even when I am on the right bandWaGon I still pass by Studio Mi9 ... You know it gives a WorLd of EncourageMent for others ....

You all should consider attending a WorkShop @ StuDio Mi9!!!! When I am not attending the WorkShop there myself as a Student, I often give a Lot of Lectures << TaLKs >> there myself. Many WonderFuL FeLLow BeinGs come by and ShAre...

Motivate. ..

Lift Up...

Offer words of EncourageMent ....

heLP...

shine Their LigHt so BriGhT ...

We are ALL gifted at working ...

I AM..

Working on that too ..

It is what the entire process is ALL about ...

I AM...

Step by step by step by step ....

Journey on through & embrace ALL the MAGIC...

I know I shouldn't be gossiping 

about Tinks business & speak of ALL this lovey dovey nonsense .. Sounds sort of hypocritical of me ... But here let  me explain ... 

All these stories that I share here with you about what goes on here in WonDerLanD are shared with you but with verbal ConSenT/permission of ALL parties involved.... & in WonderLand there is an UnWritten Code of Honoring system that goes on without Word ... & when ALL permissions are granted & ALL understandings EXiST between parties involved ... Then a Being (I AM) is Granted ALL the CreaTive FreeDom in the WorLD to ExPreSs themselves as they ChOOse !!!! I AM at free reign to share at my own discretion. & ALL parties involved absolutely LoVe EnChAnTiNg BABBLe ... They read this blog as well as Contribute to it & so far there have been no complaints ... 

Actually all I've receive  is words of encouragement ... 

& LOVEEEEEE...

So technically .. I am not gossiping. 

This is ART ...

What is ArT...

Art is aRT ....

COME INSIDE :))

Paint a LaNdScaPE of woRDs iLLuStriATinGLy OrCheStrATeGiCaLLy beAuTaSTiCaLLy OriGinALiFunKeDouT 

I AM...

AN ....

ORIGINAL ....

There I said it ...

UpSiDe Down...

Geez give me a break ...

So many News caSters .. ForEcAsTerS ...

JuDgeS & JuRiES ...

KinGs & QuEeNs..

WoLveS & ShEeP...

BAaaa bAaa

BAaaaa Baaaa ...

I AM....

An ....

ORIGINAL ...

get it ?!!??!! 

stuDio Mi9 is ALL about WeLcoMinG The OriGiNaLs....

For The OriGiNaLs are neeDed @ this TiMe..

For CeRtaiN..

PropHeSiZe ...

MuLtiPLy..

mESseNGerFLy...

LIFE...

Sew into eXisTenCe onLy in which You WoULD keep for yourself .....

Now...

What I don't personally (((((((((((((((((((ME MYSELF I ))))))))))))))))))))  <<< an OriGiNaL >>> hee Hee ... I don't like GoSsip 

& not So NiCe BeinGs .. 

I actuaLLy Despise (Gossip) << I love aLL >> I dislike how Most of the goSsip is NOT NICE ... What is gossip ??!? & why is moSt of It Downright hurtfuL... And saddening to my Spirit ... 

BUBBLEON ... 

FLAME ON...

SHIELD ON ...

LIGHT ON ...

LOVE CIRCLE...

But seriously, Why do beings Look to HURT other Beings..... 

......... Beings Do you not realize the IMPACT of your own words ... 

With the WOrDs we SaY, we BUILD just as much as We DEstroy ... 

Weeping WiLLows Cry No More...

stArSeeDs TaKe YOUR ForM.... 

UnLeAsH...

..... if you do not have something nice to say about someone .... KEEP IT TO YOURSELF .......  ••Z••I••P••I••T•• 

Imagine  a pants ZiPper sitting on the CorNerS of the sides of your mouth ....

& whenever TeMpTeD to be An AsSTrONuT ....

•••••• ZIP IT •••••••••• 

TinK makes this really awesome piXie Dust that helps with that ... 

& if you're interested in CoMedY ... Well just make sure aLL parties involved are ok with it too ...  

You know what I MeaN.. 

Don't be Mean ..

OnLy with ArT ..

Art is Art ...

Ok AsHTroNuT ...

I'm not saying I've always been nice ...

JudgiNG AshtrONuTs...

 Cause I sure have nOt always been nice ... And I still have my "MoMenTs" of maybe coming off not so "NiCeLY" ... Or "inSenSitiVe" ... & usually it's over extenuating circumstances ... Not that it JUSTIFIES my behavior (ChoiCE) ... Cause it does NOT !!!! But for the most part NOW .. In this MOMENT ... NOW ...in  MY WORLD ... I am fkn NICE... By (CHOICE) .... So Noooo .. You ASHTroNuT you wiLL NEVER (they say never say never ) <<< who are they >>>>  but fk it NEVER catch me ... Talking BADLY about another person .....   & if I am talking badly about a person .. What would be bad is what Fact I believe about the person in an "ACTION" that they committed or a part in or something that happened....  .. Something that is known .. For example ..

"She went into the store over there & bumped into him."  

NOT...

"Omg so let me tell u she went into the store over there a hot mess .. Did u see what she had on .. Omg those leggings .. Ugh offensive ... And her hair .. Omg it was a hot hot mess .. Look like she just woke up .... And then ..... " 

You get the drift ... 

n O N s e n S i C a L n E s S 

I don't even want to finish it ....

Well anyways ..

This topic makes me upset ...

Because LiFe should be about Lifting one another up ... Instead of trying to tear one another down...

My sharing of TinK & HooKs story is not to tear anyone down...

It is to share ....

Share a story ....

To relate ....

To LET otherS know they are NEVER aLone ...

That even faeries got shit to deal with ....

She may be a different kind of faery from me .... 

But does that make her any different than I ????!!??? 

TinK hears my thoughts & sends you all a message .... 

Here it is ...

"SOMETIMES I ASK MYSELF, WHAT WOULD THE HONEY BADGER DO? GOD CREATED MAN AND THEN SAID, 'I CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT' AND CREATED WOMAN. I HEARD YOU'RE A PLAYER. NICE TO MEET YOU, I'M THE COACH. I DON'T DO DRUGS, I AM DRUGS. SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO BURN A FEW BRIDGES TO KEEP THE CRAZIES FROM FOLLOWING YOU. So that's why he went through the portaL. I will forgive him.. But in the mean time I wish to be left ALONE... & read this MeSsaGe intending to understand!!! " 

Sorry for all the caps in the beginning of TinKs message ... She was ShouTinG .. I figure she had to let out some steam .....

Well until next time :))

Namaste 

Universal law state my case

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Yea I have those 2

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Whisper in the wind

When words fail to speak Up.. Because emotions come into play .. When walls are set so High making this the 1st time..... I ... Wish to knock those guards right down ... But how .. For you are Just a whisper in the wind... Say something ...

 

Missing

Tell me what to tell you .. What am I missing ..

This is an oldie .. But a goodie ... And original version

You are in my lair panic in your eyes Yes you are all MINE!! And its now time for you to relax and unwind My images of you... So very creepy... You should be afraid.. Very afraid.. These images in my mind it is only a matter of time before I begin to eat at my prey Having my way... Silently deceiving

Deviously alluring ALL the embodiments I possess your body in distress and YOU are still most captivated by my charm Ring the Alarm!! For it is time to play my little hypnotizing game, taking my aim you take in all MY pain that is inflicted your way Don't dare try to run and hide or disguise I ALWAYS have my way!!! This is not a game.. I Dare & I DO say pleasure rain Lights Camera Action You are on My display I creep into you in the still of the night lasting till day heavy heavy play AS I Arouse your senses YOu are helpless Begging me to stay wanting me to have my way As I ENCHANT! Goddess in the flesh on your knees before me please! Head down tongue out allowing my spikes to pierce your hot flesh...dripping wet The Spell is set.. You are LOST in my daze with my devilish ways of being Naughty, Wicked and BAD.. I PRICK right into your SKIN... Saturate me within For I DO Demand and I Command absolute & total Submission You NEED my permission, NEED I say more?? For you MUST ENdure my Wrath Pain TOrture PLeasure I am the Ultimate Treasure, I am what you Desire This Ultimate Womanly Power LIVE here in the flesh Mind fucking you BEst till you Bleed.. making you SCream.. Surrendering Rendering Relinquishing All that you are and Will Give to ME For I am Lady Natalia

Uncut train Chant ~~~ field of DreAms

The other night I dreamt I was in my childhood bedroom & I along with someone else & a child were being held there by this being/entity/monster/beast/ scary looking "not human/human" thing

... This being although scary was not too frightening ... He/it had an unclear plan (how my mind processed this attack .. Was 1 that it didn't matter what i tried to do .. This was meant to happen this was the path ) ... The man in my dream

and the child

I knew them .. They were a part of me ... But I couldn't identify them ... 

Although they were there, I didn't really see what they looked like ... 

But I knew them both well .. The child was there but not subjected to what both the man & I were subjected to..  

Itwas as if the child was left there to observe everything

that was happening.. We were all made to sit on top of this bed / mattress .. And we were not to move .. The child in my dream was just like any child. .. Moving around / tossing around / flipping around & behaving very antsy and hyper while there ... The child was not reprimanded in any way

or told to sit still by this "beast".. But if I or the man moved or spoke in any way we were watched intensely.. There was 1 part of the dream that I must of looked as if I was going to attempt to leave or move or go somewhere else .. And the "beast" rushed over demanding from me where I thought I was going ... But I just sat back down comfortably & kept my cool and stayed in my place .... Although in the dream we were being confronted by this "beast" .. I felt safe .. I didn't feel like any of us were in any immediate danger.... Also the guy that I was with in my dream.. Protected me .. It wasn't so much what he did .. It was the connection of our hearts/body/mind where I read from him that we were ok ... This man .. These people ... I loved .. There was 1 point where he just looked at me .. And by his look by his expression .. I felt comforted ... & I remember thinking to myself in my dream ... It's you .. You are the one .... By this point the "beast" returned with these Glass cups for each of us (not the child) just for the man and myself .... Inside these glass cups we were told/made we must finish /drink the contents of what is inside these glass cups ....

I was disgusted by what we were being given .... It was blended into a fine chunky / messy liquid fresh flesh and blood ....

I did not want to drink it ... I even tried to refuse (silently) .. I was thinking of ways I was going to go around & not really drink this ... But the "beast" never took his eyes off me ... The man that was with me ... He drank from the glass cup and pretty much almost finished it ... Encouraging me that it wasn't so bad .. And not to think about it ... In my dream It was understood that this was going to happen .. We were going to drink this .. And there was nothing that could be done about it ... Also another thing I realized upon awakening was that this "beast" he didn't speak ... He didn't even make noise really ... But his presence was "terrifying" in a sense ... Although as much fear as one would imagine having in circumstances such as these .. I was never terrified ... Or fully afraid .. Which I woke up thinking that it was odd ... Cause I have had many "frightening" dreams ...

And I remember feeling afraid and waking up afraid .... But for whatever reason no alarm bells were going off .... Also interesting was in the manner in which the "beast" spoke/expressed itself .... Cause thruOut the dream.. The "beast" was clear in what he demanded from each of us .. But yet no words were spoken at all ... And in the dream although his language was interpreted and understood as words in my brains eye of understanding .... That is not at all how he communicating .. It's as if it was telepathic information.... There were other factors of this dream I know I left out ... But this is the gist of what transpired ... One of my professors whom I shared this with who happens to practice & believe in spirituality and she has her own beliefs and practices that I won't get into now ... But she most definitely had interesting insight into this dream of mine .. Which made perfect sense when she spoke to me .. & I think it's fkn cool !!!! Anyways off the train rockers now .... Field of dreams & nightmares .. Or are they really nightmares ... I guess it is only a matter of perception and understanding ...